ben-hur-第68章
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g to the promise； if only for the word's sake。 Ah； thou seest the reason of my question at the gate！thou seest； and I will no more of it； but pass on。 It may be； next； thou art regarding the dignity of the Child； if so； bethink theewhat is it to be a successor of Herod？by the world's standard of honor； what？ Could not God better by his beloved？ If thou canst think of the Almighty Father in want of a title； and stooping to borrow the inventions of men； why was I not bidden ask for a Caesar at once？ Oh； for the substance of that whereof we speak； look higher； I pray thee！ Ask rather of what he whom we await shall be king； for I do tell； my son； that is the key to the mystery； which no man shall understand without the key。〃
Balthasar raised his eyes devoutly。
〃There is a kingdom on the earth； though it is not of ita kingdom of wider bounds than the earthwider than the sea and the earth； though they were rolled together as finest gold and spread by the beating of hammers。 Its existence is a fact as our hearts are facts； and we journey through it from birth to death without seeing it； nor shall any man see it until he hath first known his own soul； for the kingdom is not for him； but for his soul。 And in its dominion there is glory such as hath not entered imaginationoriginal； incomparable； impossible of increase。〃
〃What thou sayest； father； is a riddle to me；〃 said Ben…Hur。 〃I never heard of such a kingdom。〃
〃Nor did I；〃 said Ilderim。
〃And I may not tell more of it；〃 Balthasar added； humbly dropping his eyes。 〃What it is； what it is for； how it may be reached； none can know until the Child comes to take possession of it as his own。 He brings the key of the viewless gate； which he will open for his beloved； among whom will be all who love him； for of such only the redeemed will be。〃
After that there was a long silence； which Balthasar accepted as the end of the conversation。
〃Good sheik；〃 he said； in his placid way； 〃to…morrow or the next day I will go up to the city for a time。 My daughter wishes to see the preparations for the games。 I will speak further about the time of our going。 And； my son； I will see you again。 To you both； peace and good…night。〃
They all arose from the table。 The sheik and Ben…Hur remained looking after the Egyptian until he was conducted out of the tent。
〃Sheik Ilderim；〃 said Ben…Hur then； 〃I have heard strange things tonight。 Give me leave； I pray； to walk by the lake that I may think of them。〃
〃Go； and I will come after you。〃
They washed their hands again； after which； at a sign from the master； a servant brought Ben…Hur his shoes； and directly he went out。
CHAPTER XVII
Up a little way from the dower there was a cluster of palms； which threw its shade half in the water； half on the land。 A bulbul sang from the branches a song of invitation。 Ben…Hur stopped beneath to listen。 At any other time the notes of the bird would have driven thought away； but the story of the Egyptian was a burden of wonder； and he was a laborer carrying it； and； like other laborers； there was to him no music in the sweetest music until mind and body were happily attuned by rest。
The night was quiet。 Not a ripple broke upon the shore。 The old stars of the old East were all out； each in its accustomed place； and there was summer everywhereon land； on lake； in the sky。
Ben…Hur's imagination was heated； his feelings aroused； his will all unsettled。
So the palms； the sky； the air； seemed to him of the far south zone into which Balthasar had been driven by despair for men； the lake； with its motionless surface； was a suggestion of the Nilotic mother by which the good man stood praying when the Spirit made its radiant appearance。 Had all these accessories of the miracle come to Ben…Hur？ or had he been transferred to them？ And what if the miracle should be repeatedand to him？ He feared； yet wished； and even waited for the vision。 When at last his feverish mood was cooled； permitting him to become himself； he was able to think。
His scheme of life has been explained。 In all reflection about it heretofore there had been one hiatus which he had not been able to bridge or fill upone so broad he could see but vaguely to the other side of it。 When； finally； he was graduated a captain as well as a soldier； to what object should he address his efforts？ Revolution he contemplated； of course； but the processes of revolution have always been the same； and to lead men into them there have always been required； first； a cause or presence to enlist adherents； second； an end； or something as a practical achievement。 As a rule he fights well who has wrongs to redress； but vastly better fights he who； with wrongs as a spur； has also steadily before him a glorious result in prospecta result in which he can discern balm for wounds； compensation for valor； remembrance and gratitude in the event of death。
To determine the sufficiency of either the cause or the end； it was needful that Ben…Hur should study the adherents to whom he looked when all was ready for action。 Very naturally； they were his countrymen。 The wrongs of Israel were to every son of Abraham； and each one was a cause vastly holy； vastly inspiring。
Ay； the cause was there； but the endwhat should it be？
The hours and days he had given this branch of his scheme were past calculationall with the same conclusiona dim； uncertain； general idea of national liberty。 Was it sufficient？ He could not say no； for that would have been the death of his hope； he shrank from saying yes； because his judgment taught him better。 He could not assure himself even that Israel was able single…handed to successfully combat Rome。 He knew the resources of that great enemy； he knew her art was superior to her resources。 A universal alliance might suffice； but； alas！ that was impossible； except and upon the exception how long and earnestly he had dwelt！ except a hero would come from one of the suffering nations； and by martial successes accomplish a renown to fill the whole earth。 What glory to Judea could she prove the Macedonia of the new
Alexander！ Alas； again！ Under the rabbis valor was possible； but not discipline。 And then the taunt of Messala in the garden of Herod 〃All you conquer in the six days； you lose on the seventh。〃
So it happened he never approached the chasm thinking to surmount it； but he was beaten back； and so incessantly had he failed in the object that he had about given it over； except as a thing of chance。 The hero might be discovered in his day； or he might not。 God only knew。 Such his state of mind； there need be no lingering upon the effect of Malluch's skeleton recital of the story of Balthasar。 He heard it with a bewildering satisfactiona feeling that here was the solution of the troublehere was the requisite hero found at last； and he a son of the Lion tribe； and King of the Jews！ Behind the hero； lo！ the world in arms。
The king implied a kingdom； he was to be a warrior glorious as David； a ruler wise and magnificent as Solomon； the kingdom was to be a power against which Rome was to dash itself to pieces。 There would be colossal war； and the agonies of death and birth then peace； meaning； of course； Judean dominion forever。
Ben…Hur's heart beat hard as for an instant he had a vision of Jerusalem the capital of the world； and Zion； the site of the throne of the Universal Master。
It seemed to the enthusiast rare fortune that the man who had seen the king was at the tent to which he was going。 He could see him there； and hear him； and learn of him what all he knew of the coming change； especially all he knew of the time of its happening。 If it were at hand； the campaign with Maxentius should be abandoned； and he would go and set about organizing and arming the tribes； that Israel might be ready when the great day of the restoration began to break。
Now； as we have seen； from Balthasar himself Ben…Hur had the marvelous story。 Was he satisfied？
There was a shadow upon him deeper than that of the cluster of palmsthe shadow of a great uncertainty； whichtake note； O reader！ which pertained more to the kingdom than the king。
〃What of this kingdom？ And what is it to be？〃 Ben…Hur asked himself in thought。
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