anabasis-第61章
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u all proposed to go with Seuthes； and you all gave your votes to that effect。 What wrong did I commit in bringing you； whither you were eager to go？ If； indeed； since the time when Seuthes began to tell lies and cheat us about the pay； I have supported him in this； you may justly find fault with me and hate me。 But if I； who at first was most of all his friend； to…day am more than any one else at variance with him； how can I； who have chosen you and rejected Seuthes； in fairness be blamed by you for the very thing which has been the ground of quarrel between him and me？ But you will tell me； perhaps； that I get from Seuthes what is by right yours； and that I deal subtly by you？ But is it not clear that； if Seuthes has paid me anything； he has at any rate not done so with 16 the intention of losing by what he gives me； whilst he is still your debtor？ If he gave to me； he gave in order that； by a small gift to me； he might escape a larger payment to yourselves。 But if that is what you really think has happened； you can render this whole scheme of ours null and void in an instant by exacting from him the money which is your due。 It is clear； Seuthes will demand back from me whatever I have got from him； and he will have all the more right to do so； if I have failed to secure for him what he bargained for when I took his gifts。 But indeed； I am far removed from enjoying what is yours； and I swear to you by all the gods and goddesses that I have not taken even what Seuthes promised me in private。 He is present himself and listening； and he is aware in his own heart whether I swear falsely。 And what will surprise you the more； I can swear besides； that I have not received even what the other generals have received； no； nor yet what some of the officers have received。 But how so？ why have I managed my affairs no better？ I thought； sirs； the more I helped him to bear his poverty at the time； the more I should make him my friend in the day of his power。 Whereas； it is just when I see the star of his good fortune rising； that I have come to divine the secret of his character。
〃Some one may say； are you not ashamed to be so taken in like a fool？ Yes； I should be ashamed； if it had been an open enemy who had so decieved me。 But； to my mind； when friend cheats friend； a deeper stain attaches to the perpetrator than to the victim of deceit。 Whatever precaution a man may take against his friend； that we took in full。 We certainly gave him no pretext for refusing to pay us what he promised。 We were perfectly upright in our dealings with him。 We did not dawdle over his affairs； nor did we shrink from any work to which he challenged us。
〃But you will say； I ought to have taken security of him at the time； so that had he fostered the wish； he might have lacked the ability to decieve。 To meet that retort； I must beg you to listen to certain things； which I should never have said in his presence； except for your utter want of feeling towards me； or your extraordinary ingratitude。 Try and recall the posture of your affairs； when I 24 extricated you and brought you to Seuthes。 Do you not recollect how at Perinthus Aristarchus shut the gates in your faces each time you offered to approach the town； and how you were driven to camp outside under the canopy of heaven？ It was midwinter； you were thrown upon the resources of a market wherein few were the articles offered for sale； and scanty the wherewithal to purchase them。 Yet stay in Thrace you must； for there were ships of war riding at anchor in the bay； ready to hinder your passage across； and what did that stay imply？ It meant being in a hostile country； confronted by countless cavalry； legions of light infantry。 And what had we？ A heavy infantry force certainly； with which we could have dashed at villages in a body possibly； and seized a modicum of food at most； but as to pursuing the enemy with such a force as ours； or capturing men or cattle； the thing was out of the question； for when I rejoined you your original cavalry and light infantry divisions had disappeared。 In such sore straits you lay！
〃Supposing that； without making any demands for pay whatever； I had merely won for you the alliance of Seutheswhose cavalry and light infantry were just what you neededwould you not have thought that I had planned very well for you？ I presume； it was through your partnership with him and his that you were able to find such complete stores of corn in the villages； when the Thracians were driven to take to their heels in such hot haste； and you had so large a share of captives and cattle。 Why！ from the day on which his cavalry force was attached to us； we never set eyes on a single foeman in the field； though up to that date the enemy with his cavalry and his light infantry used undauntedly to hang on our heels； and effectually prevented us from scattering in small bodies and reaping a rich harvest of provisions。 But if he who partly gave you this security has failed to pay in full the wages due to you therefrom； is not that a terrible misfortune？ So monstrous indeed that you think I ought not to go forth alive＇1＇。
＇1＇ I。e。 the fate of a scape…goat is too good for me。
〃But let me ask you； in what condition do you turn your backs on this 31 land to…day？ Have you not wintered here in the lap of plenty？ Whatever you have got from Seuthes has been surplus gain。 Your enemies have had to meet the bill of your expenses； whilst you led a merry round of existence； in which you have not once set eyes on the dead body of a comrade or lost one living man。 Again； if you have achieved any； （or rather many） noble deeds against the Asiatic barbarian； you have them safe。 And in addition to these to…day you have won for yourselves a second glory。 You undertook a campaign against the European Thracians； and have mastered them。 What I say then is； that these very matters which you make a ground of quarrel against myself； are rather blessings for which you ought to show gratitude to heaven。
〃Thus far I have confined myself to your side of the matter。 Bear with me； I beg you； while we examine mine。 When I first essayed to part with you and journey homewards； I was doubly blest。 From your lips I had won some praise； and； thanks to you； I had obtained glory from the rest of Hellas。 I was trusted by the Lacedaemonians； else would they not have sent me back to you。 Whereas to…day I turn to go； calumniated before the Lacedaemonians by yourselves； detested in your behalf by Seuthes； whom I meant so to benefit； by help of you； that I should find in him a refuge for myself and for my children； if children I might have； in after time。 And you the while； for whose sake I have incurred so much hate； the hate of people far superior to me in strength； you； for whom I have not yet ceased to devise all the good I can； entertain such sentiments about me。 Why？ I am no renegade or runaway slave； you have got hold of。 If you carry out what you say； be sure you will have done to death a man who has passed many a vigil in watching over you； who has shared with you many a toil and run many a risk in turn and out of turn； who； thanks to the gracious gods！ has by your side set up full many a trophy over the barbarian； who； lastly； has strained every nerve in his body to protect you against yourselves。 And so it is； that to…day you can move freely； where you choose； by sea or by land； and no one can say you nay； and you； on 37 whom this large liberty dawns； who are sailing to a long desired goal； who are sought after by the greatest of military powers； who have pay in prospect； and for leaders these Lacedaemonians； our acknowledged chiefs： now is the appointed time； you think； to put me to a speedy death。 But in the days of our difficulties it was very different； O ye men of marvellous memory！ No！ in those days you called me 'father！' and you promised you would bear me ever in mind； 'your benefactor。' Not so； however； not so ungracious are those who have come to you to…day； nor； if I mistake not； have you bettered yourselves in their eyes by your treatment of me。〃
With these words he paused； and Charminus the Lacedaemonian got up and said： 〃Nay； by the Twins； you are wrong； surely； in your anger against this man； I myse
