the governess-第23章
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re many small green meadows； with little rivulets running through them； on the banks of which； covered with primroses and violets； Rozella； by the side of her sweet companion； used to sing the most enchanting songs in the world： the words were chiefly in praise of innocence and a country life。
The princess came home every day more and more charmed with her young shepherdess； and recounted； as near as she could remember； every word that had passed between them。 The queen very highly approved of their manner of amusing themselves； but again enjoined her to omit nothing that passed in conversation； especially if it had the least tendency towards alluring her from her duty。
One day； as the princess Hebe and Rozella were walking alone； and talking； as usual； of their own happy state； and the princess was declaring how much her own happiness was owing to her thorough obedience to her mother； Rozella； with a tone of voice as half in jest； said； 'But don't you think； my little Hebe； that if I take a very great pleasure in any thing that will do me no hurt； though it is forbidden； I may disobey my parents in enjoying it； provided I don't tell them of it to vex them with the thought that I have disobeyed them？ And then； my dear； what harm is done？'
'Great harm （answered the princess； looking grave and half angry）： I am ashamed to hear you talk so； Rozella。 Are you not guilty of treachery； as well as disobedience？ Neither ought you to determine that no harm is done； because you do not feel the immediate effects of your transgression； for the consequence may be out of our narrow inexperienced view； and I have been taught whenever my mother lays any commands on me； to take it for granted； she has some reason for so doing； and I obey her； without examining what those reasons are； otherwise； it would not be obeying her； but setting up my own wisdom； and doing what she bid me； only when I thought proper。'
They held a long argument on this head； in which Rozella made use of many a fallacy to prove her point； but the princess； as she had not yet departed from Truth； nor failed in her duty； could not be imposed upon。 Rozella； seeing every attempt to persuade her was in vain； turned all her past discourse into a jest； said she had only a mind to try her； and was overjoyed to find her so steady in the cause of truth and virtue。 The princess resumed her usual cheerfulness and good humour。 Rozella sung her a song in praise of constancy of mind； and they passed the rest of the time they stayed together； as they used to do。
But； just before they parted； Rozella begged she would not tell her mother of the first part of the conversation that had passed between them。 The princess replied； that it would be breaking through one of her mother's commands； and therefore she dared not grant her request。 Then； said Rozella； 'Here I must for ever part with my dear little Hebe。 Your mother； not knowing the manner in which I spoke； will have an ill opinion of me； and will never trust you again in my company。 Thus will you be torn from me； and loss will be irreparable。' These words she accompanied with a flood of tears； and such little tendernesses； as quite melted the princess into tears also。 But she still said； that she could not dare to conceal from her mother anything that had happened； though she could not but own； she believed their separation would be the consequence。 'Well then （cried Rozella） I will endeavour to be contented； as our separation will give you less pain than what you call this mighty breach of your duty： and though I would willingly undergo almost any torments that could be invented； rather than be debarred one moment the company of my dearest Hebe； yet I will not expect that she should suffer the smallest degree of pain； or uneasiness； to save me from losing what is the whole pleasure of my life。'
The princess could not bear the thought of appearing ungrateful to such a warm friendship as Rozella expressed； and； without farther hesitation； promised to conceal what she had said； and to undergo anything； rather than lose so amiable a friend。
After this they parted。 But when the princess entered the Grove； she did not； as usual； run with haste and joy into the presence of her indulgent mother； for her mind was disturbed： she felt a conscious shame on seeing her； and turned away her face； as wanting to shun the piercing look of that eye； which she imagined would see the secret lurking in her bosom。 Her mother observed with concern her downcast look； and want of cheerfulness。 And asking her what was the matter； she answered； her walk had fatigued her； and she begged early to retire to rest。 Her kind mother consented； but little rest had the poor princess that whole night； for the pain of having her mind touched with guilt； and the fear she was under of losing her dear companion； kept her thoughts in one continued tumult and confusion。 The fairy's gift now became her curse； for the power of seeing what was right； as she had acted contrary to her knowledge； only tormented her。
She hastened the next morning to meet Rozella； and told her all that had passed in her own mind the preceding night； declaring that she would not pass such another for the whole world； but yet would not dispense with her promise to her； without her consent； and therefore came to ask her leave to acquaint her good mother with all that had passed： 'For （said she） my dear Rozella； we must； if we would be happy； do always what is right； and trust for the consequences。' Here Rozella drew her features into the most contemptuous sneer imaginable； and said； 'Pray what are all these mighty pains you have suffered？ Are they not owing only to your want of sense enough to know； that you can do your mother no harm； by concealing from her this； or anything else that will vex her？ and； my dear girl （continued she） when you have once entered into this way of thinking； and have put this blind duty out of your head； you will spend no more such restless nights； which you must see was entirely owing to your own imaginations。'
This startled the princess to such a degree； that she was breaking from her； but； putting on a more tender air； Rozella cried； 'And can you then； my dear Hebe； determine to give me up for such a trifling consideration？' Then raising her voice again； in a haughty manner； she said； 'I ought to despise and laugh at you for your folly； or at best pity your ignorance； rather than offer a sincere friendship to one so undeserving。'
The princess； having once swerved from her duty； was now in the power of every passion that should attack her。
Pride and indignation； at the thought of being despised； bore more sway with her； than either her duty or affection to her fond mother； and she was now determined； she said； to think for herself； and make use of her own understanding； which she was convinced would always teach her what was right。 Upon this Rozella took her by the hand； and； with tears of joy； said； 'Now； my dearest girl； you are really wise； and cannot therefore （according to your own rule） fail of being happy。 But to show that you are in earnest in this resolution； you shall this morning go home with me to my father's cot； it is not so far off； but you will be back by the time your mother expects you； and as that will be obeying the chief command； it is but concealing from her the thing that would vex her； and there will be no harm done。' Here a ray of truth broke in upon our young princess； but as a false shame； and fear of being laughed at； had now got possession of her； she； with a soft sigh； consented to the proposal。
Rozella led the way。 But just as they were turning round the walk； which leads out of the wood； a large serpent darted from one side out of a thicket； directly between them； and turning its hissing mouth towards the princess； as seeming to make after her； she fled hastily back； and ran with all her speed towards the grove； and panting for breath； flew into the arms of her ever kind protectress。
Her mother was vastly terrified to see her tremble； and look so pale； and as soon as she was a little recovered； asked her the occasion of her fright； and added （with tears running down her cheeks） 'I am af
