resurrection(复活)-第94章

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food　and　drink。　Missy　and　Osten　also　remained　in　the
refreshment…room　and　were　about　to　sit　down；　when　they　saw　an
acquaintance　in　the　doorway；　and　went　up　to　her。　It　was　Nathalie
Rogozhinsky。　Nathalie　came　into　the　refreshment…room　accompanied
by　Agraphena　Petrovna；　and　both　looked　round　the　room。　Nathalie
noticed　at　one　and　the　same　moment　both　her　brother　and　Missy。
She　first　went　up　to　Missy；　only　nodding　to　her　brother；　but；
having　kissed　her；　at　once　turned　to　him。

〃At　last　I　have　found　you；〃　she　said。　Nekhludoff　rose　to　greet
Missy；　Misha；　and　Osten；　and　to　say　a　few　words　to　them。　Missy
told　him　about　their　house　in　the　country　having　been　burnt　down；
which　necessitated　their　moving　to　her　aunt's。　Osten　began
relating　a　funny　story　about　a　fire。　Nekhludoff　paid　no
attention；　and　turned　to　his　sister。

〃How　glad　I　am　that　you　have　come。〃

〃I　have　been　here　a　long　time；〃　she　said。　〃Agraphena　Petrovna　is
with　me。〃　And　she　pointed　to　Agraphena　Petrovna；　who；　in　a
waterproof　and　with　a　bonnet　on　her　head；　stood　some　way　off；　and
bowed　to　him　with　kindly　dignity　and　some　confusion；　not　wishing
to　intrude。

〃We　looked　for　you　everywhere。〃

〃And　I　had　fallen　asleep　here。　How　glad　I　am　that　you　have　come；〃
repeated　Nekhludoff。　〃I　had　begun　to　write　to　you。〃

〃Really？〃　she　said；　looking　frightened。　〃What　about？〃

Missy　and　the　gentleman；　noticing　that　an　intimate　conversation
was　about　to　commence　between　the　brother　and　sister；　went　away。
Nekhludoff　and　his　sister　sat　down　by　the　window　on　a
velvet…covered　sofa；　on　which　lay　a　plaid；　a　box；　and　a　few　other
things。

〃Yesterday；　after　I　left　you；　I　felt　inclined　to　return　and
express　my　regret；　but　I　did　not　know　how　he　would　take　it；〃　said
Nekhludoff。　〃I　spoke　hastily　to　your　husband；　and　this　tormented
me。〃

〃I　knew；〃　said　his　sister；　〃that　you　did　not　mean　to。　Oh；　you
know！〃　and　the　tears　came　to　her　eyes；　and　she　touched　his　hand。
The　sentence　was　not　clear；　but　he　understood　it　perfectly；　and
was　touched　by　what　it　expressed。　Her　words　meant　that；　besides
the　love　for　her　husband　which　held　her　in　its　sway；　she　prized
and　considered　important　the　love　she　had　for　him；　her　brother；
and　that　every　misunderstanding　between　them　caused　her　deep
suffering。

〃Thank　you；　thank　you。　Oh！　what　I　have　seen　to…day！〃　he　said；
suddenly　recalling　the　second　of　the　dead　convicts。　〃Two
prisoners　have　been　done　to　death。〃

〃Done　to　death？　How？〃

〃Yes；　done　to　death。　They　led　them　in　this　heat；　and　two　died　of
sunstroke。〃

〃Impossible！　What；　to…day？　just　now？〃

〃Yes；　just　now。　I　have　seen　their　bodies。〃

〃But　why　done　to　death？　Who　killed　them？〃　asked　Nathalie。

〃They　who　forced　them　to　go　killed　them；〃　said　Nekhludoff；　with
irritation；　feeling　that　she　looked　at　this；　too；　with　her
husband's　eyes。

〃Oh；　Lord！〃　said　Agraphena　Petrovna；　who　had　come　up　to　them。

〃Yes；　we　have　not　the　slightest　idea　of　what　is　being　done　to
these　unfortunate　beings。　But　it　ought　to　be　known；〃　added
Nekhludoff；　and　looked　at　old　Korchagin；　who　sat　with　a　napkin
tied　round　him　and　a　bottle　before　him；　and　who　looked　round　at
Nekhludoff。

〃Nekhludoff；〃　he　called　out；　〃won't　you　join　me　and　take　some
refreshment？　It　is　excellent　before　a　journey。〃

Nekhludoff　refused；　and　turned　away。

〃But　what　are　you　going　to　do？〃　Nathalie　continued。

〃What　I　can。　I　don't　know；　but　I　feel　I　must　do　something。　And　I
shall　do　what　I　am　able　to。〃

〃Yes；　I　understand。　And　how　about　them？〃　she　continued；　with　a
smile　and　a　look　towards　Korchagin。　〃Is　it　possible　that　it　is
all　over？〃

〃Completely；　and　I　think　without　any　regret　on　either　side。〃

〃It　is　a　pity。　I　am　sorry。　I　am　fond　of　her。　However；　it's　all
right。　But　why　do　you　wish　to　bind　yourself？〃　she　added　shyly。
〃Why　are　you　going？〃

〃I　go　because　I　must；〃　answered　Nekhludoff；　seriously　and　dryly；
as　if　wishing　to　stop　this　conversation。　But　he　felt　ashamed　of
his　coldness　towards　his　sister　at　once。　〃Why　not　tell　her　all　I
am　thinking？〃　he　thought；　〃and　let　Agraphena　Petrovna　also　hear
it；〃　he　thought；　with　a　look　at　the　old　servant；　whose　presence
made　the　wish　to　repeat　his　decision　to　his　sister　even　stronger。

