the way of all flesh-第40章
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develop； and was more pleased with his receptiveness and
reproductiveness than alarmed at the things he caught and
reproduced。
She saw that he was much attached to herself； and trusted to this
rather than to anything else。 She saw also that his conceit was not
very profound； and that his fits of self…abasement were as extreme
as his exaltation had been。 His impulsiveness and sanguine
trustfulness in anyone who smiled pleasantly at him； or indeed was
not absolutely unkind to him； made her more anxious about him than
any other point in his character； she saw clearly that he would have
to find himself rudely undeceived many a time and oft； before he
would learn to distinguish friend from foe within reasonable time。
It was her perception of this which led her to take the action which
she was so soon called upon to take。
Her health was for the most part excellent； and she had never had a
serious illness in her life。 One morning； however； soon after
Easter 1850； she awoke feeling seriously unwell。 For some little
time there had been a talk of fever in the neighbourhood； but in
those days the precautions that ought to be taken against the spread
of infection were not so well understood as now； and nobody did
anything。 In a day or two it became plain that Miss Pontifex had
got an attack of typhoid fever and was dangerously ill。 On this she
sent off a messenger to town； and desired him not to return without
her lawyer and myself。
We arrived on the afternoon of the day on which we had been
summoned； and found her still free from delirium： indeed； the
cheery way in which she received us made it difficult to think she
could be in danger。 She at once explained her wishes； which had
reference； as I expected； to her nephew； and repeated the substance
of what I have already referred to as her main source of uneasiness
concerning him。 Then she begged me by our long and close intimacy；
by the suddenness of the danger that had fallen on her and her
powerlessness to avert it； to undertake what she said she well knew；
if she died； would be an unpleasant and invidious trust。
She wanted to leave the bulk of her money ostensibly to me； but in
reality to her nephew； so that I should hold it in trust for him
till he was twenty…eight years old； but neither he nor anyone else；
except her lawyer and myself； was to know anything about it。 She
would leave 5000 pounds in other legacies； and 15；000 pounds to
Ernestwhich by the time he was twenty…eight would have accumulated
to； say； 30；000 pounds。 〃Sell out the debentures；〃 she said； 〃where
the money now isand put it into Midland Ordinary。〃
〃Let him make his mistakes；〃 she said； 〃upon the money his
grandfather left him。 I am no prophet； but even I can see that it
will take that boy many years to see things as his neighbours see
them。 He will get no help from his father and mother； who would
never forgive him for his good luck if I left him the money
outright； I daresay I am wrong； but I think he will have to lose the
greater part or all of what he has； before he will know how to keep
what he will get from me。〃
Supposing he went bankrupt before he was twenty…eight years old； the
money was to be mine absolutely； but she could trust me； she said；
to hand it over to Ernest in due time。
〃If；〃 she continued； 〃I am mistaken； the worst that can happen is
that he will come into a larger sum at twenty…eight instead of a
smaller sum at； say； twenty…three； for I would never trust him with
it earlier； andif he knows nothing about it he will not be unhappy
for the want of it。〃
She begged me to take 2000 pounds in return for the trouble I should
have in taking charge of the boy's estate； and as a sign of the
testatrix's hope that I would now and again look after him while he
was still young。 The remaining 3000 pounds I was to pay in legacies
and annuities to friends and servants。
In vain both her lawyer and myself remonstrated with her on the
unusual and hazardous nature of this arrangement。 We told her that
sensible people will not take a more sanguine view concerning human
nature than the Courts of Chancery do。 We said； in fact； everything
that anyone else would say。 She admitted everything； but urged that
her time was short； that nothing would induce her to leave her money
to her nephew in the usual way。 〃It is an unusually foolish will；〃
she said； 〃but he is an unusually foolish boy；〃 and she smiled quite
merrily at her little sally。 Like all the rest of her family； she
was very stubborn when her mind was made up。 So the thing was done
as she wished it。
No provision was made for either my death or Ernest'sMiss Pontifex
had settled it that we were neither of us going to die； and was too
ill to go into details； she was so anxious； moreover； to sign her
will while still able to do so that we had practically no
alternative but to do as she told us。 If she recovered we could see
things put on a more satisfactory footing； and further discussion
would evidently impair her chances of recovery； it seemed then only
too likely that it was a case of this will or no will at all。
When the will was signed I wrote a letter in duplicate； saying that
I held all Miss Pontifex had left me in trust for Ernest except as
regards 5000 pounds； but that he was not to come into the bequest；
and was to know nothing whatever about it directly or indirectly；
till he was twenty…eight years old； and if he was bankrupt before he
came into it the money was to be mine absolutely。 At the foot of
each letter Miss Pontifex wrote； 〃The above was my understanding
when I made my will；〃 and then signed her name。 The solicitor and
his clerk witnessed； I kept one copy myself and handed the other to
Miss Pontifex's solicitor。
When all this had been done she became more easy in her mind。 She
talked principally about her nephew。 〃Don't scold him；〃 she said；
〃if he is volatile； and continually takes things up only to throw
them down again。 How can he find out his strength or weakness
otherwise？ A man's profession；〃 she said； and here she gave one of
her wicked little laughs； 〃is not like his wife； which he must take
once for all； for better for worse； without proof beforehand。 Let
him go here and there； and learn his truest liking by finding out
what； after all； he catches himself turning to most habituallythen
let him stick to this； but I daresay Ernest will be forty or five
and forty before he settles down。 Then all his previous
infidelities will work together to him for good if he is the boy I
hope he is。
〃Above all；〃 she continued； 〃do not let him work up to his full
strength； except once or twice in his lifetime； nothing is well done
nor worth doing unless； take it all round； it has come pretty
easily。 Theobald and Christina would give him a pinch of salt and
tell him to put it on the tails of the seven deadly virtues；〃here
she laughed again in her old manner at once so mocking and so sweet…
…〃I think if he likes pancakes he had perhaps better eat them on
Shrove Tuesday； but this is enough。〃 These were the last coherent
words she spoke。 From that time she grew continually worse； and was
never free from delirium till her deathwhich took place less than
a fortnight afterwards； to the inexpressible grief of those who knew
and loved her。
CHAPTER XXXVI
Letters had been written to Miss Pontifex's brothers and sisters；
and one and all came post…haste to Roughborough。 Before they
arrived the poor lady was already delirious； and for the sake of her
own peace at the last I am half glad she never recovered
consciousness。
I had known these people all their lives； as none can know each
other but those who have played together as children； I knew how
they had all of themperhaps Theobald least； but all of them more
or lessmade her life a burden to her until the death of her father
had made her her own mistress； and I was displeased at their coming
one after the other to Roughborough； and inquiring whether their
sister had recovered consciousness sufficiently to be able to see
them。 It was known that she had sent for me on being taken ill； and
that I remained at Roughborough； and I ow
