desperate remedies-第59章

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bright　future。　。　。　　How　many　weeks　are　there　to　the　time？'

'I　have　not　reckoned　them。'

'Not？　　Fancy　a　girl　not　counting　the　weeks！　　I　find　I　must　take　the
lead　in　this　matteryou　are　so　childish；　or　frightened；　or　stupid；
or　something；　about　it；　Bring　me　my　diary；　and　we　will　count　them　at
once。'

Cytherea　silently　fetched　the　book。

Miss　Aldclyffe　opened　the　diary　at　the　page　containing　the　almanac；
and　counted　sixteen　weeks；　which　brought　her　to　the　thirty…first　of
Decembera　Sunday。　　Cytherea　stood　by；　looking　on　as　if　she　had　no
appetite　for　the　scene。

'Sixteen　to　the　thirty…first。　　Then　let　me　see；　Monday　will　be　the
first　of　January；　Tuesday　the　second；　Wednesday　third；　Thursday
fourth；　Friday　fifthyou　have　chosen　a　Friday；　as　I　declare！'

'A　Thursday；　surely？'　said　Cytherea。

'No：　　Old　Christmas　Day　comes　on　a　Saturday。'

The　perturbed　little　brain　had　reckoned　wrong。　　'Well；　it　must　be　a
Friday；'　she　murmured　in　a　reverie。

'No：　　have　it　altered；　of　course；'　said　Miss　Aldclyffe　cheerfully。
'There's　nothing　bad　in　Friday；　but　such　a　creature　as　you　will　be
thinking　about　its　being　unluckyin　fact；　I　wouldn't　choose　a
Friday　myself　to　be　married　on；　since　all　the　other　days　are　equally
available。'

'I　shall　not　have　it　altered；'　said　Cytherea　firmly；　'it　has　been
altered　once　already：　　I　shall　let　it　be。'



XIII。　　THE　EVENTS　OF　ONE　DAY

1。　　THE　FIFTH　OF　JANUARY。　　BEFORE　DAWN

We　pass　over　the　intervening　weeks。　　The　time　of　the　story　is　thus
advanced　more　than　a　quarter　of　a　year。

On　the　midnight　preceding　the　morning　which　would　make　her　the　wife
of　a　man　whose　presence　fascinated　her　into　involuntariness　of
bearing；　and　whom　in　absence　she　almost　dreaded；　Cytherea　lay　in　her
little　bed；　vainly　endeavouring　to　sleep。

She　had　been　looking　back　amid　the　years　of　her　short　though　varied
past；　and　thinking　of　the　threshold　upon　which　she　stood。　　Days　and
months　had　dimmed　the　form　of　Edward　Springrove　like　the　gauzes　of　a
vanishing　stage…scene；　but　his　dying　voice　could　still　be　heard
faintly　behind。　　That　a　soft　small　chord　in　her　still　vibrated　true
to　his　memory；　she　would　not　admit：　　that　she　did　not　approach
Manston　with　feelings　which　could　by　any　stretch　of　words　be　called
hymeneal；　she　calmly　owned。

'Why　do　I　marry　him？'　she　said　to　herself。　　'Because　Owen；　dear　Owen
my　brother；　wishes　me　to　marry　him。　　Because　Mr。　Manston　is；　and　has
been；　uniformly　kind　to　Owen；　and　to　me。　　〃Act　in　obedience　to　the
dictates　of　common…sense；〃　Owen　said；　〃and　dread　the　sharp　sting　of
poverty。　　How　many　thousands　of　women　like　you　marry　every　year　for
the　same　reason；　to　secure　a　home；　and　mere　ordinary；　material
comforts；　which　after　all　go　far　to　make　life　endurable；　even　if　not
supremely　happy。〃

''Tis　right；　I　suppose；　for　him　to　say　that。　　O；　if　people　only　knew
what　a　timidity　and　melancholy　upon　the　subject　of　her　future　grows
up　in　the　heart　of　a　friendless　woman　who　is　blown　about　like　a　reed
shaken　with　the　wind；　as　I　am；　they　would　not　call　this　resignation
of　one's　self　by　the　name　of　scheming　to　get　a　husband。　　Scheme　to
marry？　　I'd　rather　scheme　to　die！　　I　know　I　am　not　pleasing　my
heart；　I　know　that　if　I　only　were　concerned；　I　should　like　risking　a
single　future。　　But　why　should　I　please　my　useless　self　overmuch；
when　by　doing　otherwise　I　please　those　who　are　more　valuable　than
I？'

In　the　midst　of　desultory　reflections　like　these；　which　alternated
with　surmises　as　to　the　inexplicable　connection　that　appeared　to
exist　between　her　intended　husband　and　Miss　Aldclyffe；　she　heard
dull　noises　outside　the　walls　of　the　house；　which　she　could　not
quite　fancy　to　be　caused　by　the　wind。　　She　seemed　doomed　to　such
disturbances　at　critical　periods　of　her　existence。　　'It　is　strange；'
she　pondered；　'that　this　my　last　night　in　Knapwater　House　should　be
disturbed　precisely　as　my　first　was；　no　occurrence　of　the　kind
having　intervened。'

