rezanov-第39章
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〃I am not a bride。 I knew we should kneel to… getherit would have been ridiculous。 And I could not wear a colored reboso to…day。〃
〃I should have liked to fancy we were here for our nuptials。 Delusions pass but are none the less sweet for that。〃
They knelt before the altar； the Commandante； Dona Ignacia； Luis； Santiago； Rafaella Sal and Elena Castro just behind； the rest of the party； their bright garments shimmering vaguely in the gloom； as they listened； and enough fervent prayers went up to insure the health and safety of the de… parting guests for all their lives。
Rezanov； who had much on his mind； stared moodily at the altar until Concha； who had bowed her head almost to her knees； finished her suppli… cation； then their eyes turned and met simultane… ously。 For a moment their brains did swim in the delusion that the priest with his uplifted hands pro… nounced benediction upon their nuptials； that proba… tion was over and union nigh。 But Father Abella dismissed all with the same blessing； and they shiv… ered as they rose and walked slowly down the church。
Dona Ignacia took her husband's arm； and mut… tering that she feared a chill； hurried the others before her。 The priests had gone to the sacristy。 Before they reached the door Rezanov and Concha were alone。
His hands fell heavily on her shoulders。
〃Concha；〃 he said； 〃I shall come back if I live。 I make no foolish vows； so idle between us。 There is only one power that can prevent our marriage in this church not later than two years from to…day。 And although I am in the very fulness of my health and strength； with my work but begun； and all my happiness in the future； and even to a less sanguine man it would seem that his course had many years to run； still have I seen as much as any man of the inconsequence of life； of the insignificance of the individual； his hopes； ambitions； happiness； and even usefulness； in the complicated machinery of natural laws。 It may be that I shall not come back。 But I wish to take with me your promise that if I have not returned at the end of two years or you have received no reason for my detention； you will be… lieve that I am dead。 There would be but one in… supportable drop in the bitterness of death； the doubt of your faith in my word and my love。 Are you too much of a woman to curb your imagination in a long unbroken silence？〃
〃I have learned so much that one lesson more is no tax on my faith。 And I no longer live in a world of little things。 I promise you that I shall never falter nor doubt。〃
He bent his head and kissed her for the first time without passion； but solemnly； as had their nuptials indeed been accomplished； and the greater mystery of spiritual union isolated them for a moment in that twilight region where the mortal part did not enter。
As they left the church they saw that all the In… dians of the Mission and neighborhood； in a gala of color； had gathered to cheer the Russians as they rode away。 Concha was to return as she had come； beside the carreta of her mother； and as Rezanov mounted his horse she stood staring with unseeing eyes on the brilliant； animated scene。 Suddenly she heard a suppressed sob； and felt a touch on her skirt。 She looked round and saw Rosa； kneeling close to the church。 For a moment she continued to stare； hardly comprehending； in the intense con… centration of her faculties； that tangible beings； other than herself and Rezanov； still moved on the earth。 Then her mind relaxed。 She was normal in a normal world once more。 She stooped and patted the hands clasping her skirts。
〃Poor Rosa！〃 she said。 〃Poor Rosa！〃
Over the intense green of islands and hills were long banners of yellow and purple mist； where the wild flowers were lifting their heads。 The whole quivering bay was as green as the land； but far away the mountains of the east were pink。 Where there was a patch of verdure on the sand hills the warm golden red of the poppy flaunted in the sun… shine。 All nature was in gala attire like the Cali… fornians themselves； as the Juno under full sail sped through 〃The Mouth of the Gulf of the Faral… lones。〃 Fort San Joaquin saluted with seven guns； the Juno returned the compliment with nine。 The Commandante； his family and guests； stood on the hill above the fort； cheering； waving sombreros and handkerchiefs。 Wind and tide carried the ship rapidly out the straits。 Rezanov dropped the cocked hat he had been waving and raised his field… glass。 Concha； as ever； stood a little apart。 As the ship grew smaller and the company turned toward the Presidio； she advanced to the edge of the bluff。 The wind lifted her loosened mantilla； billowing it out on one side； and as she stood with her hands pressed against her heart； she might； save for her empty arms； have been the eidolon of the Madonna di San Sisto。 In her eyes was the same expression of vague arrested horror as she looked out on that world of menacing imperfections the blind forces of nature and man had created； her body was instinct with the same nervous leashed im… potent energy。
XXV
The white rain clouds； rolling as ever like a nervous intruder over the great snow peaks behind the steep hills black with forest that rose like a wall back of the little settlement of Sitka； parted for a moment； and the sun； a coy disdainful guest； flung a glitter… ing mist over what Nature had intended to be one of the most enchanting spots on earth； until； in a fit of ill…temperwith one of the gods； no doubt she gave it to Niobe as a permanent outlet for her discontent。 When it does not rain at Sitka it pours； and when once in a way she draws a deep breath of respite and lifts her grand and glorious face to the sun； in pathetic gratitude for dear infrequent favor； comes a wild flurry of snow or a close white fog from the inland waters； and； like a great beauty condemned to wear a veil through life； she can but stare in dumb resentment through the folds； consol… ing herself with the knowledge that could the world but see it must surely worship。 Perhaps； who knows？ she really is a frozen goddess； condemned to the veil for infidelity to him imprisoned in the great volcano across the soundwho sends up a column of light once in a way to dazzle her shrouded eyes； and failing that batters her with rock and stone like any lover of the slums。 One day he spat forth a rock like a small hill； and big enough to dominate the strip of lowland at least； standing out on the edge of the island like a guard at the gates； and never a part of the alien surface。 Be… tween this lofty rock and the forest was the walled settlement of New Archangel； that Baranhov； the dauntless； had wrested from the bloodthirsty Kolosh but a short time since and purposed to hold in the interest of the Russian…American Company。 His log hut； painted like the other buildings with a yel… low ochre found in the soil； stood on the rock； and his glass swept the forest as often as the sea。
As Rezanov； on the second of July； thirty…one days after leaving San Francisco； sailed into the harbor with its hundred bits of volcanic woodland weeping as ever； he gave a whimsical sigh in trib… ute to the gay and ever…changing beauties of the southern land； but was in no mood for sentimental reminiscence。 Natives； paddling eagerly out to sea in their bidarkas to be the first to bring in good news or bad； had given him a report covering the period of his absence that filled him with dismay。 There had been deaths from scurvy； one of the largest ships belonging to the Company had been wrecked and the entire cargo lost； of a hunting party of three hundred Aleuts in one hundred and forty bidarkas； which had gone from Sitka to Kadiak in November of the preceding year； not one had arrived at its destination； and there was reason to believe that all had been drowned or massacred； and the Russians and Aleuts at Behring's Bay settle… ment had been exterminated by one of the native tribes。
But the Juno was received with salvos of artil… lery from the fort； and cheered by the entire popu… lation of the settlement； crowded on the beach。 Baranhov； looking like a monkey with a mummy's head in which only a pair of incomparably shrewd eyes still lived； his black wig f
