the marriage contract-第29章
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daughter blames the mother for loving me too much; and the mother
reproaches the daughter for what she calls her dissipations。 I may say
that this great affection has been my ruin。 How could I fail to
satisfy even the slightest caprice of a loving wife? Impossible to
restrain myself! Neither could I accept any sacrifice on her part。 We
might certainly; as you say; live at Lanstrac; save my income; and
part with her diamonds; but I would rather go to India and work for a
fortune than tear my Natalie from the life she enjoys。 So it was I who
proposed the separation as to property。 Women are angels who ought not
to be mixed up in the sordid interests of life。〃
Old Mathias listened in doubt and amazement。
〃You have no children; I think;〃 he said。
〃Fortunately; none;〃 replied Paul。
〃That is not my idea of marriage;〃 remarked the old notary; naively。
〃A wife ought; in my opinion; to share the good and evil fortunes of
her husband。 I have heard that young married people who love like
lovers; do not want children? Is pleasure the only object of marriage?
I say that object should be the joys of family。 Moreover; in this case
I am afraid you will think me too much of notaryyour marriage
contract made it incumbent upon you to have a son。 Yes; monsieur le
comte; you ought to have had at once a male heir to consolidate that
entail。 Why not? Madame Evangelista was strong and healthy; she had
nothing to fear in maternity。 You will tell me; perhaps; that these
are the old…fashioned notions of our ancestors。 But in those noble
families; Monsieur le comte; the legitimate wife thought it her duty
to bear children and bring them up nobly; as the Duchesse de Sully;
the wife of the great Sully; said; a wife is not an instrument of
pleasure; but the honor and virtue of her household。〃
〃You don't know women; my good Mathias;〃 said Paul。 〃In order to be
happy we must love them as they want to be loved。 Isn't there
something brutal in at once depriving a wife of her charms; and
spoiling her beauty before she has begun to enjoy it?〃
〃If you had had children your wife would not have dissipated your
fortune; she would have stayed at home and looked after them。〃
〃If you were right; dear friend;〃 said Paul; frowning; 〃I should be
still more unhappy than I am。 Do not aggravate my sufferings by
preaching to me after my fall。 Let me go; without the pang of looking
backward to my mistakes。〃
The next day Mathias received a bill of exchange for one hundred and
fifty thousand francs from de Marsay。
〃You see;〃 said Paul; 〃he does not write a word to me。 He begins by
obliging me。 Henri's nature is the most imperfectly perfect; the most
illegally beautiful that I know。 If you knew with what superiority
that man; still young; can rise above sentiments; above self…
interests; and judge them; you would be astonished; as I am; to find
how much heart he has。〃
Mathias tried to battle with Paul's determination; but he found it
irrevocable; and it was justified by so many cogent reasons that the
old man finally ceased his endeavors to retain his client。
It is seldom that vessels sail promptly at the time appointed; but on
this occasion; by a fateful circumstance for Paul; the wind was fair
and the 〃Belle…Amelie〃 sailed on the morrow; as expected。 The quay was
lined with relations; and friends; and idle persons。 Among them were
several who had formerly known Manerville。 His disaster; posted on the
walls of the town; made him as celebrated as he was in the days of his
wealth and fashion。 Curiosity was aroused; every one had their word to
say about him。 Old Mathias accompanied his client to the quay; and his
sufferings were sore as he caught a few words of those remarks:
〃Who could recognize in that man you see over there; near old Mathias;
the dandy who was called the Pink of Fashion five years ago; and made;
as they say; 'fair weather and foul' in Bordeaux。〃
〃What! that stout; short man in the alpaca overcoat; who looks like a
groom;is that Comte Paul de Manerville?〃
〃Yes; my dear; the same who married Mademoiselle Evangelista。 Here he
is; ruined; without a penny to his name; going out to India to look
for luck。〃
〃But how did he ruin himself? he was very rich。〃
〃Oh! Paris; women; play; luxury; gambling at the Bourse〃
〃Besides;〃 said another; 〃Manerville always was a poor creature; no
mind; soft as papier…mache; he'd let anybody shear the wool from his
back; incapable of anything; no matter what。 He was born to be
ruined。〃
Paul wrung the hand of the old man and went on board。 Mathias stood
upon the pier; looking at his client; who leaned against the shrouds;
defying the crowed before him with a glance of contempt。 At the moment
when the sailors began to weigh anchor; Paul noticed that Mathias was
making signals to him with his handkerchief。 The old housekeeper had
hurried to her master; who seemed to be excited by some sudden event。
Paul asked the captain to wait a moment; and send a boat to the pier;
which was done。 Too feeble himself to go aboard; Mathias gave two
letters to a sailor in the boat。
〃My friend;〃 he said; 〃this packet〃 (showing one of the two letters)
〃is important; it has just arrived by a courier from Paris in thirty…
five hours。 State this to Monsieur le comte; don't neglect to do so;
it may change his plans。〃
〃Would he come ashore?〃
〃Possibly; my friend;〃 said the notary; imprudently。
The sailor is; in all lands; a being of a race apart; holding all
land…folk in contempt。 This one happened to be a bas…Breton; who saw
but one thing in Maitre Mathias's request。
〃Come ashore; indeed!〃 he thought; as he rowed。 〃Make the captain lose
a passenger! If one listened to those walruses we'd have nothing to do
but embark and disembark 'em。 He's afraid that son of his will catch
cold。〃
The sailor gave Paul the letter and said not a word of the message。
Recognizing the handwriting of his wife and de Marsay; Paul supposed
that he knew what they both would urge upon him。 Anxious not to be
influenced by offers which he believed their devotion to his welfare
would inspire; he put the letters in his pocket unread; with apparent
indifference。
Absorbed in the sad thoughts which assail the strongest man under such
circumstances; Paul gave way to his grief as he waved his hand to his
old friend; and bade farewell to France; watching the steeples of
Bordeaux as they fled out of sight。 He seated himself on a coil of
rope。 Night overtook him still lost in thought。 With the semi…darkness
of the dying day came doubts; he cast an anxious eye into the future。
Sounding it; and finding there uncertainty and danger; he asked his
soul if courage would fail him。 A vague dread seized his mind as he
thought of Natalie left wholly to herself; he repented the step he had
taken; he regretted Paris and his life there。 Suddenly sea…sickness
overcame him。 Every one knows the effect of that disorder。 The most
horrible of its sufferings devoid of danger is a complete dissolution
of the will。 An inexplicable distress relaxes to their very centre the
cords of vitality; the soul no longer performs its functions; the
sufferer becomes indifferent to everything; the mother forgets her
child; the lover his mistress; the strongest man lies prone; like an
inert mass。 Paul was carried to his cabin; where he stayed three days;
lying on his back; gorged with grog by the sailors; or vomiting;
thinking of nothing; and sleeping much。 Then he revived into a species
of convalescence; and returned by degrees to his ordinary condition。
The first morning after he felt better he went on deck and passed the
poop; breathing in the salt breezes of another atmosphere。 Putting his
hands into his pockets he felt the letters。 At once he opened them;
beginning with that of his wife。
In order that the letter of the Comtesse de Manerville be fully
understood; it is nec