the mysterious portrait-第13章
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character。 He was possessed by a troubled; uneasy feeling; of which he
was unable to explain the cause; and he soon committed a deed which no
one could have expected of him。 For some time the works of one of his
pupils had been attracting the attention of a small circle of
connoisseurs and amateurs。 My father had perceived his talent; and
manifested a particular liking for him in consequence。 Suddenly the
general interest in him and talk about him became unendurable to my
father who grew envious of him。 Finally; to complete his vexation; he
learned that his pupil had been asked to paint a picture for a
recently built and wealthy church。 This enraged him。 'No; I will not
permit that fledgling to triumph!' said he: 'it is early; friend; to
think of consigning old men to the gutters。 I still have powers; God
be praised! We'll soon see which will put down the other。'
〃And this straightforward; honourable man employed intrigues which he
had hitherto abhorred。 He finally contrived that there should be a
competition for the picture which other artists were permitted to
enter into。 Then he shut himself up in his room; and grasped his brush
with zeal。 It seemed as if he were striving to summon all his strength
up for this occasion。 And; in fact; the result turned out to be one of
his best works。 No one doubted that he would bear off the palm。 The
pictures were placed on exhibition; and all the others seemed to his
as night to day。 But of a sudden; one of the members present; an
ecclesiastical personage if I mistake not; made a remark which
surprised every one。 'There is certainly much talent in this artist's
picture;' said he; 'but no holiness in the faces: there is even; on
the contrary; a demoniacal look in the eyes; as though some evil
feeling had guided the artist's hand。' All looked; and could not but
acknowledge the truth of these words。 My father rushed forward to his
picture; as though to verify for himself this offensive remark; and
perceived with horror that he had bestowed the usurer's eyes upon
nearly all the figures。 They had such a diabolical gaze that he
involuntarily shuddered。 The picture was rejected; and he was forced
to hear; to his indescribable vexation; that the palm was awarded to
his pupil。
〃It is impossible to describe the state of rage in which he returned
home。 He almost killed my mother; he drove the children away; broke
his brushes and easels; tore down the usurer's portrait from the wall;
demanded a knife; and ordered a fire to be built in the chimney;
intending to cut it in pieces and burn it。 A friend; an artist; caught
him in the act as he entered the rooma jolly fellow; always
satisfied with himself; inflated by unattainable wishes; doing daily
anything that came to hand; and taking still more gaily to his dinner
and little carouses。
〃'What are you doing? What are you preparing to burn?' he asked; and
stepped up to the portrait。 'Why; this is one of your very best works。
It is the usurer who died a short time ago: yes; it is a most perfect
likeness。 You did not stop until you had got into his very eyes。 Never
did eyes look as these do now。'
〃'Well; I'll see how they look in the fire!' said my father; making a
movement to fling the portrait into the grate。
〃'Stop; for Heaven's sake!' exclaimed his friend; restraining him:
'give it to me; rather; if it offends your eyes to such a degree。' My
father resisted; but yielded at length; and the jolly fellow; well
pleased with his acquisition; carried the portrait home with him。
〃When he was gone; my father felt more calm。 The burden seemed to have
disappeared from his soul in company with the portrait。 He was
surprised himself at his evil feelings; his envy; and the evident
change in his character。 Reviewing his acts; he became sad at heart;
and not without inward sorrow did he exclaim; 'No; it was God who
punished me! my picture; in fact; was meant to ruin my brother…man。 A
devilish feeling of envy guided my brush; and that devilish feeling
must have made itself visible in it。'
〃He set out at once to seek his former pupil; embraced him warmly;
begged his forgiveness; and endeavoured as far as possible to excuse
his own fault。 His labours continued as before; but his face was more
frequently thoughtful。 He prayed more; grew more taciturn; and
expressed himself less sharply about people: even the rough exterior
of his character was modified to some extent。 But a certain occurrence
soon disturbed him more than ever。 He had seen nothing for a long time
of the comrade who had begged the portrait of him。 He had already
decided to hunt him up; when the latter suddenly made his appearance
in his room。 After a few words and questions on both sides; he said;
'Well; brother; it was not without cause that you wished to burn that
portrait。 Devil take it; there's something horrible about it! I don't
believe in sorcerers; but; begging your pardon; there's an unclean
spirit in it。'
〃'How so?' asked my father。
〃'Well; from the very moment I hung it up in my room I felt such
depressionjust as if I wanted to murder some one。 I never knew in my
life what sleeplessness was; but I suffered not from sleeplessness
alone; but from such dreams!I cannot tell whether they were dreams;
or what; it was as if a demon were strangling one: and the old man
appeared to me in my sleep。 In short; I can't describe my state of
mind。 I had a sensation of fear; as if expecting something unpleasant。
I felt as if I could not speak a cheerful or sincere word to any one:
it was just as if a spy were sitting over me。 But from the very hour
that I gave that portrait to my nephew; who asked for it; I felt as if
a stone had been rolled from my shoulders; and became cheerful; as you
see me now。 Well; brother; you painted the very Devil!'
〃During this recital my father listened with unswerving attention; and
finally inquired; 'And your nephew now has the portrait?'
〃'My nephew; indeed! he could not stand it!' said the jolly fellow:
'do you know; the soul of that usurer has migrated into it; he jumps
out of the frame; walks about the room; and what my nephew tells of
him is simply incomprehensible。 I should take him for a lunatic; if I
had not undergone a part of it myself。 He sold it to some collector of
pictures; and he could not stand it either; and got rid of it to some
one else。'
〃This story produced a deep impression on my father。 He grew seriously
pensive; fell into hypochondria; and finally became fully convinced
that his brush had served as a tool of the Devil; and that a portion
of the usurer's vitality had actually passed into the portrait; and
was now troubling people; inspiring diabolical excitement; beguiling
painters from the true path; producing the fearful torments of envy;
and so forth。 Three catastrophes which occurred afterwards; three
sudden deaths of wife; daughter; and infant son; he regarded as a
divine punishment on him; and firmly resolved to withdraw from the
world。
〃As soon as I was nine years old; he placed me in an academy of
painting; and; paying all his debts; retired to a lonely cloister;
where he soon afterwards took the vows。 There he amazed every one by
the strictness of his life; and his untiring observance of all the
monastic rules。 The prior of the monastery; hearing of his skill in
painting; ordered him to paint the principal picture in the church。
But the humble brother said plainly that he was unworthy to touch a
brush; that his was contaminated; that with toil and great sacrifice
must he first purify his spirit in order to render himself fit to
undertake such a task。 He increased the rigours of monastic life for
himself as much as possible。 At last; even they became insufficient;
and he retired; with the approval of the prior; into the desert; in
order to be quite alone。 There he constructed himself a cell from
branches of trees; ate only uncooked roots; dragged abo