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JUNE 21ST。





A word more。  I had my breakfast this morning at 4。30!  My 

new cook has beaten me and (as Lloyd says) revenged all the 

cooks in the world。  I have been hunting them to give me 

breakfast early since I was twenty; and now here comes Mr。 

Ratke; and I have to plead for mercy。  I cannot stand 4。30; I 

am a mere fevered wreck; it is now half…past eight; and I can 

no more; and four hours divide me from lunch; the devil take 

the man!  Yesterday it was about 5。30; which I can stand; day 

before 5; which is bad enough; to…day; I give out。  It is 

like a London season; and as I do not take a siesta once in a 

month; and then only five minutes; I am being worn to the 

bones; and look aged and anxious。



We have Rider Haggard's brother here as a Land Commissioner; 

a nice kind of a fellow; indeed; all the three Land 

Commissioners are very agreeable。







CHAPTER X







SUNDAY; SEPT。 5 (?); 1891。





MY DEAR COLVIN; … Yours from Lochinver has just come。  You 

ask me if I am ever homesick for the Highlands and the Isles。  

Conceive that for the last month I have been living there 

between 1786 and 1850; in my grandfather's diaries and 

letters。  I HAD to take a rest; no use talking; so I put in a 

month over my LIVES OF THE STEVENSONS with great pleasure and 

profit and some advance; one chapter and a part drafted。  The 

whole promises well Chapter I。 Domestic Annals。  Chapter II。  

The Northern Lights。  Chapter III。 The Bell Rock。  Chapter 

IV。 A Family of Boys。  Chap。  V。 The Grandfather。  VI。 Alan 

Stevenson。  VII。 Thomas Stevenson。  My materials for my 

great…grandfather are almost null; for my grandfather copious 

and excellent。  Name; a puzzle。  A SCOTTISH FAMILY; A FAMILY 

OF ENGINEERS; NORTHERN LIGHTS; THE ENGINEERS OF THE NORTHERN 

LIGHTS: A FAMILY HISTORY。  Advise; but it will take long。  

Now; imagine if I have been homesick for Barrahead and Island 

Glass; and Kirkwall; and Cape Wrath; and the Wells of the 

Pentland Firth; I could have wept。



Now for politics。  I am much less alarmed; I believe the MALO 

(=RAJ; government) will collapse and cease like an overlain 

infant; without a shot fired。  They have now been months here 

on their big salaries … and Cedarcrantz; whom I specially 

like as a man; has done nearly nothing; and the Baron; who is 

well…meaning; has done worse。  They have these large 

salaries; and they have all the taxes; they have made scarce 

a foot of road; they have not given a single native a 

position … all to white men; they have scarce laid out a 

penny on Apia; and scarce a penny on the King; they have 

forgot they were in Samoa; or that such a thing as Samoans 

existed; and had eyes and some intelligence。  The Chief 

Justice has refused to pay his customs!  The President 

proposed to have an expensive house built for himself; while 

the King; his master; has none!  I had stood aside; and been 

a loyal; and; above all; a silent subject; up to then; but 

now I snap my fingers at their MALO。  It is damned; and I'm 

damned glad of it。  And this is not all。  Last 'WAINIU;' when 

I sent Fanny off to Fiji; I hear the wonderful news that the 

Chief Justice is going to Fiji and the Colonies to improve 

his mind。  I showed my way of thought to his guest; Count 

Wachtmeister; whom I have sent to you with a letter … he will 

tell you all the news。  Well; the Chief Justice stayed; but 

they said he was to leave yesterday。  I had intended to go 

down; and see and warn him!  But the President's house had 

come up in the meanwhile; and I let them go to their doom; 

which I am only anxious to see swiftly and (if it may be) 

