the water-babies-第30章
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ckles; and at that she grew so tender…hearted that she began teaching him as prettily as ever child was taught in the world。
And what did the little girl teach Tom? She taught him; first; what you have been taught ever since you said your first prayers at your mother's knees; but she taught him much more simply。 For the lessons in that world; my child; have no such hard words in them as the lessons in this; and therefore the water…babies like them better than you like your lessons; and long to learn them more and more; and grown men cannot puzzle nor quarrel over their meaning; as they do here on land; for those lessons all rise clear and pure; like the Test out of Overton Pool; out of the everlasting ground of all life and truth。
So she taught Tom every day in the week; only on Sundays she always went away home; and the kind fairy took her place。 And before she had taught Tom many Sundays; his prickles had vanished quite away; and his skin was smooth and clean again。
〃Dear me!〃 said the little girl; 〃why; I know you now。 You are the very same little chimney…sweep who came into my bedroom。〃
〃Dear me!〃 cried Tom。 〃And I know you; too; now。 You are the very little white lady whom I saw in bed。〃 And he jumped at her; and longed to hug and kiss her; but did not; remembering that she was a lady born; so he only jumped round and round her till he was quite tired。
And then they began telling each other all their story … how he had got into the water; and she had fallen over the rock; and how he had swum down to the sea; and how she had flown out of the window; and how this; that; and the other; till it was all talked out: and then they both began over again; and I can't say which of the two talked fastest。
And then they set to work at their lessons again; and both liked them so well that they went on well till seven full years were past and gone。
You may fancy that Tom was quite content and happy all those seven years; but the truth is; he was not。 He had always one thing on his mind; and that was … where little Ellie went; when she went home on Sundays。
To a very beautiful place; she said。
But what was the beautiful place like; and where was it?
Ah! that is just what she could not say。 And it is strange; but true; that no one can say; and that those who have been oftenest in it; or even nearest to it; can say least about it; and make people understand least what it is like。 There are a good many folks about the Other…end…of…Nowhere (where Tom went afterwards); who pretend to know it from north to south as well as if they had been penny postmen there; but; as they are safe at the Other…end…of… Nowhere; nine hundred and ninety…nine million miles away; what they say cannot concern us。
But the dear; sweet; loving; wise; good; self…sacrificing people; who really go there; can never tell you anything about it; save that it is the most beautiful place in all the world; and; if you ask them more; they grow modest; and hold their peace; for fear of being laughed at; and quite right they are。
So all that good little Ellie could say was; that it was worth all the rest of the world put together。 And of course that only made Tom the more anxious to go likewise。
〃Miss Ellie;〃 he said at last; 〃I will know why I cannot go with you when you go home on Sundays; or I shall have no peace; and give you none either。〃
〃You must ask the fairies that。〃
So when the fairy; Mrs。 Bedonebyasyoudid; came next; Tom asked her。
〃Little boys who are only fit to play with sea…beasts cannot go there;〃 she said。 〃Those who go there must go first where they do not like; and do what they do not like; and help somebody they do not like。〃
〃Why; did Ellie do that?〃
〃Ask her。〃
And Ellie blushed; and said; 〃Yes; Tom; I did not like coming here at first; I was so much happier at home; where it is always Sunday。 And I was afraid of you; Tom; at first; because … because … 〃
〃Because I was all over prickles? But I am not prickly now; am I; Miss Ellie?〃
〃No;〃 said Ellie。 〃I like you very much now; and I like coming here; too。〃
〃And perhaps;〃 said the fairy; 〃you will learn to like going where you don't like; and helping some one that you don't like; as Ellie has。〃
But Tom put his finger in his mouth; and hung his head down; for he did not see that at all。
So when Mrs。 Doasyouwouldbedoneby came; Tom asked her; for he thought in his little head; She is not so strict as her sister; and perhaps she may let me off more easily。
Ah; Tom; Tom; silly fellow! and yet I don't know why I should blame you; while so many grown people have got the very same notion in their heads。
But; when they try it; they get just the same answer as Tom did。 For; when he asked the second fairy; she told him just what the first did; and in the very same words。
Tom was very unhappy at that。 And; when Ellie went home on Sunday; he fretted and cried all day; and did not care to listen to the fairy's stories about good children; though they were prettier than ever。 Indeed; the more he overheard of them; the less he liked to listen; because they were all about children who did what they did not like; and took trouble for other people; and worked to feed their little brothers and sisters instead of caring only for their play。 And; when she began to tell a story about a holy child in old times; who was martyred by the heathen because it would not worship idols; Tom could bear no more; and ran away and hid among the rocks。
And; when Ellie came back; he was shy with her; because he fancied she looked down on him; and thought him a coward。 And then he grew quite cross with her; because she was superior to him; and did what he could not do。 And poor Ellie was quite surprised and sad; and at last Tom burst out crying; but he would not tell her what was really in his mind。
And all the while he was eaten up with curiosity to know where Ellie went to; so that he began not to care for his playmates; or for the sea…palace or anything else。 But perhaps that made matters all the easier for him; for he grew so discontented with everything round him that he did not care to stay; and did not care where he went。
〃Well;〃 he said; at last; 〃I am so miserable here; I'll go; if only you will go with me?〃
〃Ah!〃 said Ellie; 〃I wish I might; but the worst of it is; that the fairy says that you must go alone if you go at all。 Now don't poke that poor crab about; Tom〃 (for he was feeling very naughty and mischievous); 〃or the fairy will have to punish you。〃
Tom was very nearly saying; 〃I don't care if she does;〃 but he stopped himself in time。
〃I know what she wants me to do;〃 he said; whining most dolefully。 〃She wants me to go after that horrid old Grimes。 I don't like him; that's certain。 And if I find him; he will turn me into a chimney…sweep again; I know。 That's what I have been afraid of all along。〃
〃No; he won't … I know as much as that。 Nobody can turn water… babies into sweeps; or hurt them at all; as long as they are good。〃
〃Ah;〃 said naughty Tom; 〃I see what you want; you are persuading me all along to go; because you are tired of me; and want to get rid of me。〃
Little Ellie opened her eyes very wide at that; and they were all brimming over with tears。
〃Oh; Tom; Tom!〃 she said; very mournfully … and then she cried; 〃Oh; Tom! where are you?〃
And Tom cried; 〃Oh; Ellie; where are you?〃
For neither of them could see each other … not the least。 Little Ellie vanished quite away; and Tom heard her voice calling him; and growing smaller and smaller; and fainter and fainter; till all was silent。
Who was frightened then but Tom? He swam up and down among the rocks; into all the halls and chambers; faster than ever he swam before; but could not find her。 He shouted after her; but she did not answer; he asked all the other children; but they had not seen her; and at last he went up to the top of the water and began crying and screaming for Mrs。 Bedonebyasyoudid … which perhaps was the best thing to do … for she came in a moment。
〃Oh!〃 said Tom。 〃Oh dear; oh dear! I have been naughty to Ellie; and I have killed her … I know I have killed her。〃
〃Not quite that;〃 said the fairy; 〃but I have sent her