hippolytus-第3章
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bore a son to lord it over thine； a bastard born but not a bastard
bred； whom well thou knowest； e'en Hippolytus…
（At the mention of his name PHAEDRA'S attention is suddenly caught。）
PHAEDRA
Oh！ oh！
NURSE
Ha！ doth that touch the quick？
PHAEDRA
Thou hast undone me； nurse； I do adjure by the gods； mention
that man no more。
NURSE
There now！ thou art thyself again； but e'en yet refusest to aid
thy children and preserve thy life。
PHAEDRA
My babes I love； but there is another storm that buffets me。
NURSE
Daughter； are thy hands from bloodshed pure？
PHAEDRA
My hands are pure； but on my soul there rests a stain。
NURSE
The issue of some enemy's secret witchery？
PHAEDRA
A friend is my destroyer； one unwilling as myself。
NURSE
Hath Theseus wronged thee in any wise？
PHAEDRA
Never may I prove untrue to himl
NURSE
Then what strange mystery is there that drives thee on to die？
PHAEDRA
O； let my sin and me alone； 'tis not 'gainst thee I sin。
NURSE
Never willingly！ and； if I fail； 'twill rest at thy door。
PHAEDRA
How now？ thou usest force in clinging to my hand。
NURSE
Yea； and I will never loose my hold upon thy knees。
PHAEDRA
Alas for thee！ my sorrows； shouldst thou learn them； would
recoil on thee。
NURSE
What keener grief for me than failing to win thee？
PHAEDRA
'Twill be death to thee； though to me that brings renown。
NURSE
And dost thou then conceal this boon despite my prayers？
PHAEDRA
I do； for 'tis out of shame I am planning an honourable escape。
NURSE
Tell it； and thine honour shall the brighter shine。
PHAEDRA
Away； I do conjure thee； loose my hand。
NURSE
I will not； for the boon thou shouldst have granted me is denied。
PHAEDRA
I will grant it out of reverence for thy holy suppliant touch。
NURSE
Henceforth I hold my peace； 'tis thine to speak from now。
PHAEDRA
Ah！ hapless mother； what a love was thine！
NURSE
Her love for the bull？ daughter； or what meanest thou？
PHAEDRA
And woe to thee！ my sister； bride of Dionysus。
NURSE
What ails thee； child？ speaking ill of kith and kin。
PHAEDRA
Myself the third to suffer！ how am I undone！
NURSE
Thou strik'st me dumb！ Where will this history end？
PHAEDRA
That 〃love〃 has been our curse from time long past。
NURSE
I know no more of what I fain would learn。
PHAEDRA
Ah！ would thou couldst say for me what I have to tell。
NURSE
I aw no prophetess to unriddle secrets。
PHAEDRA
What is it they mean when they talk of people being in 〃love…〃？
NURSE
At once the sweetest and the bitterest thing； my child。
PHAEDRA
I shall only find the latter half。
NURSE
Ha！ my child； art thou in love？
PHAEDRA
The Amazon's son； whoever he may be…
NURSE
Mean'st thou Hippolytus？
PHAEDRA
'Twas thou； not I； that spoke his name。
NURSE
O heavens！ what is this； my child？ Thou hast ruined me。
Outrageous！ friends； I will not live and bear it； hateful is life；
hateful to mine eyes the light。 This body I resign； will cast it
off； and rid me of existence by my death。 Farewell； my life is o'er。
Yea； for the chaste I have wicked passions； 'gainst their will
maybe； but still they have。 Cypris； it seems； is not goddess after
all； but something greater far； for she hath been the ruin of my
lady and of me and our whole family。
CHORUS （chanting）
O； too clearly didst thou hear our queen uplift her voice to
tell her startling tale of piteous suffering。 Come death ere I reach
thy state of feeling； loved mistress。 O horrible！ woe； for these
miseries！ woe； for the sorrows on which mortals feed！ Thou art undone！
thou hast disclosed thy sin to heaven's light。 What hath each
passing day and every hour in store for thee？ Some strange event
will come to pass in this house。 For it is no longer uncertain where
the star of thy love is setting； thou hapless daughter of Crete。
PHAEDRA
Women of Troezen； who dwell here upon the frontier edge of Pelops'
land； oft ere now in heedless mood through the long hours of night
have I wondered why man's life is spoiled； and it seems to me their
evil case is not due to any natural fault of judgment； for there be
many dowered with sense； but we must view the matter in this light： by
teaching and experience to learn the right but neglect it in practice；
some from sloth； others from preferring pleasure of some kind or other
to duty。 Now life has many pleasures； protracted talk； and leisure；
that seductive evil； likewise there is shame which is of two kinds；
one a noble quality； the other a curse to families； but if for each
its proper time were clearly known； these twain could not have had the
selfsame letters to denote them。 So then since I had made up my mind
on these points； 'twas not likely any drug would alter it and make
me think the contrary。 And I will tell the too the way my judgment
went。 When love wounded me； I bethought me how I best might bear the
smart。 So from that day forth I began to hide in silence what I
suffered。 For I put no faith in counsellors； who know well to
lecture others for presumption； yet themselves have countless troubles
of their own。 Next I did devise noble endurance of these wanton
thoughts； striving by continence for victory。 And last when I could
not succeed in mastering love hereby； methought it best to die； and
none can gainsay my purpose。 For fain I would my virtue should to
all appear； my shame have few to witness it。 I knew my sickly
passion now； to yield to it I saw how infamous； and more； I learnt
to know so well that I was but woman； a thing the world detests。
Curses； hideous curses on that wife who first did shame her
marriage…vow for lovers other than her lord！ 'Twas from noble families
this curse began to spread among our sex。 For when the noble
countenance disgrace； poor folk of course will think that it is right。
Those too I hate who make profession of purity； though in secret
reckless sinners。 How can these； queen Cypris； ocean's child； e'er
look their husbands in the face？ do they never feel one guilty
thrill that their accomplice； night； or the chambers of their house
will find a voice and speak？ This it is that calls on me to die；
kind friends； that so I may ne'er be found to have disgraced my
lord； or the children I have borne； no！ may they grow up and dwell
in glorious Athens； free to speak and act； heirs to such fair fame
as a mother can bequeath。 For to know that father or mother has sinned
doth turn the stoutest heart to slavishness。 This alone； men say；
can stand the buffets of life's battle； a just and virtuous soul in
whomsoever found。 For time unmasks the villain soon or late； holding
up to them a mirror as to some blooming maid。 'Mongst such may I be
never seen！
LEADER OF THE CHORUS
Now look！ how fair is chastity however viewed； whose fruit is good
repute amongst men。
NURSE
My queen； 'tis true thy tale of woe； but lately told； did for
the moment strike me with wild alarm； but now I do reflect upon my
foolishness； second thoughts are often best even with men。 Thy fate is
no uncommon nor past one's calculations； thou art stricken by the
passion Cypris sends。 Thou art in love； what wonder？ so are many more。
Wilt thou； because thou lov'st； destroy thyself？ 'Tis little gain； I
trow； for those who love or yet may love their fellows； if death
must be their end； for though the Love…Queen's onset in her might is
more than man can bear； yet doth she gently visit yielding hearts； and
only when she finds a proud unnatural spirit； doth she take and mock
it past belief。 Her path is in the sky； and mid the ocean's surge
she rides； from her all nature springs； she sows the seeds of love；
inspires
