the three partners-第23章
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which was; that she was sorry to say; on arriving; the poor child
was nearly wild with a headache from fatigue and had gone to bed;
and she had promised not to disturb her。
The undisguised amusement; mingled with relief; that had overspread
Barker's face during this lively recital might have pricked the
conscience of Mrs。 Horncastle; but for some reason I fear it did
not。 But it emboldened her to go on。 〃I said I promised her that
I would see she wasn't disturbed; but; of course; now that YOU; her
HUSBAND; have come; if〃
〃Not for worlds;〃 interrupted Barker earnestly。 〃I know poor
Kitty's headaches; and I never disturb her; poor child; except when
I'm thoughtless。〃 And here one of the most thoughtful men in the
world in his sensitive consideration of others beamed at her with
such frank and wonderful eyes that the arch hypocrite before him
with difficulty suppressed a hysterical desire to laugh; and felt
the conscious blood flush her to the root of her hair。 〃You know;〃
he went on; with a sigh; half of relief and half of reminiscence;
〃that I often think I'm a great bother to a clear…headed; sensible
girl like Kitty。 She knows people so much better than I do。 She's
wonderfully equipped for the world; and; you see; I'm only 'lucky;'
as everybody says; and I dare say part of my luck was to have got
her。 I'm very glad she's a friend of yours; you know; for somehow
I fancied always that you were not interested in her; or that you
didn't understand each other until now。 It's odd that nice women
don't always like nice women; isn't it? I'm glad she was with you;
I was quite startled to learn she was here; and couldn't make it
out。 I thought at first she might have got anxious about our
little Sta; who is with me and the nurse at Hymettus。 But I'm glad
it was only a lark。 I shouldn't wonder;〃 he added; with a laugh;
〃although she always declares she isn't one of those 'doting;
idiotic mothers;' that she found it a little dull without the boy;
for all she thought it was better for ME to take him somewhere for
a change of air。〃
The situation was becoming more difficult for Mrs。 Horncastle than
she had conceived。 There had been a certain excitement in its
first direct appeal to her tact and courage; and even; she
believed; an unselfish desire to save the relations between husband
and wife if she could。 But she had not calculated upon his
unconscious revelations; nor upon their effect upon herself。 She
had concluded to believe that Kitty had; in a moment of folly; lent
herself to this hare…brained escapade; but it now might be possible
that it had been deliberately planned。 Kitty had sent her husband
and child away three weeks before。 Had she told the whole truth?
How long had this been going on? And if the soulless Van Loo had
deserted her now; was it not; perhaps; the miserable ending of an
intrigue rather than its beginning? Had she been as great a dupe
of this woman as the husband before her? A new and double
consciousness came over her that for a moment prevented her from
meeting his honest eyes。 She felt the shame of being an accomplice
mingled with a fierce joy at the idea of a climax that might
separate him from his wife forever。
Luckily he did not notice it; but with a continued sense of relief
threw himself back in his chair; and glancing familiarly round the
walls broke into his youthful laugh。 〃Lord! how I remember this
room in the old days。 It was Kitty's own private sitting…room; you
know; and I used to think it looked just as fresh and pretty as
she。 I used to think her crayon drawing wonderful; and still more
wonderful that she should have that unnecessary talent when it was
quite enough for her to be just 'Kitty。' You know; don't you; how
you feel at those times when you're quite happy in being inferior〃
He stopped a moment with a sudden recollection that Mrs。 Horncastle's
marriage had been notoriously unhappy。 〃I mean;〃 he went on with a
shy little laugh and an innocent attempt at gallantry which the very
directness of his simple nature made atrociously obvious;〃I mean
what you've made lots of young fellows feel。 There used to be a
picture of Colonel Brigg on the mantelpiece; in full uniform; and
signed by himself 'for Kitty;' and Lord! how jealous I was of it;
for Kitty never took presents from gentlemen; and nobody even was
allowed in here; though she helped her father all over the hotel。
She was awfully strict in those days;〃 he interpolated; with a
thoughtful look and a half…sigh; 〃but then she wasn't married。 I
proposed to her in this very room! Lord! I remember how frightened
I was。〃 He stopped for an instant; and then said with a certain
timidity; 〃Do you mind my telling you something about it?〃
Mrs。 Horncastle was hardly prepared to hear these ingenuous
domestic details; but she smiled vaguely; although she could not
suppress a somewhat impatient movement with her hands。 Even Barker
noticed it; but to her surprise moved a little nearer to her; and
in a half…entreating way said; 〃I hope I don't bore you; but it's
something confidential。 Do you know that she first REFUSED me?〃
Mrs。 Horncastle smiled; but could not resist a slight toss of her
head。 〃I believe they all do when they are sure of a man。〃
〃No!〃 said Barker eagerly; 〃you don't understand。 I proposed to
her because I thought I was rich。 In a foolish moment I thought I
had discovered that some old stocks I had had acquired a fabulous
value。 She believed it; too; but because she thought I was now a
rich man and she only a poor girla mere servant to her father's
guestsshe refused me。 Refused me because she thought I might
regret it in the future; because she would not have it said that
she had taken advantage of my proposal only when I was rich enough
to make it。〃
〃Well?〃 said Mrs。 Horncastle incredulously; gazing straight before
her; 〃and then?〃
〃In about an hour I discovered my error; that my stocks were
worthless; that I was still a poor man。 I thought it only honest
to return to her and tell her; even though I had no hope。 And then
she pitied me; and cried; and accepted me。 I tell it to you as her
friend。〃 He drew a little nearer and quite fraternally laid his
hand upon her own。 〃I know you won't betray me; though you may
think it wrong for me to have told it; but I wanted you to know how
good she was and true。〃
For a moment Mrs。 Horncastle was amazed and discomfited; although
she saw; with the inscrutable instinct of her sex; no inconsistency
between the Kitty of those days and the Kitty now shamefully hiding
from her husband in the same hotel。 No doubt Kitty had some good
reason for her chivalrous act。 But she could see the unmistakable
effect of that act upon the more logically reasoning husband; and
that it might lead him to be more merciful to the later wrong。 And
there was a keener irony that his first movement of unconscious
kindliness towards her was the outcome of his affection for his
undeserving wife。
〃You said just now she was more practical than you;〃 she said
dryly。 〃Apart from this evidence of it; what other reasons have
you for thinking so? Do you refer to her independence or her
dealings in the stock market?〃 she added; with a laugh。
〃No;〃 said Barker seriously; 〃for I do not think her quite
practical there; indeed; I'm afraid she is about as bad as I am。
But I'm glad you have spoken; for I can now talk confidentially
with you; and as you and she are both in the same ventures; perhaps
she will feel less compunction in hearing from youas your own
opinionwhat I have to tell you than if I spoke to her myself。 I
am afraid she trusts implicitly to Van Loo's judgment as her
broker。 I believe he is strictly honorable; but the general
opinion of his business insight is not high。 Theyperhaps I ought
to say HEhave been at least so unlucky that they might have
learned prudence。 The loss o