〃You　mean　my　intention　to　marry　Katusha？　Well；　you　see；　I　made　up
my　mind　to　do　it；　but　she　refuses　definitely　and　firmly；〃　he
said；　and　his　voice　shook；　as　it　always　did　when　he　spoke　of　it。
〃She　does　not　wish　to　accept　my　sacrifice；　but　is　herself
sacrificing　what　in　her　position　means　much；　and　I　cannot　accept
this　sacrifice；　if　it　is　only　a　momentary　impulse。　And　so　I　am
going　with　her；　and　shall　be　where　she　is；　and　shall　try　to
lighten　her　fate　as　much　as　I　can。〃

Nathalie　said　nothing。　Agraphena　Petrovna　looked　at　her　with　a
questioning　look；　and　shook　her　head。　At　this　moment　the　former
procession　issued　from　the　ladies'　room。　The　same　handsome
footman　（Philip）。　and　the　doorkeeper　were　carrying　the　Princess
Korchagin。　She　stopped　the　men　who　were　carrying　her；　and
motioned　to　Nekhludoff　to　approach；　and；　with　a　pitiful；
languishing　air；　she　extended　her　white；　ringed　hand；　expecting
the　firm　pressure　of　his　hand　with　a　sense　of　horror。

〃Epouvantable！〃　she　said；　meaning　the　heat。　〃I　cannot　stand　it！
Ce　climat　me　tue！〃　And；　after　a　short　talk　about　the　horrors　of
the　Russian　climate；　she　gave　the　men　a　sign　to　go　on。

〃Be　sure　and　come；〃　she　added；　turning　her　long　face　towards
Nekhludoff　as　she　was　borne　away。

The　procession　with　the　Princess　turned　to　the　right　towards　the
first…class　carriages。　Nekhludoff；　with　the　porter　who　was
carrying　his　things；　and　Taras　with　his　bag；　turned　to　the　left。

〃This　is　my　companion；〃　said　Nekhludoff　to　his　sister；　pointing
to　Taras；　whose　story　he　had　told　her　before。

〃Surely　not　third　class？〃　said　Nathalie；　when　Nekhludoff　stopped
in　front　of　a　third…class　carriage；　and　Taras　and　the　porter　with
the　things　went　in。

〃Yes；　it　is　more　convenient　for　me　to　be　with　Taras；〃　he　said。
〃One　thing　more；〃　he　added；　〃up　to　now　I　have　not　given　the
Kousminski　land　to　the　peasants；　so　that；　in　case　of　my　death；
your　children　will　inherit　it。〃

〃Dmitri；　don't！〃　said　Nathalie。

〃If　I　do　give　it　away；　all　I　can　say　is　that　the　rest　will　be
theirs；　as　it　is　not　likely　I　shall　marry；　and　if　I　do　marry　I
shall　have　no　children；　so　that〃

〃Dmitri；　don't　talk　like　that！〃　said　Nathalie。　And　yet　Nekhludoff
noticed　that　she　was　glad　to　hear　him　say　it。

Higher　up；　by　the　side　of　a　first…class　carriage；　there　stood　a
group　of　people　still　looking　at　the　carriage　into　which　the
Princess　Korchagin　had　been　carried。　Most　of　the　passengers　were
already　seated。　Some　of　the　late　comers　hurriedly　clattered　along
the　boards　of　the　platform；　the　guard　was　closing　the　doors　and
asking　the　passengers　to　get　in　and　those　who　were　seeing　them
off　to　come　out。

Nekhludoff　entered　the　hot；　smelling　carriage；　but　at　once
stepped　out　again　on　to　the　small　platform　at　the　back　of　the
carriage。　Nathalie　stood　opposite　the　carriage；　with　her
fashionable　bonnet　and　cape；　by　the　side　of　Agraphena　Petrovna；
and　was　evidently　trying　to　find　something　to　say。

She　could　not　even　say　ecrivez；　because　they　had　long　ago　laughed
at　this　word；　habitually　spoken　by　those　about　to　part。　The　short
conversation　about　money　matters　had　in　a　moment　destroyed　the
tender　brotherly　and　sisterly　feelings　that　had　taken　hold　of
them。　They　felt　estranged；　so　that　Nathalie　was　glad　when　the
train　moved；　and　she　could　only　say；　nodding　her　head　with　a　sad
and　tender　look；　〃Goodbye；　good…bye；　Dmitri。〃　But　as　soon　as　the
carriage　had　passed　her　she　thought　of　how　she　should　repeat　her
conversation　with　her　brother　to　her　husband；　and　her　face　became
serious　and　troubled。

Nekhludoff；　too；　though　he　had　nothing　but　the　kindest　feelings
for　his　sister；　and　had　hidden　nothing　from　her；　now　felt
depressed　and　uncomfortable　with　her；　and　was　glad　to　part。　He
felt　that　the　Nathalie　who　was　once　so　near　to　him　no　longer
existed；　and　in　her　place　was　only　a　slave　of　that　hairy；
unpleasant　husband；　who　was　so　foreign　to　him。　He　saw　it　clearly
when　her　face　lit　up　with　peculiar　animation　as　he　spoke　of　what
would　peculiarl