the daisy chain, or aspirations-第102章
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to conduct him to his father and speak for him。 The danger now was
that Dr。 May should not be forthcoming; and the elder brother was as
much relieved; as the younger was dismayed; to see; through the
drawing…room window; that he was standing beside Margaret。
〃Papa; can you come and speak to me;〃 said Norman; 〃at the door?〃
〃Coming! What now?〃 said the doctor; entering the hall。 〃What; Tom;
my boy; what is it?〃 as he saw the poor child; white; cold; almost
sick with apprehension; with every pulse throbbing; and looking
positively ill。 He took the chilly; damp hand; which shook
nervously; and would fain have withdrawn itself。
〃Come; my dear; let us see what is amiss;〃 and before Tom knew what
he was doing; he had seated him on his knee; in the arm…chair in the
study; and was feeling his pulse。 〃There; rest your head! Has it
not been aching all day?〃
〃I do not think he is ill;〃 said Norman; 〃but there is something he
thinks I had better tell you。〃
Tom would fain have been on his feet; yet the support of that
shoulder was inexpressibly comfortable to his aching temples; and he
could not but wait for the shock of being roughly shaken and put
down。 So; as his brother related what had occurred; he crouched and
trembled more and more on his father's breast; till; to his surprise;
he found the other arm passed round him in support; drawing him more
tenderly close。
〃My poor little fellow!〃 said Dr。 May; trying to look into the
drooping face; 〃I grieve to have exposed you to such usage as this!
I little thought it of Stoneborough fellows!〃
〃He is very sorry;〃 said Norman; much distressed by the condition of
the culprit。
〃I see itI see it plainly;〃 said Dr。 May。 〃Tommy; my boy; why
should you tremble when you are with me?〃
〃He has; been in great dread of your being displeased。〃
〃My boy; do you not know how I forgive you?〃 Tom clung round his
neck; as if to steady himself。
〃Oh; papa! I thought you would never〃
〃Nay; you need never have thought so; my boy! What have I done that
you should fear me?〃
Tom did not speak; but nestled up to him with more confidence。
〃There! that's better! Poor child! what he must have suffered! He
was not fit for the place! I had thought him looking ill。 Little
did I guess the cause。〃
〃He says his head has ached ever since Sunday;〃 said Norman; 〃and I
believe he has hardly eaten or slept properly since。〃
〃He shall never be under their power again! Thanks to you; Norman。
Do you hear that; Tommy?〃
The answer was hardly audible。 The little boy was already almost
asleep; worn out with all he had undergone。 Norman began to clear
the sofa; that they might lay him down; but his father would not hear
of disturbing him; and; sending Norman away; sat still for more than
an hour; until the child slowly awoke; and scarcely recalling what
had happened; stood up between his father's knees; rubbing his eyes;
and looking bewildered。
〃You are better now; my boy?〃
〃I thought you would be very angry;〃 slowly murmured Tom; as the past
returned on him。
〃Never; while you are sorry for your faults; and own them freely。〃
〃I'm glad I did;〃 said the boy; still half asleep。 〃I did not know
you would be so kind。〃
〃Ah! Tom; I fear it was as much my fault as yours that you did not
know it。 But; my dear; there is a pardon that can give you better
peace than mine。〃
〃I think;〃 muttered Tom; looking down〃I think I could say my
prayers again now; if〃
〃If what; my dear?〃
〃If you would help me; as mamma used〃
There could be but one response to this speech。
Tom was still giddy and unwell; his whole frame affected by the
troubles of the last week; and Dr。 May arranged him on the sofa; and
desired him to be quiet; offering to send Mary to be his companion。
Tom was languidly pleased; but renewed his entreaty; that his
confession might be a secret from his sisters。 Dr。 May promised; and
Mary; quite satisfied at being taken into favour; asked no questions;
but spent the rest of the morning in playing at draughts with him;
