lucile-第33章
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〃For pity？〃 。 。 。 he echoed； 〃for pity！ and what Is the pity you owe him？ his pity for you！ He； the lord of a life； fresh as new…fallen dew！ The guardian and guide of a woman； young； fair； And matchless！ （whose happiness did he not swear To cherish through life？） he neglects herfor whom？ For a fairer than she？ No！ the rose in the bloom Of that beauty which； even when hidd'n； can prevail To keep sleepless with song the aroused nightingale； Is not fairer； for even in the pure world of flowers Her symbol is not； and this pure world of ours Has no second Matilda！ For whom？ Let that pass！ 'Tis not I； 'tis not you； that can name her； alas！ And I dare not question or judge her。 But why； Why cherish the cause of your own misery？ Why think of one； lady； who thinks not of you？ Why be bound by a chain which himself he breaks through？ And why； since you have but to stretch forth your hand； The love which you need and deserve to command； Why shrink？ Why repel it？〃 〃O hush； sir！ O hush！〃 Cried Matilda； as though her whole heart were one blush。 〃Cease； cease； I conjure you； to trouble my life！ Is not Alfred your friend？ and am I not his wife？〃
IX。
〃And have I not； lady；〃 he answer'd； 。 。 。 〃respected HIS rights as a friend； till himself he neglected YOUR rights as a wife？ Do you think 'tis alone For three days I have loved you？ My love may have grown； I admit； day by day； since I first felt your eyes； In watching their tears； and in sounding your sighs。 But； O lady！ I loved you before I believed That your eyes ever wept； or your heart ever grieved。 Then I deem'd you were happyI deem'd you possess'd All the love you deserved；and I hid in my breast My own love； till this hourwhen I could not but feel Your grief gave me the right my own grief to reveal！ I knew； years ago； of the singular power Which Lucile o'er your husband possess'd。 Till the hour In which he revea'd it himself； did I；say！ By a word； or a look； such a secret betray？ No！ no！ do me justice。 I never have spoken Of this poor heart of mine； till all ties he had broken Which bound YOUR heart to him。 And nownow； that his love For another hath left your own heart free to rove； What is it；even now；that I kneel to implore you？ Only this； Lady Alfred！ 。 。 。 to let me adore you Unblamed： to have confidence in me： to spend On me not one thought； save to think me your friend。 Let me speak to you；ah； let me speak to you still！ Hush to silence my words in your heart if you will。 I ask no response： I ask only your leave To live yet in your life； and to grieve when you grieve！〃
X。
〃Leave me； leave me！〃 。 。 。 she gasp'd； with a voice thick and low From emotion。 〃For pity's sake； Duke； let me go！ I feel that to blame we should both of us be； Did I linger。〃 〃To blame？ yes； no doubt！〃 。 。 。 answer'd he； 〃If the love of your husband； in bringing you peace； Had forbidden you hope。 But he signs your release By the hand of another。 One moment！ but one！ Who knows when； alas！ I may see you alone As to…night I have seen you？ or when we may meet As to…night we have met？ when； entranced at your feet； As in this blessed hour； I may ever avow The thoughts which are pining for utterance now？〃 〃Duke！ Duke！〃 。 。 。 she exclaim'd； 。 。 。 〃for Heaven's sake let me go！ It is late。 In the house they will miss me； I know。 We must not be seen here together。 The night Is advancing。 I feel overwhelm'd with affright！ It is time to return to my lord。〃 〃To your lord？〃 He repeated； with lingering reproach on the word。 〃To your lord？ do you think he awaits you in truth？ Is he anxiously missing your presence； forsooth？ Return to your lord！ 。 。 。 his restraint to renew？ And hinder the glances which are not for you？ No； no！ 。 。 。 at this moment his looks seek the face Of another！ another is there in your place！ Another consoles him！ another receives The soft speech which from silence your absence relieves！〃
XI。
