the shadow-第2章
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recognize your old shadow？ Ah； you never expected that I should return
to you again。 All has been prosperous with me since I was with you
last； I have become rich in every way； and； were I inclined to
purchase my freedom from service； I could easily do so。〃 And as he
spoke he rattled between his fingers a number of costly trinkets which
hung to a thick gold watch…chain he wore round his neck。 Diamond rings
sparkled on his fingers； and it was all real。
〃I cannot recover from my astonishment；〃 said the learned man。
〃What does all this mean？〃
〃Something rather unusual；〃 said the shadow； 〃but you are yourself
an uncommon man； and you know very well that I have followed in your
footsteps ever since your childhood。 As soon as you found that I
have travelled enough to be trusted alone； I went my own way； and I am
now in the most brilliant circumstances。 But I felt a kind of
longing to see you once more before you die； and I wanted to see
this place again； for there is always a clinging to the land of
one's birth。 I know that you have now another shadow； do I owe you
anything？ If so； have the goodness to say what it is。〃
〃No！ Is it really you？〃 said the learned man。 〃Well； this is
most remarkable； I never supposed it possible that a man's old
shadow could become a human being。〃
〃Just tell me what I owe you；〃 said the shadow； 〃for I do not like
to be in debt to any man。〃
〃How can you talk in that manner？〃 said the learned man。 〃What
question of debt can there be between us？ You are as free as any
one。 I rejoice exceedingly to hear of your good fortune。 Sit down； old
friend； and tell me a little of how it happened； and what you saw in
the house opposite to me while we were in those hot climates。〃
〃Yes； I will tell you all about it；〃 said the shadow； sitting
down； 〃but then you must promise me never to tell in this city；
wherever you may meet me； that I have been your shadow。 I am
thinking of being married； for I have more than sufficient to
support a family。〃
〃Make yourself quite easy；〃 said the learned man； 〃I will tell
no one who you really are。 Here is my hand；… I promise； and a word
is sufficient between man and man。〃
〃Between man and a shadow；〃 said the shadow； for he could not help
saying so。
It was really most remarkable how very much he had become a man in
appearance。 He was dressed in a suit of the very finest black cloth；
polished boots； and an opera crush hat； which could be folded together
so that nothing could be seen but the crown and the rim； besides the
trinkets； the gold chain； and the diamond rings already spoken of。 The
shadow was； in fact； very well dressed； and this made a man of him。
〃Now I will relate to you what you wish to know；〃 said the shadow；
placing his foot with the polished leather boot as firmly as
possible on the arm of the new shadow of the learned man； which lay at
his feet like a poodle dog。 This was done； it might be from pride；
or perhaps that the new shadow might cling to him； but the prostrate
shadow remained quite quiet and at rest； in order that it might
listen； for it wanted to know how a shadow could be sent away by its
master； and become a man itself。 〃Do you know；〃 said the shadow； 〃that
in the house opposite to you lived the most glorious creature in the
world？ It was poetry。 I remained there three weeks； and it was more
like three thousand years； for I read all that has ever been written
in poetry or prose； and I may say； in truth； that I saw and learnt
everything。〃
〃Poetry！〃 exclaimed the learned man。 〃Yes； she lives as a hermit
in great cities。 Poetry！ Well； I saw her once for a very short moment；
while sleep weighed down my eyelids。 She flashed upon me from the
balcony like the radiant aurora borealis； surrounded with flowers like
flames of fire。 Tell me； you were on the balcony that evening； you
went through the door； and what did you see？〃
〃I found myself in an ante…room；〃 said the shadow。 〃You still
sat opposite to me； looking into the room。 There was no light； or at
least it seemed in partial darkness； for the door of a whole suite
of rooms stood open； and they were brilliantly lighted。 The blaze of
light would have killed me； had I approached too near the maiden
myself； but I was cautious； and took time； which is what every one
ought to do。〃
〃And what didst thou see？〃 asked the learned man。
〃I saw everything； as you shall hear。 But… it really is not
pride on my part； as a free man and possessing the knowledge that I
do； besides my position； not to speak of my wealth… I wish you would
say you to me instead of thou。〃
〃I beg your pardon；〃 said the learned man； 〃it is an old habit；
which it is difficult to break。 You are quite right； I will try to
think of it。 But now tell me everything that you saw。〃
〃Everything；〃 said the shadow； 〃for I saw and know everything。〃
〃What was the appearance of the inner rooms？〃 asked the scholar。
〃Was it there like a cool grove； or like a holy temple？ Were the
chambers like a starry sky seen from the top of a high mountain？〃
〃It was all that you describe；〃 said the shadow； 〃but I did not go
quite in… I remained in the twilight of the ante…room… but I was in
a very good position；… I could see and hear all that was going on in
the court of poetry。〃
〃But what did you see？ Did the gods of ancient times pass
through the rooms？ Did old heroes fight their battles over again？ Were
there lovely children at play； who related their dreams？〃
〃I tell you I have been there； and therefore you may be sure
that I saw everything that was to be seen。 If you had gone there；
you would not have remained a human being； whereas I became one； and
at the same moment I became aware of my inner being； my inborn
affinity to the nature of poetry。 It is true I did not think much
about it while I was with you； but you will remember that I was always
much larger at sunrise and sunset； and in the moonlight even more
visible than yourself； but I did not then understand my inner
existence。 In the ante…room it was revealed to me。 I became a man； I
came out in full maturity。 But you had left the warm countries。 As a
man； I felt ashamed to go about without boots or clothes； and that
exterior finish by which man is known。 So I went my own way； I can
tell you； for you will not put it in a book。 I hid myself under the
cloak of a cake woman； but she little thought who she concealed。 It
was not till evening that I ventured out。 I ran about the streets in
the moonlight。 I drew myself up to my full height upon the walls；
which tickled my back very pleasantly。 I ran here and there； looked
through the highest windows into the rooms； and over the roofs。 I
looked in； and saw what nobody else could see； or indeed ought to see；
in fact； it is a bad world； and I would not care to be a man； but that
men are of some importance。 I saw the most miserable things going on
between husbands and wives； parents and children；… sweet； incomparable
children。 I have seen what no human being has the power of knowing；
although they would all be very glad to know… the evil conduct of
their neighbors。 Had I written a newspaper； how eagerly it would
have been read！ Instead of which； I wrote directly to the persons
themselves； and great alarm arose in all the town I visited。 They
had so much fear of me； and yet how dearly they loved me。 The
professor made me a professor。 The tailor gave me new clothes； I am
well provided for in that way。 The overseer of the mint struck coins
for me。 The women declared that I was handsome； and so I became the
man you now see me。 And now I must say adieu。 Here is my card。 I
live on the sunny side of the street； and always stay at home in rainy
weather。〃 And the shadow departed。
〃This is all very remarkable；〃 said the learned man。
Years passed； days and years went by； and the shadow came again。
〃How are you going on now？〃 he asked。
〃Ah！〃 said the learned man； 〃I am writing about the true； the
beautiful； and the good； but no one cares to hear anything about it。 I
am
