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might at last know it and be saved。 When the Jew was gone； and I was alone again； I chastened my soul with a new prayerthat I might be permitted to see the King when he was come； and worship him。 One night I sat by the door of my cave trying to get nearer the mysteries of my existence； knowing which is to know God； suddenly； on the sea below me； or rather in the darkness that covered its face； I saw a star begin to burn； slowly it arose and drew nigh； and stood over the hill and above my door； so that its light shone full upon me。 I fell down； and slept； and in my dream I heard a voice say：
〃'O Gaspar！ Thy faith hath conquered！ Blessed art thou！ With two others； come from the uttermost parts of the earth； thou shalt see Him that is promised； and be a witness for him； and the occasion of testimony in his behalf。 In the morning arise； and go meet them； and keep trust in the Spirit that shall guide thee。'
〃And in the morning I awoke with the Spirit as a light within me surpassing that of the sun。 I put off my hermit's garb； and dressed myself as of old。 From a hiding…place I took the treasure which I had brought from the city。 A ship went sailing past。 I hailed it； was taken aboard； and landed at Antioch。 There I bought the camel and his furniture。 Through the gardens and orchards that enamel the banks of the Orontes； I journeyed to Emesa； Damascus； Bostra； and Philadelphia； thence hither。 And so； O brethren； you have my story。 Let me now listen to you。〃
CHAPTER IV
The Egyptian and the Hindoo looked at each other； the former waved his hand； the latter bowed； and began：
〃Our brother has spoken well。 May my words be as wise。〃
He broke off； reflected a moment； then resumed：
〃You may know me； brethren； by the name of Melchior。 I speak to you in a language which； if not the oldest in the world； was at least the soonest to be reduced to lettersI mean the Sanscrit of India。 I am a Hindoo by birth。 My people were the first to walk in the fields of knowledge； first to divide them； first to make them beautiful。 Whatever may hereafter befall； the four Vedas must live； for they are the primal fountains of religion and useful intelligence。 From them were derived the Upa…Vedas； which； delivered by Brahma； treat of medicine； archery； architecture； music； and the four…and…sixty mechanical arts； the Ved…Angas； revealed by inspired saints； and devoted to astronomy； grammar； prosody； pronunciation； charms and incantations； religious rites and ceremonies； the Up…Angas； written by the sage Vyasa； and given to cosmogony； chronology； and geography； therein also are the Ramayana and the Mahabharata； heroic poems； designed for the perpetuation of our gods and demi…gods。 Such； O brethren； are the Great Shastras； or books of sacred ordinances。 They are dead to me now； yet through all time they will serve to illustrate the budding genius of my race。 They were promises of quick perfection。 Ask you why the promises failed？ Alas！ the books themselves closed all the gates of progress。 Under pretext of care for the creature； their authors imposed the fatal principle that a man must not address himself to discovery or invention； as Heaven had provided him all things needful。 When that condition became a sacred law； the lamp of Hindoo genius was let down a well； where ever since it has lighted narrow walls and bitter waters。
〃These allusions； brethren； are not from pride； as you will understand when I tell you that the Shastras teach a Supreme God called Brahm； also； that the Puranas； or sacred poems of the Up…Angas； tell us of Virtue and Good Works； and of the Soul。 So； if my brother will permit the saying〃the speaker bowed deferentially to the Greek〃ages before his people were known； the two great ideas； God and the Soul； had absorbed all the forces of the Hindoo mind。 In further explanation let me say that Brahm is taught； by the same sacred books； as a TriadBrahma； Vishnu； and Shiva。 Of these； Brahma is said to have been the author of our race； which； in course of creation； he divided into four castes。 First； he peopled the worlds below and the heavens above； next； he made the earth ready for terrestrial spirits； then from his mouth proceeded the Brahman caste； nearest in likeness to himself； highest and noblest； sole teachers of the Vedas； which at the same time flowed from his lips in finished state； perfect in all useful knowledge。 From his arms next issued the Kshatriya； or warriors； from his breast； the seat of life； came the Vaisya； or producersshepherds； farmers； merchants； from his foot； in sign of degradation； sprang the Sudra； or serviles； doomed to menial duties for the other classesserfs； domestics； laborers； artisans。 Take notice； further； that the law； so born with them； forbade a man of one caste becoming a member of another； the Brahman could not enter a lower order； if he violated the laws of his own grade； he became an outcast； lost to all but outcasts like himself。〃
At this point； the imagination of the Greek； flashing forward upon all the consequences of such a degradation； overcame his eager attention； and he exclaimed； 〃In such a state； O brethren； what mighty need of a loving God！〃
〃Yes；〃 added the Egyptian； 〃of a loving God like ours。〃
The brows of the Hindoo knit painfully； when the emotion was spent； he proceeded； in a softened voice。
〃I was born a Brahman。 My life； consequently； was ordered down to its least act； its last hour。 My first draught of nourishment； the giving me my compound name； taking me out the first time to see the sun； investing me with the triple thread by which I became one of the twice…born； my induction into the first orderwere all celebrated with sacred texts and rigid ceremonies。 I might not walk； eat； drink； or sleep without danger of violating a rule。 And the penalty； O brethren； the penalty was to my soul！ According to the degrees of omission； my soul went to one of the heavensIndra's the lowest； Brahma's the highest； or it was driven back to become the life of a worm； a fly； a fish； or a brute。 The reward for perfect observance was Beatitude； or absorption into the being of Brahm； which was not existence as much as absolute rest。〃
The Hindoo gave himself a moment's thought； proceeding； he said： 〃The part of a Brahman's life called the first order is his student life。 When I was ready to enter the second orderthat is to say； when I was ready to marry and become a householderI questioned everything； even Brahm； I was a heretic。 From the depths of the well I had discovered a light above； and yearned to go up and see what all it shone upon。 At lastah； with what years of toil！I stood in the perfect day； and beheld the principle of life； the element of religion； the link between the soul and GodLove！〃
The shrunken face of the good man kindled visibly； and he clasped his hands with force。 A silence ensued； during which the others looked at him； the Greek through tears。 At length he resumed：
〃The happiness of love is in action； its test is what one is willing to do for others。 I could not rest。 Brahm had filled the world with so much wretchedness。 The Sudra appealed to me； so did the countless devotees and victims。 The island of Ganga Lagor lies where the sacred waters of the Ganges disappear in the Indian Ocean。 Thither I betook myself。 In the shade of the temple built there to the sage Kapila； in a union of prayers with the disciples whom the sanctified memory of the holy man keeps around his house； I thought to find rest。 But twice every year came pilgrimages of Hindoos seeking the purification of the waters。 Their misery strengthened my love。 Against its impulse to speak I clenched my jaws； for one word against Brahm or the Triad or the Shastras would doom me； one act of kindness to the outcast Brahmans who now and then dragged themselves to die on the burning sandsa blessing said； a cup of water givenand I became one of them； lost to family； country； privileges； caste。 The love conquered！ I spoke to the disciples in the temple； they drove me out。 I spoke to the pilgrims； they stoned me from the island。 On the highways I attempted to preach； my hearers fled from me； or sought my life。 In all India； finally； there was not a place in which I could find peace or safet