〃You mistake； sir！〃 。 。 。 responded a voice； calm； severe； And sad； 。 。 。 〃You mistake； sir！ that other is here。〃 Eugene and Matilda both started。 〃Lucile！〃 With a half…stifled scream； as she felt herself reel From the place where she stood； cried Matilda。 〃Ho； oh！ What！ eaves…dropping； madam？〃 。 。 。 the Duke cried。 。 。 〃And so You were listening？〃 〃Say； rather；〃 she said； 〃that I heard； Without wishing to hear it； that infamous word； Heardand therefore reply。〃 〃Belle Comtesse；〃 said the Duke； With concentrated wrath in the savage rebuke； Which betray'd that he felt himself baffled 。 。 。 〃you know That your place is not HERE。〃 〃Duke；〃 she answer'd him slow； 〃My place is wherever my duty is clear； And therefore my place； at this moment； is here。 O lady； this morning my place was beside Your husband； because （as she said this she sigh'd） I felt that from folly fast growing to crime The crime of self…blindnessHeaven yet spared me time To save for the love of an innocent wife All that such love deserved in the heart and the life Of the man to whose heart and whose life you alone Can with safety confide the pure trust of your own。〃
She turn'd to Matilda； and lightly laid on her Her soft quiet hand 。 。 。 〃'Tis； O lady； the honor Which that man has confided to you； that； in spite Of his friend； I now trust I may yet save to…night Save for both of you； lady！ for yours I revere； Duc de Luvois； what say you？my place is not here？〃
XII。
And； so saying； the hand of Matilda she caught； Wound one arm round her waist unresisted and sought Gently； softly； to draw her away from the spot。 The Duke stood confounded； and follow'd them not； But not yet the house had they reach'd when Lucile Her tender and delicate burden could feel Sink and falter beside her。 Oh； then she knelt down； Flung her arms round Matilda； and press'd to her own The poor bosom beating against her。 The moon； Bright； breathless； and buoyant； and brimful of June； Floated up from the hillside； sloped over the vale； And poised herself loose in mid…heaven； with one pale； Minute； scintillescent； and tremulous star Swinging under her globe like a wizard…lit car； Thus to each of those women revealing the face Of the other。 Each bore on her features the trace Of a vivid emotion。 A deep inward shame The cheek of Matilda had flooded with flame。 With her enthusiastic emotion； Lucile Trembled visibly yet； for she could not but feel That a heavenly hand was upon her that night； And it touch'd her pure brow to a heavenly light。 〃In the name of your husband； dear lady；〃 she said； 〃In the name of your mother； take heart！ Lift your head； For those blushes are noble。 Alas！ do not trust To that maxim of virtue made ashes and dust； That the fault of the husband can cancel the wife's。 Take heart！ and take refuge and strength in your life's Pure silence；there； kneel； pray； and hope； weep； and wait！〃 〃Saved； Lucile！〃 sobb'd Matilda； 〃but saved to what fate？ Tears； prayers； yes！ not hopes。〃 〃Hush！〃 the sweet voice replied。 〃Fool'd away by a fancy； again to your side Must your husband return。 Doubt not this。 And return For the love you can give； with the love that you yearn To receive； lady。 What was it chill'd you both now？ Not the absence of love； but the ignorance how Love is nourish'd by love。 Well！ henceforth you will prove Your heart worthy of love；since it knows how to love。〃
XIII。
〃What gives you such power over me； that I feel Thus drawn to obey you？ What are you； Lucile？〃 Sigh'd Matilda； and lifted her eyes to the face Of Lucile。 There pass'd suddenly through it the trace Of deep sadness； and o'er that fair forehead came down A shadow which yet was too sweet for a frown。 〃The pupil of sorrow； perchance；〃 。 。 。 she replied。 〃Of sorrow？〃 Matilda exclaim'd 。 。 。 〃O confide To my heart your affliction。 In all you made known I should find some instruction； no doubt； for my own！〃
〃And I some consolation； no doubt； for the tears Of another have not flow'd for me many y
