the man against the sky-第7章
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To laugh at them; were she to see them here;
So brave and so alert for learning how
To fence with reason for another year。
Age offers a far comelier diadem
Than theirs; but anguish has no eye for grace;
When time's malicious mercy cautions them
To think a while of number and of space。
The burning hope; the worn expectancy;
The martyred humor; and the maimed allure;
Cry out for time to end his levity;
And age to soften its investiture;
But they; though others fade and are still fair;
Defy their fairness and are unsubdued;
Although they suffer; they may not forswear
The patient ardor of the unpursued。
Poor flesh; to fight the calendar so long;
Poor vanity; so quaint and yet so brave;
Poor folly; so deceived and yet so strong;
So far from Ninon and so near the grave。
Siege Perilous
Long warned of many terrors more severe
To scorch him than hell's engines could awaken;
He scanned again; too far to be so near;
The fearful seat no man had ever taken。
So many other men with older eyes
Than his to see with older sight behind them
Had known so long their one way to be wise;
Was any other thing to do than mind them?
So many a blasting parallel had seared
Confusion on his faith; could he but wonder
If he were mad and right; or if he feared
God's fury told in shafted flame and thunder?
There fell one day upon his eyes a light
Ethereal; and he heard no more men speaking;
He saw their shaken heads; but no long sight
Was his but for the end that he went seeking。
The end he sought was not the end; the crown
He won shall unto many still be given。
Moreover; there was reason here to frown:
No fury thundered; no flame fell from heaven。
Another Dark Lady
Think not; because I wonder where you fled;
That I would lift a pin to see you there;
You may; for me; be prowling anywhere;
So long as you show not your little head:
No dark and evil story of the dead
Would leave you less pernicious or less fair
Not even Lilith; with her famous hair;
And Lilith was the devil; I have read。
I cannot hate you; for I loved you then。
The woods were golden then。 There was a road
Through beeches; and I said their smooth feet showed
Like yours。 Truth must have heard me from afar;
For I shall never have to learn again
That yours are cloven as no beech's are。
The Voice of Age
She'd look upon us; if she could;
As hard as Rhadamanthus would;
Yet one may see; who sees her face;
Her crown of silver and of lace;
Her mystical serene address
Of age alloyed with loveliness;
That she would not annihilate
The frailest of things animate。
She has opinions of our ways;
And if we're not all mad; she says;
If our ways are not wholly worse
Than others; for not being hers;
There might somehow be found a few
Less insane things for us to do;
And we might have a little heed
Of what Belshazzar couldn't read。
She feels; with all our furniture;
Room yet for something more secure
Than our self…kindled aureoles
To guide our poor forgotten souls;
But when we have explained that grace
Dwells now in doing for the race;
She nods as if she were relieved;
Almost as if she were deceived。
She frowns at much of what she hears;
And shakes her head; and has her fears;
Though none may know; by any chance;
What rose…leaf ashes of romance
Are faintly stirred by later days
That would be well enough; she says;
If only people were more wise;
And grown…up children used their eyes。
The Dark House
Where a faint light shines alone;
Dwells a Demon I have known。
Most of you had better say
〃The Dark House〃; and go your way。
Do not wonder if I stay。
For I know the Demon's eyes;
And their lure that never dies。
Banish all your fond alarms;
For I know the foiling charms
Of her eyes and of her arms;
And I know that in one room
Burns a lamp as in a tomb;
And I see the shadow glide;
Back and forth; of one denied
Power to find himself outside。
There he is who is my friend;
Damned; he fancies; to the end
Vanquished; ever since a door
Closed; he thought; for evermore
On the life that was before。
And the friend who knows him best
Sees him as he sees the rest
Who are striving to be wise
While a Demon's arms and eyes
Hold them as a web would flies。
All the words of all the world;
Aimed together and then hurled;
Would be stiller in his ears
Than a closing of still shears
On a thread made out of years。
But there lives another sound;
More compelling; more profound;
There's a music; so it seems;
That assuages and redeems;
More than reason; more than dreams。
There's a music yet unheard
By the creature of the word;
Though it matters little more
Than a wave…wash on a shore
Till a Demon shuts a door。
So; if he be very still
With his Demon; and one will;
Murmurs of it may be blown
To my friend who is alone
In a room that I have known。
After that from everywhere
Singing life will find him there;
Then the door will open wide;
And my friend; again outside;
Will be living; having died。
The Poor Relation
No longer torn by what she knows
And sees within the eyes of others;
Her doubts are when the daylight goes;
Her fears are for the few she bothers。
She tells them it is wholly wrong
Of her to stay alive so long;
And when she smiles her forehead shows
A crinkle that had been her mother's。
Beneath her beauty; blanched with pain;
And wistful yet for being cheated;
A child would seem to ask again
A question many times repeated;
But no rebellion has betrayed
Her wonder at what she has paid
For memories that have no stain;
For triumph born to be defeated。
To those who come for what she was
The few left who know where to find her
She clings; for they are all she has;
And she may smile when they remind her;
As heretofore; of what they know
Of roses that are still to blow
By ways where not so much as grass
Remains of what she sees behind her。
They stay a while; and having done
What penance or the past requires;
They go; and leave her there alone
To count her chimneys and her spires。
Her lip shakes when they go away;
And yet she would not have them stay;
She knows as well as anyone
That Pity; having played; soon tires。
But one friend always reappears;
A good ghost; not to be forsaken;
Whereat she laughs and has no fears
Of what a ghost may reawaken;
But welcomes; while she wears and mends
The poor relation's odds and ends;
Her truant from a tomb of years
Her power of youth so early taken。
Poor laugh; more slender than her song
It seems; and there are none to hear it
With even the stopped ears of the strong
For breaking heart or broken spirit。
The friends who clamored for her place;
And would have scratched her for her face;
Have lost her laughter for so long
That none would care enough to fear it。
None live who need fear anything
From her; whose losses are their pleasure;
The plover with a wounded wing
Stays not the flight that others measure;
So there she waits; and while she lives;
And death forgets; and faith forgives;
Her memories go foraging
For bits of childhood song they treasure。
And like a giant harp that hums
On always; and is always blending
The coming of what never comes
With what has past and had an ending;
The City trembles; throbs; and pounds
Outside; and through a thousand sounds
The small intolerable drums
Of Time are like slow drops descending。
Bereft enough to shame a sage
And given little to long sighing;
With no illusion to assuage
The lonely changelessness of dying;
Unsought; unthought…of; and unheard;
She sings and watches like a bird;
Safe in a comfortable cag