three ghost stories-第12章
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country; if an unthought…of means of escape had not opened before
me。
One day; we were out walking; two and twoon which occasion the
Vizier had his usual instructions to take note of the boy at the
turn…pike; and if he profanely gazed (which he always did) at the
beauties of the Hareem; to have him bowstrung in the course of the
nightand it happened that our hearts were veiled in gloom。 An
unaccountable action on the part of the antelope had plunged the
State into disgrace。 That charmer; on the representation that the
previous day was her birthday; and that vast treasures had been sent
in a hamper for its celebration (both baseless assertions); had
secretly but most pressingly invited thirty…five neighbouring
princes and princesses to a ball and supper: with a special
stipulation that they were 〃not to be fetched till twelve。〃 This
wandering of the antelope's fancy; led to the surprising arrival at
Miss Griffin's door; in divers equipages and under various escorts;
of a great company in full dress; who were deposited on the top step
in a flush of high expectancy; and who were dismissed in tears。 At
the beginning of the double knocks attendant on these ceremonies;
the antelope had retired to a back attic; and bolted herself in; and
at every new arrival; Miss Griffin had gone so much more and more
distracted; that at last she had been seen to tear her front。
Ultimate capitulation on the part of the offender; had been followed
by solitude in the linen…closet; bread and water and a lecture to
all; of vindictive length; in which Miss Griffin had used
expressions: Firstly; 〃I believe you all of you knew of it;〃
Secondly; 〃Every one of you is as wicked as another;〃 Thirdly; 〃A
pack of little wretches。〃
Under these circumstances; we were walking drearily along; and I
especially; with my。 Moosulmaun responsibilities heavy on me; was
in a very low state of mind; when a strange man accosted Miss
Griffin; and; after walking on at her side for a little while and
talking with her; looked at me。 Supposing him to be a minion of the
law; and that my hour was come; I instantly ran away; with the
general purpose of making for Egypt。
The whole Seraglio cried out; when they saw me making off as fast as
my legs would carry me (I had an impression that the first turning
on the left; and round by the public…house; would be the shortest
way to the Pyramids); Miss Griffin screamed after me; the faithless
Vizier ran after me; and the boy at the turnpike dodged me into a
corner; like a sheep; and cut me off。 Nobody scolded me when I was
taken and brought back; Miss Griffin only said; with a stunning
gentleness; This was very curious! Why had I run away when the
gentleman looked at me?
If I had had any breath to answer with; I dare say I should have
made no answer; having no breath; I certainly made none。 Miss
Griffin and the strange man took me between them; and walked me back
to the palace in a sort of state; but not at all (as I couldn't help
feeling; with astonishment) in culprit state。
When we got there; we went into a room by ourselves; and Miss
Griffin called in to her assistance; Mesrour; chief of the dusky
guards of the Hareem。 Mesrour; on being whispered to; began to shed
tears。 〃Bless you; my precious!〃 said that officer; turning to me;
〃your Pa's took bitter bad!〃
I asked; with a fluttered heart; 〃Is he very ill?〃
〃Lord temper the wind to you; my lamb!〃 said the good Mesrour;
kneeling down; that I might have a comforting shoulder for my head
to rest on; 〃your Pa's dead!〃
Haroun Alraschid took to flight at the words; the Seraglio vanished;
from that moment; I never again saw one of the eight of the fairest
of the daughters of men。
I was taken home; and there was Debt at home as well as Death; and
we had a sale there。 My own little bed was so superciliously looked
upon by a Power unknown to me; hazily called 〃The Trade;〃 that a
brass coal…scuttle; a roasting…jack; and a birdcage; were obliged to
be put into it to make a Lot of it; and then it went for a song。 So
I heard mentioned; and I wondered what song; and thought what a
dismal song it must have been to sing!
Then; I was sent to a great; cold; bare; school of big boys; where
everything to eat and wear was thick and clumpy; without being
enough; where everybody; largo and small; was cruel; where the boys
knew all about the sale; before I got there; and asked me what I had
fetched; and who had bought me; and hooted at me; 〃Going; going;
gone!〃 I never whispered in that wretched place that I had been
Haroun; or had had a Seraglio: for; I knew that if I mentioned my
reverses; I should be so worried; that I should have to drown myself
in the muddy pond near the playground; which looked like the beer。
Ah me; ah me! No other ghost has haunted the boy's room; my
friends; since I have occupied it; than the ghost of my own
childhood; the ghost of my own innocence; the ghost of my own airy
belief。 Many a time have I pursued the phantom: never with this
man's stride of mine to come up with it; never with these man's
hands of mine to touch it; never more to this man's heart of mine to
hold it in its purity。 And here you see me working out; as
cheerfully and thankfully as I may; my doom of shaving in the glass
a constant change of customers; and of lying down and rising up with
the skeleton allotted to me for my mortal companion。
THE TRIAL FOR MURDER。
I have always noticed a prevalent want of courage; even among
persons of superior intelligence and culture; as to imparting their
own psychological experiences when those have been of a strange
sort。 Almost all men are afraid that what they could relate in such
wise would find no parallel or response in a listener's internal
life; and might be suspected or laughed at。 A truthful traveller;
who should have seen some extraordinary creature in the likeness of
a sea…serpent; would have no fear of mentioning it; but the same
traveller; having had some singular presentiment; impulse; vagary of
thought; vision (so…called); dream; or other remarkable mental
impression; would hesitate considerably before he would own to it。
To this reticence I attribute much of the obscurity in which such
subjects are involved。 We do not habitually communicate our
experiences of these subjective things as we do our experiences of
objective creation。 The consequence is; that the general stock of
experience in this regard appears exceptional; and really is so; in
respect of being miserably imperfect。
In what I am going to relate; I have no intention of setting up;
opposing; or supporting; any theory whatever。 I know the history of
the Bookseller of Berlin; I have studied the case of the wife of a
late Astronomer Royal as related by Sir David Brewster; and I have
followed the minutest details of a much more remarkable case of
Spectral Illusion occurring within my private circle of friends。 It
may be necessary to state as to this last; that the sufferer (a
lady) was in no degree; however distant; related to me。 A mistaken
assumption on that head might suggest an explanation of a part of my
own case;but only a part;which would be wholly without
foundation。 It cannot be referred to my inheritance of any
developed peculiarity; nor had I ever before any at all similar
experience; nor have I ever had any at all similar experience since。
It does not signify how many years ago; or how few; a certain murder
was committed in England; which attracted great attention。 We hear
more than enough of murderers as they rise in succession to their
atrocious eminence; and I would bury the memory of this particular
brute; if I could; as his body was buried; in Newgate Jail。 I
purposely abstain from giving any direct clue to the criminal's
individuality。
When the murder was first discovered; no suspicion fellor I ought
rather