the vicar of tours-第10章
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down upon it and devouring it。 She had long since laid a plan which
the poor dumbfounded priest was quite incapable of imagining; and
which she now proceeded to unfold with that genius for little things
often shown by solitary persons; whose souls; incapable of feeling the
grandeur of true piety; fling themselves into the details of outward
devotion。
The petty nature of his troubles prevented Birotteau; always effusive
and liking to be pitied and consoled; from enjoying the soothing
pleasure of taking his friends into his confidence;a last but cruel
aggravation of his misery。 The little amount of tact which he derived
from his timidity made him fear to seem ridiculous in concerning
himself with such pettiness。 And yet those petty things made up the
sum of his existence;that cherished existence; full of busyness
about nothings; and of nothingness in its business; a colorless barren
life in which strong feelings were misfortunes; and the absence of
emotion happiness。 The poor priest's paradise was changed; in a
moment; into hell。 His sufferings became intolerable。 The terror he
felt at the prospect of a discussion with Mademoiselle Gamard
increased day by day; the secret distress which blighted his life
began to injure his health。 One morning; as he put on his mottled blue
stockings; he noticed a marked dimunition in the circumference of his
calves。 Horrified by so cruel and undeniable a symptom; he resolved to
make an effort and appeal to the Abbe Troubert; requesting him to
intervene; officially; between Mademoiselle Gamard and himself。
When he found himself in presence of the imposing canon; who; in order
to receive his visitor in a bare and cheerless room; had hastily
quitted a study full of papers; where he worked incessantly; and where
no one was ever admitted; the vicar felt half ashamed at speaking of
Mademoiselle Gamard's provocations to a man who appeared to be so
gravely occupied。 But after going through the agony of the mental
deliberations which all humble; undecided; and feeble persons endure
about things of even no importance; he decided; not without much
swelling and beating of the heart; to explain his position to the Abbe
Troubert。
The canon listened in a cold; grave manner; trying; but in vain; to
repress an occasional smile which to more intelligent eyes than those
of the vicar might have betrayed the emotions of a secret
satisfaction。 A flame seemed to dart from his eyelids when Birotteau
pictured with the eloquence of genuine feeling the constant bitterness
he was made to swallow; but Troubert laid his hand above those lids
with a gesture very common to thinkers; maintaining the dignified
demeanor which was usual with him。 When the vicar had ceased to speak
he would indeed have been puzzled had he sought on Troubert's face;
marbled with yellow blotches even more yellow than his usually bilious
skin; for any trace of the feelings he must have excited in that
mysterious priest。
After a moment's silence the canon made one of those answers which
required long study before their meaning could be thoroughly
perceived; though later they proved to reflecting persons the
astonishing depths of his spirit and the power of his mind。 He simply
crushed Birotteau by telling him that 〃these things amazed him all the
more because he should never have suspected their existence were it
not for his brother's confession。 He attributed such stupidity on his
part to the gravity of his occupations; his labors; the absorption in
which his mind was held by certain elevated thoughts which prevented
his taking due notice of the petty details of life。〃 He made the vicar
observe; but without appearing to censure the conduct of a man whose
age and connections deserved all respect; that 〃in former days;
recluses thought little about their food and lodging in the solitude
of their retreats; where they were lost in holy contemplations;〃 and
that 〃in our days; priests could make a retreat for themselves in the
solitude of their own hearts。〃 Then; reverting to Birotteau's affairs;
he added that 〃such disagreements were a novelty to him。 For twelve
years nothing of the kind had occurred between Mademoiselle Gamard and
the venerable Abbe Chapeloud。 As for himself; he might; no doubt; be
an arbitrator between the vicar and their landlady; because his
friendship for that person had never gone beyond the limits imposed by
the Church on her faithful servants; but if so; justice demanded that
he should hear both sides。 He certainly saw no change in Mademoiselle
Gamard; who seemed to him the same as ever; he had always submitted to
a few of her caprices; knowing that the excellent woman was kindness
and gentleness itself; the slight fluctuations of her temper should be
attributed; he thought; to sufferings caused by a pulmonary affection;
of which she said little; resigning herself to bear them in a truly
Christian spirit。〃 He ended by assuring the vicar that 〃if he stayed a
few years longer in Mademoiselle Gamard's house he would learn to
understand her better and acknowledge the real value of her excellent
nature。〃
Birotteau left the room confounded。 In the direful necessity of
consulting no one; he now judged Mademoiselle Gamard as he would
himself; and the poor man fancied that if he left her house for a few
days he might extinguish; for want of fuel; the dislike the old maid
felt for him。 He accordingly resolved to spend; as he formerly did; a
week or so at a country…house where Madame de Listomere passed her
autumns; a season when the sky is usually pure and tender in Touraine。
Poor man! in so doing he did the thing that was most desired by his
terrible enemy; whose plans could only have been brought to nought by
the resistant patience of a monk。 But the vicar; unable to divine
them; not understanding even his own affairs; was doomed to fall; like
a lamb; at the butcher's first blow。
Madame de Listomere's country…place; situated on the embankment which
lies between Tours and the heights of Saint…Georges; with a southern
exposure and surrounded by rocks; combined the charms of the country
with the pleasures of the town。 It took but ten minutes from the
bridge of Tours to reach the house; which was called the 〃Alouette;〃
a great advantage in a region where no one will put himself out for
anything whatsoever; not even to seek a pleasure。
The Abbe Birotteau had been about ten days at the Alouette; when; one
morning while he was breakfasting; the porter came to say that
Monsieur Caron desired to speak with him。 Monsieur Caron was
Mademoiselle Gamard's laywer; and had charge of her affairs。
Birotteau; not remembering this; and unable to think of any matter of
litigation between himself and others; left the table to see the
lawyer in a stage of great agitation。 He found him modestly seated on
the balustrade of a terrace。
〃Your intention of ceasing to reside in Mademoiselle Gamard's house
being made evident〃 began the man of business。
〃Eh! monsieur;〃 cried the Abbe Birotteau; interrupting him; 〃I have
not the slightest intention of leaving it。〃
〃Nevertheless; monsieur;〃 replied the lawyer; 〃you must have had some
agreement in the matter with Mademoiselle; for she has sent me to ask
how long you intend to remain in the country。 The event of a long
absence was not foreseen in the agreement; and may lead to a contest。
Now; Mademoiselle Gamard understanding that your board〃
〃Monsieur;〃 said Birotteau; amazed; and again interrupting the lawyer;
〃I did not suppose it necessary to employ; as it were; legal means
to〃
〃Mademoiselle Gamard; who is anxious to avoid all dispute;〃 said
Monsieur Caron; 〃has sent me to come to an understanding with you。〃
〃Well; if you will have the goodness to return to…morrow;〃 said the
abbe; 〃I shall then have taken advice in the matter。〃
The quill…driver withdrew。 The poor vicar; frightened at the
persistence with which Ma