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Modeste threw a piercing glance at Canalis; which he was unable to

sustain; she was conscious of a ringing in her ears; darkness seemed

to spread before her; and then she suddenly exclaimed in icy tones:



〃Ah! it is Wednesday!〃



〃I do not say this to flatter your passing caprice; mademoiselle;〃

said the duke; to whom the little scene; so tragical for Modeste; had

left time for thought; 〃but I declare I am so profoundly disgusted

with the world and the Court and Paris that had I a Duchesse

d'Herouville; gifted with the wit and graces of mademoiselle; I would

gladly bind myself to live like a philosopher at my chateau; doing

good around me; draining my marshes; educating my children〃



〃That; Monsieur le duc; will be set to the account of your great

goodness;〃 said Modeste; letting her eyes rest steadily on the noble

gentleman。 〃You flatter me in not thinking me frivolous; and in

believing that I have enough resources within myself to be able to

live in solitude。 It is perhaps my lot;〃 she added; glancing at

Canalis; with an expression of pity。



〃It is the lot of all insignificant fortunes;〃 said the poet。 〃Paris

demands Babylonian splendor。 Sometimes I ask myself how I have ever

managed to keep it up。〃



〃The king does that for both of us;〃 said the duke; candidly; 〃we live

on his Majesty's bounty。 If my family had not been allowed; after the

death of Monsieur le Grand; as they call Cinq…Mars; to keep his office

among us; we should have been obliged to sell Herouville to the Black

Brethren。 Ah; believe me; mademoiselle; it is a bitter humiliation to

me to have to think of money in marrying。〃



The simple honesty of this confession came from his heart; and the

regret was so sincere that it touched Modeste。



〃In these days;〃 said the poet; 〃no man in France; Monsieur le duc; is

rich enough to marry a woman for herself; her personal worth; her

grace; or her beauty〃



The colonel looked at Canalis with a curious eye; after first watching

Modeste; whose face no longer expressed the slightest astonishment。



〃For persons of high honor;〃 he said slowly; 〃it is a noble employment

of wealth to repair the ravages of time and destiny; and restore the

old historic families。〃



〃Yes; papa;〃 said Modeste; gravely。



The colonel invited the duke and Canalis to dine with him sociably in

their riding…dress; promising them to make no change himself。 When

Modeste went to her room to make her toilette; she looked at the

jewelled whip she had disdained in the morning。



〃What workmanship they put into such things nowadays!〃 she said to

Francoise Cochet; who had become her waiting…maid。



〃That poor young man; mademoiselle; who has got a fever〃



〃Who told you that?〃



〃Monsieur Butscha。 He came here this afternoon and asked me to say to

you that he hoped you would notice he had kept his word on the

appointed day。〃



Modeste came down into the salon dressed with royal simplicity。



〃My dear father;〃 she said aloud; taking the colonel by the arm;

〃please go and ask after Monsieur de La Briere's health; and take him

back his present。 You can say that my small means; as well as my

natural tastes; forbid my wearing ornaments which are only fit for

queens or courtesans。 Besides; I can only accept gifts from a

bridegroom。 Beg him to keep the whip until you know whether you are

rich enough to buy it back。〃



〃My little girl has plenty of good sense;〃 said the colonel; kissing

his daughter on the forehead。



Canalis took advantage of a conversation which began between the duke

and Madame Mignon to escape to the terrace; where Modeste joined him;

influenced by curiosity; though the poet believed her desire to become

Madame de Canalis had brought her there。 Rather alarmed at the

indecency with which he had just executed what soldiers call a 〃volte…

face;〃 and which; according to the laws of ambition; every man in his

position would have executed quite as brutally; he now endeavored; as

the unfortunate Modeste approached him; to find plausible excuses for

his conduct。



〃Dear Modeste;〃 he began; in a coaxing tone; 〃considering the terms on

which we stand to each other; shall I displease you if I say that your

replies to the Duc d'Herouville were very painful to a man in love;

above all; to a poet whose soul is feminine; nervous; full of the

jealousies of true passion。 I should make a poor diplomatist indeed if

I had not perceived that your first coquetries; your little

premeditated inconsistencies; were only assumed for the purpose of

studying our characters〃



Modeste raised her head with the rapid; intelligent; half…coquettish

motion of a wild animal; in whom instinct produces such miracles of

grace。



〃and therefore when I returned home and thought them over; they

never misled me。 I only marvelled at a cleverness so in harmony with

your character and your countenance。 Do not be uneasy; I never doubted

that your assumed duplicity covered an angelic candor。 No; your mind;

your education; have in no way lessened the precious innocence which

we demand in a wife。 You are indeed a wife for a poet; a diplomatist;

a thinker; a man destined to endure the chances and changes of life;

and my admiration is equalled only by the attachment I feel to you。 I

now entreat youif yesterday you were not playing a little comedy

when you accepted the love of a man whose vanity will change to pride

if you accept him; one whose defects will become virtues under your

divine influenceI entreat you do not excite a passion which; in him;

amounts to vice。 Jealousy is a noxious element in my soul; and you

have revealed to me its strength; it is awful; it destroys everything

Oh! I do not mean the jealousy of an Othello;〃 he continued;

noticing Modeste's gesture。 〃No; no; my thoughts were of myself: I

have been so indulged on that point。 You know the affection to which I

owe all the happiness I have ever enjoyed;very little at the best〃

(he sadly shook his head)。 〃Love is symbolized among all nations as a

child; because it fancies the world belongs to it; and it cannot

conceive otherwise。 Well; Nature herself set the limit to that

sentiment。 It was still…born。 A tender; maternal soul guessed and

calmed the painful constriction of my heart;for a woman who feels;

who knows; that she is past the joys of love becomes angelic in her

treatment of others。 The duchess has never made me suffer in my

sensibilities。 For ten years not a word; not a look; that could wound

me! I attach more value to words; to thoughts; to looks; than ordinary

men。 If a look is to me a treasure beyond all price; the slightest

doubt is deadly poison; it acts instantaneously; my love dies。 I

believecontrary to the mass of men; who delight in trembling;

hoping; expectingthat love can only exist in perfect; infantile; and

infinite security。 The exquisite purgatory; where women delight to

send us by their coquetry; is a base happiness to which I will not

submit: to me; love is either heaven or hell。 If it is hell; I will

have none of it。 I feel an affinity with the azure skies of Paradise

within my soul。 I can give myself without reserve; without secrets;

doubts or deceptions; in the life to come; and I demand reciprocity。

Perhaps I offend you by these doubts。 Remember; however; that I am

only talking of myself〃



〃a good deal; but never too much;〃 said Modeste; offended in every

hole and corner of her pride by this discourse; in which the Duchesse

de Chaulieu served as a dagger。 〃I am so accustomed to admire you; my

dear poet。〃



〃Well; then; can you promise me the same canine fidelity which I offer

to you? Is it not beautiful? Is it not just what you have longed for?〃



〃But why; dear poet; do you not marry a deaf…mute; and one who is also

something of an idiot? I ask nothing better than to please my husband。

But you threaten to take away from a girl the very happiness you so

kindly arrange for her; yo

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