ben-hur-第97章
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therefore； if it be saved！ If lost； however； alas that it ever had cultivation！ its capacity for enjoyment in the one case is the measure of its capacity to suffer in the other。 Wherefore repentance must be something more than mere remorse for sins； it comprehends a change of nature befitting heaven。
We repeat； to form an adequate idea of the suffering endured by the mother of Ben…Hur； the reader must think of her spirit and its sensibilities as much as； if not more than； of the conditions of the immurement； the question being； not what the conditions were； but how she was affected by them。 And now we may be permitted to say it was in anticipation of this thought that the scene in the summer…house on the roof of the family palace was given so fully in the beginning of the Second Book of our story。 So； too； to be helpful when the inquiry should come up； we ventured the elaborate description of the palace of the Hurs。
In other words； let the serene； happy； luxurious life in the princely house be recalled and contrasted with this existence in the lower dungeon of the Tower of Antonia； then if the reader； in his effort to realize the misery of the woman； persists in mere reference to conditions physical； he cannot go amiss； as he is a lover of his kind； tender of heart； he will be melted with much sympathy。 But will he go further； will he more than sympathize with her； will he share her agony of mind and spirit； will he at least try to measure itlet him recall her as she discoursed to her son of God and nations and heroes； one moment a philosopher； the next a teacher； and all the time a mother。
Would you hurt a man keenest； strike at his self…love； would you hurt a woman worst； aim at her affections。
With quickened remembrance of these unfortunatesremembrance of them as they werelet us go down and see them as they are。
The cell VI。 was in form as Gesius drew it on his map。 Of its dimensions but little idea can be had； enough that it was a roomy； roughened interior； with ledged and broken walls and floor。
In the beginning； the site of the Macedonian Castle was separated from the site of the Temple by a narrow but deep cliff somewhat in shape of a wedge。 The workmen； wishing to hew out a series of chambers； made their entry in the north face of the cleft； and worked in； leaving a ceiling of the natural stone； delving farther； they executed the cells V。； IV。； III。； II。； I。； with no connection with number VI。 except through number V。 In like manner； they constructed the passage and stairs to the floor above。 The process of the work was precisely that resorted to in carving out the Tombs of the Kings； yet to be seen a short distance north of Jerusalem； only when the cutting was done； cell VI。 was enclosed on its outer side by a wall of prodigious stones； in which； for ventilation； narrow apertures were left bevelled like modern port…holes。 Herod； when he took hold of the Temple and Tower； put a facing yet more massive upon this outer wall； and shut up all the apertures but one； which yet admitted a little vitalizing air； and a ray of light not nearly strong enough to redeem the room from darkness。
Such was cell VI。
Startle not now！
The description of the blind and tongueless wretch just liberated from cell V。 may be accepted to break the horror of what is coming。
The two women are grouped close by the aperture； one is seated； the other is half reclining against her； there is nothing between them and the bare rock。 The light； slanting upwards； strikes them with ghastly effect； and we cannot avoid seeing they are without vesture or covering。 At the same time we are helped to the knowledge that love is there yet； for the two are in each other's arms。 Riches take wings； comforts vanish； hope withers away； but love stays with us。 Love is God。
Where the two are thus grouped the stony floor is polished shining smooth。 Who shall say how much of the eight years they have spent in that space there in front of the aperture； nursing their hope of rescue by that timid yet friendly ray of light？ When the brightness came creeping in； they knew it was dawn； when it began to fade； they knew the world was hushing for the night； which could not be anywhere so long and utterly dark as with them。 The world！ Through that crevice； as if it were broad and high as a king's gate； they went to the world in thought； and passed the weary time going up and down as spirits go； looking and asking； the one for her son； the other for her brother。 On the seas they sought him； and on the islands of the seas； to…day he was in this city； to…morrow in that other； and everywhere； and at all times； he was a flitting sojourner； for； as they lived waiting for him； he lived looking for them。 How often their thoughts passed each other in the endless search； his coming； theirs going！ It was such sweet flattery for them to say to each other； 'While he lives； we shall not be forgotten； as long as he remembers us； there is hope！〃 The strength one can eke from little； who knows till he has been subjected to the trial？
Our recollections of them in former days enjoin us to be respectful； their sorrows clothe them with sanctity。 Without going too near； across the dungeon； we see they have undergone a change of appearance not to be accounted for by time or long confinement。 The mother was beautiful as a woman； the daughter beautiful as a child； not even love could say so much now。 Their hair is long； unkempt； and strangely white； they make us shrink and shudder with an indefinable repulsion； though the effect may be from an illusory glozing of the light glimmering dismally through the unhealthy murk； or they may be enduring the tortures of hunger and thirst； not having had to eat or drink since their servant； the convict； was taken awaythat is； since yesterday。
Tirzah； reclining against her mother in half embrace； moans piteously。
〃Be quiet； Tirzah。 They will come。 God is good。 We have been mindful of him； and forgotten not to pray at every sounding of the trumpets over in the Temple。 The light； you see； is still bright； the sun is standing in the south sky yet； and it is hardly more than the seventh hour。 Somebody will come to us。 Let us have faith。 God is good。〃
Thus the mother。 The words were simple and effective； although； eight years being now to be added to the thirteen she had attained when last we saw her； Tirzah was no longer a child。
〃I will try and be strong； mother；〃 she said。 〃Your suffering must be as great as mine； and I do so want to live for you and my brother！ But my tongue burns； my lips scorch。 I wonder where he is； and if he will ever； ever find us！〃
There is something in the voices that strikes us singularlyan unexpected tone； sharp； dry； metallic； unnatural。
The mother draws the daughter closer to her breast； and says； 〃I dreamed about him last night； and saw him as plainly； Tirzah； as I see you。 We must believe in dreams； you know； because our fathers did。 The Lord spoke to them so often in that way。 I thought we were in the Women's Court just before the Gate Beautiful； there were many women with us； and he came and stood in the shade of the Gate； and looked here and there； at this one and that。 My heart beat strong。 I knew he was looking for us； and stretched my arms to him； and ran； calling him。 He heard me and saw me； but he did not know me。 In a moment he was gone。〃
〃Would it not be so； mother； if we were to meet him in fact？ We are so changed。〃
〃It might be so； but〃 The mother's head droops； and her face knits as with a wrench of pain； recovering； however； she goes on〃but we could make ourselves known to him。〃
Tirzah tossed her arms； and moaned again。
〃Water； mother； water； though but a drop。〃
The mother stares around in blank helplessness。 She has named God so often； and so often promised in his name； the repetition is beginning to have a mocking effect upon herself。 A shadow passes before her dimming the dim light； and she is brought down to think of death as very near； waiting to come in as her faith goes out。 Hardly knowing what she does； speaking aimlessly； because speak she must； she says again；
〃Patience； Tirzah； they are comingthey are almost here。〃
She thought she heard a sound over by