bloodlessly fall。



Thus I have in a way withdrawn my unrewarded loyalty。  Lloyd 

is down to…day with Moors to call on Mataafa; the news of the 

excursion made a considerable row in Apia; and both the 

German and the English consuls besought Lloyd not to go。  But 

he stuck to his purpose; and with my approval。  It's a poor 

thing if people are to give up a pleasure party for a MALO 

that has never done anything for us but draw taxes; and is 

going to go pop; and leave us at the mercy of the identical 

Mataafa; whom I have not visited for more than a year; and 

who is probably furious。



The sense of my helplessness here has been rather bitter; I 

feel it wretched to see this dance of folly and injustice and 

unconscious rapacity go forward from day to day; and to be 

impotent。  I was not consulted … or only by one man; and that 

on particular points; I did not choose to volunteer advice 

till some pressing occasion; I have not even a vote; for I am 

not a member of the municipality。



What ails you; miserable man; to talk of saving material?  I 

have a whole world in my head; a whole new society to work; 

but I am in no hurry; you will shortly make the acquaintance 

of the Island of Ulufanua; on which I mean to lay several 

stories; the BLOODY WEDDING; possibly the HIGH WOODS … (O; 

it's so good; the High Woods; but the story is craziness; 

that's the trouble;) … a political story; the LABOUR SLAVE; 

etc。  Ulufanua is an imaginary island; the name is a 

beautiful Samoan word for the TOP of a forest; ulu … leaves 

or hair; fanua=land。  The ground or country of the leaves。  

'Ulufanua the isle of the sea;' read that verse dactylically 

and you get the beat; the u's are like our double oo; did 

ever you hear a prettier word?



I do not feel inclined to make a volume of Essays; but if I 

did; and perhaps the idea is good … and any idea is better 

than South Seas … here would be my choice of the Scribner 

articles: DREAMS; BEGGARS; LANTERN…BEARERS; RANDOM MEMORIES。  

There was a paper called the OLD PACIFIC CAPITAL in Fraser; 

in Tulloch's time; which had merit; there were two on 

Fontainebleau in the MAGAZINE OF ART in Henley's time。  I 

have no idea if they're any good; then there's the EMIGRANT 

TRAIN。  PULVIS ET UMBRA is in a different key; and wouldn't 

hang on with the rest。



I have just interrupted my letter and read through the 

chapter of the HIGH WOODS that is written; a chapter and a 

bit; some sixteen pages; really very fetching; but what do 

you wish? the story is so wilful; so steep; so silly … it's a 

hallucination I have outlived; and yet I never did a better 

piece of work; horrid; and pleasing; and extraordinarily 

TRUE; it's sixteen pages of the South Seas; their essence。  

What am I to do?  Lose this little gem … for I'll be bold; 

and that's what I think it … or go on with the rest; which I 

don't believe in; and don't like; and which can never make 

aught but a silly yarn?  Make another end to it?  Ah; yes; 

but that's not the way I write; the whole tale is implied; I 

never use an effect; when I can help it; unless it prepares 

the effects that are to follow; that's what a story consists 

in。  To make another end; that is to make the beginning all 

wrong。  The denouement of a long story is nothing; it is just 

a 'full close;' which you may approach and accompany as you 

please … it is a coda; not an essential member in the rhythm; 

but the body and end of a short story is bone of the bone and 

blood of the blood of the beginning。  Well; I shall end by 

finishing it against my judgment; that fragment is my 

Delilah。  Golly; it's good。  I am not shining by modesty; but 

I do just love the colour and movement of that piece so far 

as it goes。



I was surprised to hear of your fishing。  And you saw the 

'Pharos;' thrice fortunate man; I wish I dared go home; I 

would ask the Commissioners to take me round for old sake's 

sake; and see all my family pictures once more from the Mull 

of Galloway to Unst。  However; all is arranged for our 

meeting in Ceylon; except the date and the blooming pounds。  

I have heard of an exquisite hotel in the country; airy; 

large rooms; good cookery; not dear; we shall have a couple 

of months t

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