on the frontier-第13章
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Can you drive forty miles?〃
Mrs。 Tucker lifted up her abstracted pretty lids。 〃I once drove
fiftyat home;〃 she returned simply。
〃Good! and I dare say you did it then for fun。 Do it now for
something real and personal; as we lawyers say。 You will have
relays and a plan of the road。 It's rough weather for a pasear;
but all the better for that。 You'll have less company on the
road。〃
〃How soon can I go?〃 she asked。
〃The sooner the better。 I've arranged everything for you already;〃
he continued with a laugh。 〃Come now; that's a compliment to you;
isn't it?〃 He smiled a moment in her steadfast; earnest face; and
then said; more gravely; 〃You'll do。 Now listen。〃
He then carefully detailed his plan。 There was so little of
excitement or mystery in their manner that the servant; who
returned to light the gas; never knew that the ruin and bankruptcy
of the house was being told before her; or that its mistress was
planning her secret flight。
〃Good afternoon; I will see you to…morrow then;〃 said Poindexter;
raising his eyes to hers as the servant opened the door for him。
〃Good afternoon;〃 repeated Mrs。 Tucker quietly answering his look。
〃You need not light the gas in my room; Mary;〃 she continued in the
same tone of voice as the door closed upon him; 〃I shall lie down
for a few moments; and then I may run over to the Robinsons for the
evening。〃
She regained her room composedly。 The longing desire to bury her
head in her pillow and 〃think out〃 her position had gone。 She did
not apostrophize her fate; she did not weep; few real women do in
the access of calamity; or when there is anything else to be done。
She felt that she knew it all; she believed she had sounded the
profoundest depths of the disaster; and seemed already so old in
her experience that she almost fancied she had been prepared for
it。 Perhaps she did not fully appreciate it; to a life like hers
it was only an incident; the mere turning of a page of the
illimitable book of youth; the breaking up of what she now felt had
become a monotony。 In fact; she was not quite sure she had ever
been satisfied with their present success。 Had it brought her all
she expected? She wanted to say this to her husband; not only to
comfort him; poor fellow; but that they might come to a better
understanding of life in the future。 She was not perhaps different
from other loving women who; believing in this unattainable goal of
matrimony; have sought it in the various episodes of fortune or
reverses; in the bearing of children; or the loss of friends。 In
her childless experience there was no other life that had taken
root in her circumstances and might suffer transplantation; only
she and her husband could lose or profit by the change。 The
〃perfect〃 understanding would come under other conditions than
these。
She would have gone superstitiously to the window to gaze in the
direction of the vanished ship; but another instinct restrained
her。 She would put aside all yearning for him until she had done
something to help him; and earned the confidence he seemed to have
withheld。 Perhaps it was prideperhaps she never really believed
his exodus was distant or complete。
With a full knowledge that to…morrow the various ornaments and
pretty trifles around her would be in the hands of the law; she
gathered only a few necessaries for her flight and some familiar
personal trinkets。 I am constrained to say that this self…
abnegation was more fastidious than moral。 She had no more idea of
the ethics of bankruptcy than any other charming woman; she simply
did not like to take with her any contagious memory of the chapter
of the life just closing。 She glanced around the home she was
leaving without a lingering regret; there was no sentiment of
tradition or custom that might be destroyed; her roots lay too near
the surface to suffer from dislocation; the happiness of her
childless union had depended upon no domestic centre; nor was its
flame sacred to any local hearthstone。 It was without a sigh that;
when night had fully fallen; she slipped unnoticed down the
staircase。 At the door of the drawing…room she paused and then
entered with the first guilty feeling of shame she had known that
evening。 Looking stealthily around she mounted a chair before her
husband's picture; kissed the irreproachable moustache hurriedly;
said; 〃You foolish darling; you!〃 and slipped out again。 With this
touching indorsement of the views of a rival philosopher; she
closed the door softly and left her home forever。
CHAPTER II
The wind and rain had cleared the unfrequented suburb of any
observant lounger; and the darkness; lit only by far…spaced; gusty
lamps; hid her hastening figure。 She had barely crossed the second
street when she heard the quick clatter of hoofs behind her; a
buggy drove up to the curbstone; and Poindexter leaped out。 She
entered quickly; but for a moment he still held the reins of the
impatient horse。 〃He's rather fresh;〃 he said; eying her keenly;
〃are you sure you can manage him?〃
〃Give me the reins;〃 she said simply。
He placed them in the two firm; well…shaped hands that reached from
the depths of the vehicle; and was satisfied。 Yet he lingered。
〃It's rough work for a lone woman;〃 he said; almost curtly。 〃I
can't go with you; but; speak frankly; is there any man you know
whom you can trust well enough to take? It's not too late yet;
think a moment!〃
He paused over the buttoning of the leather apron of the vehicle。
〃No; there is none;〃 answered the voice from the interior; 〃and
it's better so。 Is all ready?〃
〃One moment more。〃 He had recovered his half…bantering manner。
〃You HAVE a friend and countryman already with you; do you know?
Your horse is Blue Grass。 Good night。〃
With these words ringing in her ears she began her journey。 The
horse; as if eager to maintain the reputation which his native
district had given his race; as well as the race of the pretty
woman behind him; leaped impatiently forward。 But pulled together
by the fine and firm fingers that seemed to guide rather than check
his exuberance; he presently struck into the long; swinging pace of
his kind; and kept it throughout without 〃break〃 or acceleration。
Over the paved streets the light buggy rattled; and the slender
shafts danced around his smooth barrel; but when they touched the
level high…road; horse and vehicle slipped forward through the
night; a swift and noiseless phantom。 Mrs。 Tucker could see his
graceful back dimly rising and falling before her with tireless
rhythm; and could feel the intelligent pressure of his mouth until
it seemed the responsive grasp of a powerful but kindly hand。 The
faint glow of conquest came to her cold cheek; the slight stirrings
of pride moved her preoccupied heart。 A soft light filled her
hazel eyes。 A desolate woman; bereft of husband and home; and
flying through storm and night; she knew not where; she still
leaned forward towards her horse。 〃Was he Blue Grass; then; dear
old boy?〃 she gently cooed at him in the darkness。 He evidently
WAS; and responded by blowing her an ostentatious equine kiss。
〃And he would be good to his own forsaken Belle;〃 she murmured
caressingly; 〃and wouldn't let any one harm her?〃 But here;
overcome by the lazy witchery of her voice; he shook his head so
violently that Mrs。 Tucker; after the fashion of her sex; had the
double satisfaction of demurely restraining the passion she had
evoked。
To avoid the more traveled thoroughfare; while the evening was
still early; it had been arranged that she should at first take a
less direct but less frequented road。 This was a famous pleasure…
drive from San Francisco; a graveled and sanded stretch of eight
miles to the sea and an ultimate 〃cocktail;〃 in a 〃stately
pleasure…dome decreed〃 among the surf and rocks of the Pacific
shore。 It w