and in having inflicted on her the history of the Bloody Fire King's
Ghosta work of Tom's imagination; which he was wont to extemporise;
to the extreme terror of much enduring Mary。
When Dr。 May had called Mary; he next summoned Norman; who found him
in the hall; putting on his hat; and looking very stern and
determined。
〃Norman!〃 said he hastily; 〃don't say a wordit must be doneHoxton
must hear of this。〃
Norman's face expressed utter consternation。
〃It is not your doing。 It is no concern of yours;〃 said Dr。 May;
walking impetuously into the garden。 〃I find my boy ill; broken
down; shatteredit is the usage of this crew of fellowswhat right
have I to conceal itleave other people's sons to be so served?〃
〃I believe they did so to Tom out of ill…will to me;〃 said Norman;
〃and because they thought he had ratted。〃
〃Hush! don't argue against it;〃 said Dr。 May; almost petulantly。 〃I
have stood a great deal to oblige you; but I cannot stand this。 When
it is a matter of corruption; base crueltyno; Norman; it is not
rightnot another word!〃
Norman's words had not been many; but he felt a conviction that; in
spite of the dismay and pain to himself; Dr。 May ought to meet with
submission to his judgment; and he acquiesced by silence。
〃Don't you see;〃 continued the doctor; 〃if they act thus; when your
back is turned; what is to happen next half? 'Tis not for Tom's
sake; but how could we justify it to ourselves; to expose other boys
to this usage?〃
〃Yes;〃 said Norman; not without a sigh。 〃I suppose it must be。〃
〃That is right;〃 said Dr。 May; as if much relieved。 〃I knew you must
see it in that light。 I do not mean to abuse your confidence。〃
〃No; indeed;〃 answered Norman warmly。
〃But you see yourself; that where the welfare of so many is at stake;
it would be wickednessyes; wickednessto be silent。 Could I see
that little fellow prostrated; trembling in my arms; and think of
those scamps inflicting the same on other helpless childrenaway
from their homes!〃
〃I see; I see!〃 said Norman; carried along by the indignation and
tenderness that agitated his father's voice in his vehemence〃it is
the only thing to be done。〃
〃It would be sharing the guilt to hide it;〃 said Dr。 May。
〃Very well;〃 said Norman; still reluctantly。 〃What do you wish me to
do? You see; as dux; I know nothing about it。 It happened while I
was away。〃
〃True; true;〃 said his father。 〃You have learned it as brother; not
as senior boy。 Yes; we had better have you out of the matter。 It is
I who complain of their usage of my son。〃
〃Thank you;〃 said Norman; with gratitude。
〃You have not told me the names of these fellows! No; I had best not
know them。〃
〃I think it might make a difference;〃 hesitated Norman。
〃No; no; I will not hear them。 It ought to make none。 The fact is
the same; be they who they may。〃
The doctor let himself out at the garden gate; and strode off at a
rapid pace; conscious perhaps; in secret; that if he did not at once
yield to the impulse of resentment; good nature would overpower the
sense of justice。 His son returned to the house with a heavy sigh;
yet honouring the generosity that had respected his scruples; when
merely his own worldly loss was involved; but set them aside when the
good of others was concerned。 By…and…by Dr。 May reappeared。 The
head…master had been thoroughly roused to anger; and had begged at
once to examine May junior; for whom his father was now come。
Tom was quite unprepared for such formidable consequences of his
confession; and began by piteous tears and sobs; and when these had;
with some difficulty; been pacified; he proved to be really so unwell
and exhausted; that his father could not take him to Minster Street;
and was obliged to leave him to his brother's keeping; while he
returned to the school。
Upon this; Dr。 Hoxton came himself; and the sisters were extremely
excited and alarmed by the intelligence that he was in the study with
papa and Tom。
Then away went the gentlemen; and Mary was again called to comfort
Tom; who; broken down into the mere longing for sympathy; sobbed out