01-the kreutzer sonata-第26章
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joined together by the bonds of love? None。 Our conception of
life is inseparably bound up with the conception of a continual
striving after an unattainable ideal。
But even if we suppose the Christian ideal of perfect chastity
realized; what then? We should merely find ourselves face to
face on the one hand with the familiar teaching of religion; one
of whose dogmas is that the world will have an end; and on the
other of so…called science; which informs us that the sun is
gradually losing its heat; the result of which will in time be
the extinction of the human race。
Now there is not and cannot be such an institution as Christian
marriage; just as there cannot be such a thing as a Christian
liturgy (Matt。 vi。 5…12; John iv。 21); nor Christian teachers;
nor church fathers (Matt。 xxiii。 8…10); nor Christian armies;
Christian law courts; nor Christian States。 This is what was
always taught and believed by true Christians of the first and
following centuries。 A Christian's ideal is not marriage; but
love for God and for his neighbor。 Consequently in the eyes of a
Christian relations in marriage not only do not constitute a
lawful; right; and happy state; as our society and our churches
maintain; but; on the contrary; are always a fall。
Such a thing as Christian marriage never was and never could be。
Christ did not marry; nor did he establish marriage; neither did
his disciples marry。 But if Christian marriage cannot exist;
there is such a thing as a Christian view of marriage。 And this
is how it may be formulated: A Christian (and by this term I
understand not those who call themselves Christians merely
because they were baptized and still receive the sacrament once a
year; but those whose lives are shaped and regulated by the
teachings of Christ); I say; cannot view the marriage relation
otherwise than as a deviation from the doctrine of Christ;as a
sin。 This is clearly laid down in Matt。 v。 28; and the ceremony
called Christian marriage does not alter its character one jot。
A Christian will never; therefore; desire marriage; but will
always avoid it。
If the light of truth dawns upon a Christian when he is already
married; or if; being a Christian; from weakness he enters into
marital relations with the ceremonies of the church; or without
them; he has no other alternative than to abide with his wife
(and the wife with her husband; if it is she who is a Christian)
and to aspire together with her to free themselves of their sin。
This is the Christian view of marriage; and there cannot be any
other for a man who honestly endeavors to shape his life in
accordance with the teachings of Christ。
To very many persons the thoughts I have uttered here and in 〃The
Kreutzer Sonata〃 will seem strange; vague; even contradictory。
They certainly do contradict; not each other; but the whole tenor
of our lives; and involuntarily a doubt arises; 〃on which side is
truth;on the side of the thoughts which seem true and
well…founded; or on the side of the lives of others and myself?〃
I; too; was weighed down by that same doubt when writing 〃The
Kreutzer Sonata。〃 I had not the faintest presentiment that the
train of thought I had started would lead me whither it did。 I
was terrified by my own conclusion; and I was at first disposed
to reject it; but it was impossible not to hearken to the voice
of my reason and my conscience。 And so; strange though they may
appear to many; opposed as they undoubtedly are to the trend and
tenor of our lives; and incompatible though they may prove with
what I have heretofore thought and uttered; I have no choice but
to accept them。 〃But man is weak;〃 people will object。 〃His
task should be regulated by his strength。〃
This is tantamount to saying; 〃My hand is weak。 I cannot draw a
straight line;that is; a line which will be the shortest line
between two given points;and so; in order to make it more easy
for myself; I; intending to draw a straight; will choose for my
model a crooked line。〃
The weaker my hand; the greater the need that my model should be
perfect。
LEO TOLSTOI。