westward ho-第125章
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〃Christ shall give thee light？〃 answered the same unnatural abstracted voice。 〃Yes； so the parsons say。 And they say too； that He is Lord of heaven and earth。 I should have thought His light was as near us here as anywhere； and nearer too； by the look of the place。 Look round！〃 said he； waving a lazy hand； 〃and see the works of God； and the place of Paradise； whither poor weary souls go home and rest； after their masters in the wicked world have used them up； with labor and sorrow； and made them wade knee… deep in bloodI'm tired of blood； and tired of gold。 I'll march no more； I'll fight no more； I'll hunger no more after vanity and vexation of spirit。 What shall I get by it？ Maybe I shall leave my bones in the wilderness。 I can but do that here。 Maybe I shall get home with a few pezos； to die an old cripple in some stinking hovel； that a monkey would scorn to lodge in here。 You may go on； it'll pay you。 You may be a rich man； and a knight； and live in a fine house； and drink good wine； and go to Court； and torment your soul with trying to get more； when you've got too much already； plotting and planning to scramble upon your neighbor's shoulders； as they all didSir Richard； and Mr。 Raleigh； and Chichester； and poor dear old Sir Warham； and all of them that I used to watch when I lived before。 They were no happier than I was then； I'll warrant they are no happier now。 Go your ways； captain； climb to glory upon some other backs than ours； and leave us here in peace； alone with God and God's woods； and the good wives that God has given us； to play a little like school children。 It's long since I've had play…hours； and now I'll be a little child once more； with the flowers； and the singing birds； and the silver fishes in the stream； that are at peace； and think no harm； and want neither clothes； nor money； nor knighthood； nor peerage； but just take what comes； and their heavenly Father feedeth them； and Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of theseand will He not much more feed us； that are of more value than many sparrows？〃
〃And will you live here； shut out from all Christian ordinances？〃
〃Christian ordinances？ Adam and Eve had no parsons in Paradise。 The Lord was their priest； and the Lord was their shepherd； and He'll be ours too。 But go your ways； sir； and send up Sir John Brimblecombe； and let him marry us here Church fashion （though we have sworn troth to each other before God already）； and let him give us the Holy Sacrament once and for all； and then read the funeral service over us； and go his ways； and count us for dead； sirfor dead we are to the wicked worthless world we came out of three years ago。 And when the Lord chooses to call us； the little birds will cover us with leaves； as they did the babies in the wood； and fresher flowers will grow out of our graves； sir； than out of yours in that bare Northam churchyard there beyond the weary； weary； weary sea。〃
His voice died away to a murmur； and his head sank on his breast。
Amyas stood spell…bound。 The effect of the narcotic was all but miraculous in his eyes。 The sustained eloquence； the novel richness of diction in one seemingly drowned in sensual sloth； were； in his eyes； the possession of some evil spirit。 And yet he could not answer the Evil One。 His English heart； full of the divine instinct of duty and public spirit； told him that it must be a lie： but how to prove it a lie？ And he stood for full ten minutes searching for an answer； which seemed to fly farther and farther off the more he sought for it。
His eye glanced upon Ayacanora。 The two girls were whispering to her smilingly。 He saw one of them glance a look toward him； and then say something； which raised a beautiful blush in the maiden's face。 With a playful blow at the speaker； she turned away。 Amyas knew instinctively that they were giving her the same advice as Ebsworthy had given to him。 Oh； how beautiful she was！ Might not the renegades have some reason on their side after all。
He shuddered at the thought： but he could not shake it off。 It glided in like some gaudy snake； and wreathed its coils round all his heart and brain。 He drew back to the other side of the lawn； and thought and thought
Should he ever get home？ If he did； might he not get home a beggar？ Beggar or rich； he would still have to face his mother； to go through that meeting； to tell that tale； perhaps； to hear those reproaches； the forecast of which had weighed on him like a dark thunder…cloud for two weary years； to wipe out which by some desperate deed of glory he had wandered the wilderness； and wandered in vain。
Could he not settle here？ He need not be a savage； he and his might Christianize； civilize； teach equal law； mercy in war； chivalry to women； found a community which might be hereafter as strong a barrier against the encroachments of the Spaniard； as Manoa itself would have been。 Who knew the wealth of the surrounding forests？ Even if there were no gold； there were boundless vegetable treasures。 What might he not export down the rivers？ This might be the nucleus of a great commercial settlement
And yet； was even that worth while？ To settle here only to torment his soul with fresh schemes； fresh ambitions； not to rest； but only to change one labor for another？ Was not your dreamer right？ Did they not all need rest？ What if they each sat down among the flowers； beside an Indian bride？ They might live like Christians； while they lived like the birds of heaven。
What a dead silence！ He looked up and round； the birds had ceased to chirp； the parroquets were hiding behind the leaves； the monkeys were clustered motionless upon the highest twigs； only out of the far depths of the forest； the campanero gave its solemn toll； once； twice； thrice； like a great death…knell rolling down from far cathedral towers。 Was it an omen？ He looked up hastily at Ayacanora。 She was watching him earnestly。 Heavens！ was she waiting for his decision？ Both dropped their eyes。 The decision was not to come from them。
A rustle！ a roar！ a shriek！ and Amyas lifted his eyes in time to see a huge dark bar shoot from the crag above the dreamer's head； among the group of girls。
A dull crash； as the group flew asunder； and in the midst； upon the ground； the tawny limbs of one were writhing beneath the fangs of a black jaguar； the rarest and most terrible of the forest kings。 Of one？ But of which？ Was it Ayacanora？ And sword in hand； Amyas rushed madly forward； before he reached the spot those tortured limbs were still。
It was not Ayacanora； for with a shriek which rang through the woods； the wretched dreamer； wakened thus at last； sprang up and felt for his sword。 Fool！ he had left it in his hammock！ Screaming the name of his dead bride； he rushed on the jaguar； as it crouched above its prey； and seizing its head with teeth and nails； worried it； in the ferocity of his madness； like a mastiff… dog。
The brute wrenched its head from his grasp； and raised its dreadful paw。 Another moment and the husband's corpse would have lain by the wife's。
But high in air gleamed Amyas's blade； down with all the weight of his huge body and strong arm； fell that most trusty steel； the head of the jaguar dropped grinning on its victim's corpse；
〃And all stood still； who saw him fall； While men might count a score。〃
〃O Lord Jesus；〃 said Amyas to himself； 〃Thou hast answered the devil for me！ And this is the selfish rest for which I would have bartered the rest which comes by working where Thou hast put me！〃
They bore away the lithe corpse into the forest； and buried it under soft moss and virgin mould； and so the fair clay was transfigured into fairer flowers； and the poor； gentle； untaught spirit returned to God who gave it。
And then Amyas went sadly and silently back again； and Parracombe walked after him； like one who walks in sleep。
Ebsworthy； sobered by the shock； entreated to come too： but Amyas forbade him gently；
〃No； lad； you are forgiven。 God forbid that I should judge you or any man！ Sir John shall come up and marry you； and then； if it still be your will to stay； the Lord forgive you； if you be wrong； in the meanwhile； we will lea
