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JUNE 21ST。
A word more。 I had my breakfast this morning at 4。30! My
new cook has beaten me and (as Lloyd says) revenged all the
cooks in the world。 I have been hunting them to give me
breakfast early since I was twenty; and now here comes Mr。
Ratke; and I have to plead for mercy。 I cannot stand 4。30; I
am a mere fevered wreck; it is now half…past eight; and I can
no more; and four hours divide me from lunch; the devil take
the man! Yesterday it was about 5。30; which I can stand; day
before 5; which is bad enough; to…day; I give out。 It is
like a London season; and as I do not take a siesta once in a
month; and then only five minutes; I am being worn to the
bones; and look aged and anxious。
We have Rider Haggard's brother here as a Land Commissioner;
a nice kind of a fellow; indeed; all the three Land
Commissioners are very agreeable。
CHAPTER X
SUNDAY; SEPT。 5 (?); 1891。
MY DEAR COLVIN; … Yours from Lochinver has just come。 You
ask me if I am ever homesick for the Highlands and the Isles。
Conceive that for the last month I have been living there
between 1786 and 1850; in my grandfather's diaries and
letters。 I HAD to take a rest; no use talking; so I put in a
month over my LIVES OF THE STEVENSONS with great pleasure and
profit and some advance; one chapter and a part drafted。 The
whole promises well Chapter I。 Domestic Annals。 Chapter II。
The Northern Lights。 Chapter III。 The Bell Rock。 Chapter
IV。 A Family of Boys。 Chap。 V。 The Grandfather。 VI。 Alan
Stevenson。 VII。 Thomas Stevenson。 My materials for my
great…grandfather are almost null; for my grandfather copious
and excellent。 Name; a puzzle。 A SCOTTISH FAMILY; A FAMILY
OF ENGINEERS; NORTHERN LIGHTS; THE ENGINEERS OF THE NORTHERN
LIGHTS: A FAMILY HISTORY。 Advise; but it will take long。
Now; imagine if I have been homesick for Barrahead and Island
Glass; and Kirkwall; and Cape Wrath; and the Wells of the
Pentland Firth; I could have wept。
Now for politics。 I am much less alarmed; I believe the MALO
(=RAJ; government) will collapse and cease like an overlain
infant; without a shot fired。 They have now been months here
on their big salaries … and Cedarcrantz; whom I specially
like as a man; has done nearly nothing; and the Baron; who is
well…meaning; has done worse。 They have these large
salaries; and they have all the taxes; they have made scarce
a foot of road; they have not given a single native a
position … all to white men; they have scarce laid out a
penny on Apia; and scarce a penny on the King; they have
forgot they were in Samoa; or that such a thing as Samoans
existed; and had eyes and some intelligence。 The Chief
Justice has refused to pay his customs! The President
proposed to have an expensive house built for himself; while
the King; his master; has none! I had stood aside; and been
a loyal; and; above all; a silent subject; up to then; but
now I snap my fingers at their MALO。 It is damned; and I'm
damned glad of it。 And this is not all。 Last 'WAINIU;' when
I sent Fanny off to Fiji; I hear the wonderful news that the
Chief Justice is going to Fiji and the Colonies to improve
his mind。 I showed my way of thought to his guest; Count
Wachtmeister; whom I have sent to you with a letter … he will
tell you all the news。 Well; the Chief Justice stayed; but
they said he was to leave yesterday。 I had intended to go
down; and see and warn him! But the President's house had
come up in the meanwhile; and I let them go to their doom;
which I am only anxious to see swiftly and (if it may be)
bloodlessly fall。
Thus I have in a way withdrawn my unrewarded loyalty。 Lloyd
is down to…day with Moors to call on Mataafa; the news of the
excursion made a considerable row in Apia; and both the
German and the English consuls besought Lloyd not to go。 But
he stuck to his purpose; and with my approval。 It's a poor
thing if people are to give up a pleasure party for a MALO
that has never done anything for us but draw taxes; and is
going to go pop; and leave us at the mercy of the identical
Mataafa; whom I have not visited for more than a year; and
who is probably furious。
The sense of my helplessness here has been rather bitter; I
feel it wretched to see this dance of folly and injustice and
unconscious rapacity go forward from day to day; and to be
impotent。 I was not consulted … or only by one man; and that
on particular points; I did not choose to volunteer advice
till some pressing occasion; I have not even a vote; for I am
not a member of the municipality。
What ails you; miserable man; to talk of saving material? I
have a whole world in my head; a whole new society to work;
but I am in no hurry; you will shortly make the acquaintance
of the Island of Ulufanua; on which I mean to lay several
stories; the BLOODY WEDDING; possibly the HIGH WOODS … (O;
it's so good; the High Woods; but the story is craziness;
that's the trouble;) … a political story; the LABOUR SLAVE;
etc。 Ulufanua is an imaginary island; the name is a
beautiful Samoan word for the TOP of a forest; ulu … leaves
or hair; fanua=land。 The ground or country of the leaves。
'Ulufanua the isle of the sea;' read that verse dactylically
and you get the beat; the u's are like our double oo; did
ever you hear a prettier word?
I do not feel inclined to make a volume of Essays; but if I
did; and perhaps the idea is good … and any idea is better
than South Seas … here would be my choice of the Scribner
articles: DREAMS; BEGGARS; LANTERN…BEARERS; RANDOM MEMORIES。
There was a paper called the OLD PACIFIC CAPITAL in Fraser;
in Tulloch's time; which had merit; there were two on
Fontainebleau in the MAGAZINE OF ART in Henley's time。 I
have no idea if they're any good; then there's the EMIGRANT
TRAIN。 PULVIS ET UMBRA is in a different key; and wouldn't
hang on with the rest。
I have just interrupted my letter and read through the
chapter of the HIGH WOODS that is written; a chapter and a
bit; some sixteen pages; really very fetching; but what do
you wish? the story is so wilful; so steep; so silly … it's a
hallucination I have outlived; and yet I never did a better
piece of work; horrid; and pleasing; and extraordinarily
TRUE; it's sixteen pages of the South Seas; their essence。
What am I to do? Lose this little gem … for I'll be bold;
and that's what I think it … or go on with the rest; which I
don't believe in; and don't like; and which can never make
aught but a silly yarn? Make another end to it? Ah; yes;
but that's not the way I write; the whole tale is implied; I
never use an effect; when I can help it; unless it prepares
the effects that are to follow; that's what a story consists
in。 To make another end; that is to make the beginning all
wrong。 The denouement of a long story is nothing; it is just
a 'full close;' which you may approach and accompany as you
please … it is a coda; not an essential member in the rhythm;
but the body and end of a short story is bone of the bone and
blood of the blood of the beginning。 Well; I shall end by
finishing it against my judgment; that fragment is my
Delilah。 Golly; it's good。 I am not shining by modesty; but
I do just love the colour and movement of that piece so far
as it goes。
I was surprised to hear of your fishing。 And you saw the
'Pharos;' thrice fortunate man; I wish I dared go home; I
would ask the Commissioners to take me round for old sake's
sake; and see all my family pictures once more from the Mull
of Galloway to Unst。 However; all is arranged for our
meeting in Ceylon; except the date and the blooming pounds。
I have heard of an exquisite hotel in the country; airy;
large rooms; good cookery; not dear; we shall have a couple
of months t