As　the　minutes　glided　by　the　noise　increased；　sounding　as　if　some
one　were　beating　the　wall　below　her　window　with　a　bunch　of　switches。
She　would　gladly　have　left　her　room　and　gone　to　stay　with　one　of　the
maids；　but　they　were　without　doubt　all　asleep。

The　only　person　in　the　house　likely　to　be　awake；　or　who　would　have
brains　enough　to　comprehend　her　nervousness；　was　Miss　Aldclyffe；　but
Cytherea　never　cared　to　go　to　Miss　Aldclyffe's　room；　though　she　was
always　welcome　there；　and　was　often　almost　compelled　to　go　against
her　will。

The　oft…repeated　noise　of　switches　grew　heavier　upon　the　wall；　and
was　now　intermingled　with　creaks；　and　a　rattling　like　the　rattling
of　dice。　　The　wind　blew　stronger；　there　came　first　a　snapping；　then
a　crash；　and　some　portion　of　the　mystery　was　revealed。　　It　was　the
breaking　off　and　fall　of　a　branch　from　one　of　the　large　trees
outside。　　The　smacking　against　the　wall；　and　the　intermediate
rattling；　ceased　from　that　time。

Well；　it　was　the　tree　which　had　caused　the　noises。　　The　unexplained
matter　was　that　neither　of　the　trees　ever　touched　the　walls　of　the
house　during　the　highest　wind；　and　that　trees　could　not　rattle　like
a　man　playing　castanets　or　shaking　dice。

She　thought；　'Is　it　the　intention　of　Fate　that　something　connected
with　these　noises　shall　influence　my　future　as　in　the　last　case　of
the　kind？'

During　the　dilemma　she　fell　into　a　troubled　sleep；　and　dreamt　that
she　was　being　whipped　with　dry　bones　suspended　on　strings；　which
rattled　at　every　blow　like　those　of　a　malefactor　on　a　gibbet；　that
she　shifted　and　shrank　and　avoided　every　blow；　and　they　fell　then
upon　the　wall　to　which　she　was　tied。　　She　could　not　see　the　face　of
the　executioner　for　his　mask；　but　his　form　was　like　Manston's。

'Thank　Heaven！'　she　said；　when　she　awoke　and　saw　a　faint　light
struggling　through　her　blind。　　'Now　what　were　those　noises？'　　To
settle　that　question　seemed　more　to　her　than　the　event　of　the　day。

She　pulled　the　blind　aside　and　looked　out。　　All　was　plain。　　The
evening　previous　had　closed　in　with　a　grey　drizzle；　borne　upon　a
piercing　air　from　the　north；　and　now　its　effects　were　visible。　　The
hoary　drizzle　still　continued；　but　the　trees　and　shrubs　were　laden
with　icicles　to　an　extent　such　as　she　had　never　before　witnessed。　　A
shoot　of　the　diameter　of　a　pin's　head　was　iced　as　thick　as　her
finger；　all　the　boughs　in　the　park　were　bent　almost　to　the　earth
with　the　immense　weight　of　the　glistening　incumbrance；　the　walks
were　like　a　looking…glass。　　Many　boughs　had　snapped　beneath　their
burden；　and　lay　in　heaps　upon　the　icy　grass。　　Opposite　her　eye；　on
the　nearest　tree；　was　a　fresh　yellow　scar；　showing　where　the　branch
that　had　terrified　her　had　been　splintered　from　the　trunk。

'I　never　could　have　believed　it　possible；'　she　thought；　surveying
the　bowed…down　branches；　'that　trees　would　bend　so　far　out　of　their
true　positions　without　breaking。'　　By　watching　a　twig　she　could　see
a　drop　collect　upon　it　from　the　hoary　fog；　sink　to　the　lowest　point；
and　there　become　coagulated　as　the　others　had　done。

'Or　that　I　could　so　exactly　have　imitated　them；'　she　continued。　　'On
this　morning　I　am　to　be　marriedunless　this　is　a　scheme　of　the
great　Mother　to　hinder　a　union　of　which　she　does　not　approve。　　Is　it
possible　for　my　wedding　to　take　place　in　the　face　of　such　weather　as
this？'

2。　　MORNING

Her　brother　Owen　was　staying　with　Manston　at　the　Old　House。
Contrary　to　the　opinion　of　the　doctors；　the　wound　had　healed　after
the　first　surgical　operation；　and　his　leg　was　gradually　acquiring
strength；　though　he　could　only　as　yet　get　about　on　crutches；　or
ride；　or　be　dragged　in　a　chair。

Miss　Aldclyffe　had　arranged　that　Cytherea　should　be　married　from
Knapwater　House；　and　not　from　her　brother's　lodgings　at　Budmouth；
which　was　Cytherea's　first　idea。　　Owen；　too；　seemed　to　prefer　the
plan。　　The　capricious　old　maid　had　latterly　taken　to　the
contemplation　of　the　wedding　with　even　greater　warmth　than　had　at
first　inspired　her；　and　appeared　determined　to　do　everything　in　her
power；　consistent　with　her　dignity；　to　render　the　adjuncts　of　the
ceremony　pleasing　and　complete。

But　the　weather　seemed　in　flat　contradiction　of　the　whole
proceeding。　　At　eight　o'clock　the　coa