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character。 He was possessed by a troubled; uneasy feeling; of which he

was unable to explain the cause; and he soon committed a deed which no

one could have expected of him。 For some time the works of one of his

pupils had been attracting the attention of a small circle of

connoisseurs and amateurs。 My father had perceived his talent; and

manifested a particular liking for him in consequence。 Suddenly the

general interest in him and talk about him became unendurable to my

father who grew envious of him。 Finally; to complete his vexation; he

learned that his pupil had been asked to paint a picture for a

recently built and wealthy church。 This enraged him。 'No; I will not

permit that fledgling to triumph!' said he: 'it is early; friend; to

think of consigning old men to the gutters。 I still have powers; God

be praised! We'll soon see which will put down the other。'



〃And this straightforward; honourable man employed intrigues which he

had hitherto abhorred。 He finally contrived that there should be a

competition for the picture which other artists were permitted to

enter into。 Then he shut himself up in his room; and grasped his brush

with zeal。 It seemed as if he were striving to summon all his strength

up for this occasion。 And; in fact; the result turned out to be one of

his best works。 No one doubted that he would bear off the palm。 The

pictures were placed on exhibition; and all the others seemed to his

as night to day。 But of a sudden; one of the members present; an

ecclesiastical personage if I mistake not; made a remark which

surprised every one。 'There is certainly much talent in this artist's

picture;' said he; 'but no holiness in the faces: there is even; on

the contrary; a demoniacal look in the eyes; as though some evil

feeling had guided the artist's hand。' All looked; and could not but

acknowledge the truth of these words。 My father rushed forward to his

picture; as though to verify for himself this offensive remark; and

perceived with horror that he had bestowed the usurer's eyes upon

nearly all the figures。 They had such a diabolical gaze that he

involuntarily shuddered。 The picture was rejected; and he was forced

to hear; to his indescribable vexation; that the palm was awarded to

his pupil。



〃It is impossible to describe the state of rage in which he returned

home。 He almost killed my mother; he drove the children away; broke

his brushes and easels; tore down the usurer's portrait from the wall;

demanded a knife; and ordered a fire to be built in the chimney;

intending to cut it in pieces and burn it。 A friend; an artist; caught

him in the act as he entered the rooma jolly fellow; always

satisfied with himself; inflated by unattainable wishes; doing daily

anything that came to hand; and taking still more gaily to his dinner

and little carouses。



〃'What are you doing? What are you preparing to burn?' he asked; and

stepped up to the portrait。 'Why; this is one of your very best works。

It is the usurer who died a short time ago: yes; it is a most perfect

likeness。 You did not stop until you had got into his very eyes。 Never

did eyes look as these do now。'



〃'Well; I'll see how they look in the fire!' said my father; making a

movement to fling the portrait into the grate。



〃'Stop; for Heaven's sake!' exclaimed his friend; restraining him:

'give it to me; rather; if it offends your eyes to such a degree。' My

father resisted; but yielded at length; and the jolly fellow; well

pleased with his acquisition; carried the portrait home with him。



〃When he was gone; my father felt more calm。 The burden seemed to have

disappeared from his soul in company with the portrait。 He was

surprised himself at his evil feelings; his envy; and the evident

change in his character。 Reviewing his acts; he became sad at heart;

and not without inward sorrow did he exclaim; 'No; it was God who

punished me! my picture; in fact; was meant to ruin my brother…man。 A

devilish feeling of envy guided my brush; and that devilish feeling

must have made itself visible in it。'



〃He set out at once to seek his former pupil; embraced him warmly;

begged his forgiveness; and endeavoured as far as possible to excuse

his own fault。 His labours continued as before; but his face was more

frequently thoughtful。 He prayed more; grew more taciturn; and

expressed himself less sharply about people: even the rough exterior

of his character was modified to some extent。 But a certain occurrence

soon disturbed him more than ever。 He had seen nothing for a long time

of the comrade who had begged the portrait of him。 He had already

decided to hunt him up; when the latter suddenly made his appearance

in his room。 After a few words and questions on both sides; he said;

'Well; brother; it was not without cause that you wished to burn that

portrait。 Devil take it; there's something horrible about it! I don't

believe in sorcerers; but; begging your pardon; there's an unclean

spirit in it。'



〃'How so?' asked my father。



〃'Well; from the very moment I hung it up in my room I felt such

depressionjust as if I wanted to murder some one。 I never knew in my

life what sleeplessness was; but I suffered not from sleeplessness

alone; but from such dreams!I cannot tell whether they were dreams;

or what; it was as if a demon were strangling one: and the old man

appeared to me in my sleep。 In short; I can't describe my state of

mind。 I had a sensation of fear; as if expecting something unpleasant。

I felt as if I could not speak a cheerful or sincere word to any one:

it was just as if a spy were sitting over me。 But from the very hour

that I gave that portrait to my nephew; who asked for it; I felt as if

a stone had been rolled from my shoulders; and became cheerful; as you

see me now。 Well; brother; you painted the very Devil!'



〃During this recital my father listened with unswerving attention; and

finally inquired; 'And your nephew now has the portrait?'



〃'My nephew; indeed! he could not stand it!' said the jolly fellow:

'do you know; the soul of that usurer has migrated into it; he jumps

out of the frame; walks about the room; and what my nephew tells of

him is simply incomprehensible。 I should take him for a lunatic; if I

had not undergone a part of it myself。 He sold it to some collector of

pictures; and he could not stand it either; and got rid of it to some

one else。'



〃This story produced a deep impression on my father。 He grew seriously

pensive; fell into hypochondria; and finally became fully convinced

that his brush had served as a tool of the Devil; and that a portion

of the usurer's vitality had actually passed into the portrait; and

was now troubling people; inspiring diabolical excitement; beguiling

painters from the true path; producing the fearful torments of envy;

and so forth。 Three catastrophes which occurred afterwards; three

sudden deaths of wife; daughter; and infant son; he regarded as a

divine punishment on him; and firmly resolved to withdraw from the

world。



〃As soon as I was nine years old; he placed me in an academy of

painting; and; paying all his debts; retired to a lonely cloister;

where he soon afterwards took the vows。 There he amazed every one by

the strictness of his life; and his untiring observance of all the

monastic rules。 The prior of the monastery; hearing of his skill in

painting; ordered him to paint the principal picture in the church。

But the humble brother said plainly that he was unworthy to touch a

brush; that his was contaminated; that with toil and great sacrifice

must he first purify his spirit in order to render himself fit to

undertake such a task。 He increased the rigours of monastic life for

himself as much as possible。 At last; even they became insufficient;

and he retired; with the approval of the prior; into the desert; in

order to be quite alone。 There he constructed himself a cell from

branches of trees; ate only uncooked roots; dragged abo

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