the mysterious portrait-第14章
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branches of trees; ate only uncooked roots; dragged about a stone from
place to place; stood in one spot with his hands lifted to heaven;
from the rising until the going down of the sun; reciting prayers
without cessation。 In this manner did he for several years exhaust his
body; invigorating it; at the same time; with the strength of fervent
prayer。
〃At length; one day he returned to the cloister; and said firmly to
the prior; 'Now I am ready。 If God wills; I will finish my task。' The
subject he selected was the Birth of Christ。 A whole year he sat over
it; without leaving his cell; barely sustaining himself with coarse
food; and praying incessantly。 At the end of the year the picture was
ready。 It was a really wonderful work。 Neither prior nor brethren knew
much about painting; but all were struck with the marvellous holiness
of the figures。 The expression of reverent humility and gentleness in
the face of the Holy Mother; as she bent over the Child; the deep
intelligence in the eyes of the Holy Child; as though he saw something
afar; the triumphant silence of the Magi; amazed by the Divine
Miracle; as they bowed at his feet: and finally; the indescribable
peace which emanated from the whole pictureall this was presented
with such strength and beauty; that the impression it made was
magical。 All the brethren threw themselves on their knees before it;
and the prior; deeply affected; exclaimed; 'No; it is impossible for
any artist; with the assistance only of earthly art; to produce such a
picture: a holy; divine power has guided thy brush; and the blessing
of Heaven rested upon thy labour!'
〃By that time I had completed my education at the academy; received
the gold medal; and with it the joyful hope of a journey to Italythe
fairest dream of a twenty…year…old artist。 It only remained for me to
take leave of my father; from whom I had been separated for twelve
years。 I confess that even his image had long faded from my memory。 I
had heard somewhat of his grim saintliness; and rather expected to
meet a hermit of rough exterior; a stranger to everything in the
world; except his cell and his prayers; worn out; tried up; by eternal
fasting and penance。 But how great was my surprise when a handsome old
man stood before me! No traces of exhaustion were visible on his
countenance: it beamed with the light of a heavenly joy。 His beard;
white as snow; and his thin; almost transparent hair of the same
silvery hue; fell picturesquely upon his breast; and upon the folds of
his black gown; even to the rope with which his poor monastic garb was
girded。 But most surprising to me of all was to hear from his mouth
such words and thoughts about art as; I confess; I long shall bear in
mind; and I sincerely wish that all my comrades would do the same。
〃'I expected you; my son;' he said; when I approached for his
blessing。 'The path awaits you in which your life is henceforth to
flow。 Your path is puredesert it not。 You have talent: talent is the
most priceless of God's giftsdestroy it not。 Search out; subject all
things to your brush; but in all see that you find the hidden soul;
and most of all; strive to attain to the grand secret of creation。
Blessed is the elect one who masters that! There is for him no mean
object in nature。 In lowly themes the artist creator is as great as in
great ones: in the despicable there is nothing for him to despise; for
it passes through the purifying fire of his mind。 An intimation of
God's heavenly paradise is contained for the artist in art; and by
that alone is it higher than all else。 But by as much as triumphant
rest is grander than every earthly emotion; by so much is the lofty
creation of art higher than everything else on earth。 Sacrifice
everything to it; and love it with passionnot with the passion
breathing with earthly desire; but a peaceful; heavenly passion。 It
cannot plant discord in the spirit; but ascends; like a resounding
prayer; eternally to God。 But there are moments; dark moments' He
paused; and I observed that his bright face darkened; as though some
cloud crossed it for a moment。 'There is one incident of my life;' he
said。 'Up to this moment; I cannot understand what that terrible being
was of whom I painted a likeness。 It was certainly some diabolical
apparition。 I know that the world denies the existence of the Devil;
and therefore I will not speak of him。 I will only say that I painted
him with repugnance: I felt no liking for my work; even at the time。 I
tried to force myself; and; stifling every emotion in a hard…hearted
way; to be true to nature。 I have been informed that this portrait is
passing from hand to hand; and sowing unpleasant impressions;
inspiring artists with feelings of envy; of dark hatred towards their
brethren; with malicious thirst for persecution and oppression。 May
the Almighty preserve you from such passions! There is nothing more
terrible。'
〃He blessed and embraced me。 Never in my life was I so grandly moved。
Reverently; rather than with the feeling of a son; I leaned upon his
breast; and kissed his scattered silver locks。
〃Tears shone in his eyes。 'Fulfil my one request; my son;' said he; at
the moment of parting。 'You may chance to see the portrait I have
mentioned somewhere。 You will know it at once by the strange eyes; and
their peculiar expression。 Destroy it at any cost。'
〃Judge for yourselves whether I could refuse to promise; with an oath;
to fulfil this request。 In the space of fifteen years I had never
succeeded in meeting with anything which in any way corresponded to
the description given me by my father; until now; all of a sudden; at
an auction〃
The artist did not finish his sentence; but turned his eyes to the
wall in order to glance once more at the portrait。 The entire throng
of auditors made the same movement; seeking the wonderful portrait
with their eyes。 But; to their extreme amazement; it was no longer on
the wall。 An indistinct murmur and exclamation ran through the crowd;
and then was heard distinctly the word; 〃stolen。〃 Some one had
succeeded in carrying it off; taking advantage of the fact that the
attention of the spectators was distracted by the story。 And those
present long remained in a state of surprise; not knowing whether they
had really seen those remarkable eyes; or whether it was simply a
dream which had floated for an instant before their eyesight; strained
with long gazing at old pictures。