the essays of montaigne, v3-第4章
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so much as to look him in the face。 Such as are in immediate fear of a
losing their estates; of banishment; or of slavery; live in perpetual
anguish; and lose all appetite and repose; whereas such as are actually
poor; slaves; or exiles; ofttimes live as merrily as other folk。 And the
many people who; impatient of the perpetual alarms of fear; have hanged
or drowned themselves; or dashed themselves to pieces; give us
sufficiently to understand that fear is more importunate and
insupportable than death itself。
The Greeks acknowledged another kind of fear; differing from any we have
spoken of yet; that surprises us without any visible cause; by an impulse
from heaven; so that whole nations and whole armies have been struck with
it。 Such a one was that which brought so wonderful a desolation upon
Carthage; where nothing was to be heard but affrighted voices and
outcries; where the inhabitants were seen to sally out of their houses as
to an alarm; and there to charge; wound; and kill one another; as if they
had been enemies come to surprise their city。 All things were in
disorder and fury till; with prayers and sacrifices; they had appeased
their gods 'Diod。 Sic。; xv。 7'; and this is that they call panic
terrors。 'Ibid。 ; Plutarch on Isis and Osiris; c。 8。'
CHAPTER XVIII
THAT MEN ARE NOT TO JUDGE OF OUR HAPPINESS TILL AFTER DEATH。
'Charron has borrowed with unusual liberality from this and the
succeeding chapter。 See Nodier; Questions; p。 206。'
〃Scilicet ultima semper
Exspectanda dies homini est; dicique beatus
Ante obitum nemo supremaque funera debet。〃
'〃We should all look forward to our last day: no one can be called
happy till he is dead and buried。〃Ovid; Met; iii。 135'
The very children know the story of King Croesus to this purpose; who
being taken prisoner by Cyrus; and by him condemned to die; as he was
going to execution cried out; 〃O Solon; Solon!〃 which being presently
reported to Cyrus; and he sending to inquire of him what it meant;
Croesus gave him to understand that he now found the teaching Solon had
formerly given him true to his cost; which was; 〃That men; however
fortune may smile upon them; could never be said to be happy till they
had been seen to pass over the last day of their lives;〃 by reason of the
uncertainty and mutability of human things; which; upon very light and
trivial occasions; are subject to be totally changed into a quite
contrary condition。 And so it was that Agesilaus made answer to one who
was saying what a happy young man the King of Persia was; to come so
young to so mighty a kingdom: 〃'Tis true;〃 said he; 〃 but neither was
Priam unhappy at his years。〃 'Plutarch; Apothegms of the
Lacedaemonians。' In a short time; kings of Macedon; successors to that
mighty Alexander; became joiners and scriveners at Rome; a tyrant of
Sicily; a pedant at Corinth; a conqueror of one…half of the world and
general of so many armies; a miserable suppliant to the rascally officers
of a king of Egypt: so much did the prolongation of five or six months of
life cost the great Pompey; and; in our fathers' days; Ludovico Sforza;
the tenth Duke of Milan; whom all Italy had so long truckled under; was
seen to die a wretched prisoner at Loches; but not till he had lived ten
years in captivity; 'He was imprisoned by Louis XI。 in an iron cage'
which was the worst part of his fortune。 The fairest of all queens;
'Mary; Queen of Scots。' widow to the greatest king in Europe; did she
not come to die by the hand of an executioner? Unworthy and barbarous
cruelty! And a thousand more examples there are of the same kind; for it
seems that as storms and tempests have a malice against the proud and
overtowering heights of our lofty buildings; there are also spirits above
that are envious of the greatnesses here below:
〃Usque adeo res humanas vis abdita quaedam
Obterit; et pulchros fasces; saevasque secures
Proculcare; ac ludibrio sibi habere videtur。〃
'〃So true it is that some occult power upsets human affairs; the
glittering fasces and the cruel axes spurns under foot; and seems to
make sport of them。〃 Lucretius; v。 1231。'
And it should seem; also; that Fortune sometimes lies in wait to surprise
the last hour of our lives; to show the power she has; in a moment; to
overthrow what she was so many years in building; making us cry out with
Laberius:
〃Nimirum hac die
Una plus vixi mihi; quam vivendum fuit。〃
'〃I have lived longer by this one day than I should have
done。〃Macrobius; ii。 7。'
And; in this sense; this good advice of Solon may reasonably be taken;
but he; being a philosopher (with which sort of men the favours and
disgraces of Fortune stand for nothing; either to the making a man happy
or unhappy; and with whom grandeurs and powers are accidents of a quality
almost indifferent) I am apt to think that he had some further aim; and
that his meaning was; that the very felicity of life itself; which
depends upon the tranquillity and contentment of a well…descended spirit;
and the resolution and assurance of a well…ordered soul; ought never to
be attributed to any man till he has first been seen to play the last;
and; doubtless; the hardest act of his part。 There may be disguise and
dissimulation in all the rest: where these fine philosophical discourses
are only put on; and where accident; not touching us to the quick; gives
us leisure to maintain the same gravity of aspect; but; in this last
scene of death; there is no more counterfeiting: we must speak out plain;
and discover what there is of good and clean in the bottom of the pot;
〃Nam vera; voces turn demum pectore ab imo
Ejiciuntur; et eripitur persona; manet res。〃
'Then at last truth issues from the heart; the visor's gone;
the man remains。〃 Lucretius; iii。 57。'
Wherefore; at this last; all the other actions of our life ought to be
tried and sifted: 'tis the master…day; 'tis the day that is judge of all
the rest; 〃'tis the day;〃 says one of the ancients;'Seneca; Ep。; 102'
〃that must be judge of all my foregoing years。〃 To death do I refer the
assay of the fruit of all my studies: we shall then see whether my
discourses came only from my mouth or from my heart。 I have seen many by
their death give a good or an ill repute to their whole life。 Scipio;
the father…in…law of Pompey; in dying; well removed the ill opinion that
till then every one had conceived of him。 Epaminondas being asked which
of the three he had in greatest esteem; Chabrias; Iphicrates; or himself。
〃You must first see us die;〃 said he; 〃before that question can be
resolved。〃 'Plutarch; Apoth。' And; in truth; he would infinitely
wrong that man who would weigh him without the honour and grandeur of his
end。
God has ordered all things as it has best pleased Him; but I have; in my
time; seen three of the most execrable persons that ever I knew in all
manner of abominable living; and the most infamous to boot; who all died
a very regular death; and in all circumstances composed; even to
perfection。 There are brave and fortunate deaths: I have seen death cut
the thread of the progress of a prodigious advancement; and in the height
and flower of its increase; of a certain person; 'Montaigne doubtless
refers to his friend Etienne de la Boetie; at whose death in 1563 he was
present。' with so glorious an end that; in my opinion; his ambitious
and generous designs had nothing in them so high and great as their
interruption。 He arrived; without completing his course; at the place to
which his ambition aimed; with greater glory than he could either have
hoped or desired; anticipating by his fall the name and power to which he
aspired in perfecting his career。 In the judgment I make of another
man's life; I always observe how he carried himself at his death; and the
principal concern I have for my own is that I may die wellthat is;
patiently and tranquilly。
CHAPTER XIX
THAT TO STUDY PHILOSOPY IS TO LEARN TO DIE
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