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paint　of　another　man's　glory　on　his　cheeks。〃



〃You　said　nothing　could　change　you〃；　remarked　the　colonel；　ironically。



〃Ah；　do　not　trifle　with　me！〃　she　exclaimed；　clasping　her　hands　and

looking　at　her　father　in　distressful　anxiety；　〃don't　you　see　that　you

are　wringing　my　heart　and　destroying　my　beliefs　with　your　jokes。〃



〃God　forbid！　I　have　told　you　the　exact　truth。〃



〃You　are　very　kind；　father；〃　she　said　after　a　pause；　and　with　a　sort

of　solemnity。



〃He　has　kept　your　letters；〃　resumed　the　colonel；　〃now　suppose　the　rash

caresses　of　your　soul　had　fallen　into　the　hands　of　one　of　those　poets

who；　as　Dumay　says；　light　their　cigars　with　them？〃



〃Oh！you　are　going　too　far。〃



〃Canalis　told　him　so。〃



〃Has　Dumay　seen　Canalis？〃



〃Yes；〃　answered　her　father。



The　two　walked　along　in　silence。



〃So　that　is　why　that　GENTLEMAN；〃　resumed　Modeste；　〃told　me　so　much

harm　of　poets　and　poetry；　no　wonder　the　little　secretary　said　Why；〃

she　added；　interrupting　herself；　〃his　virtues；　his　noble　qualities；

his　fine　sentiments　are　nothing　but　an　epistolary　theft！　The　man　who

steals　glory　and　a　name　may　very　likely〃



〃break　locks；　steal　purses；　and　cut　people's　throats　on　the

highway；〃　cried　the　colonel。　〃Ah；　you　young　girls；　that's　just　like

you；with　your　peremptory　opinions　and　your　ignorance　of　life。　A　man

who　once　deceives　a　woman　was　born　under　the　scaffold　on　which　he

ought　to　die。〃



This　ridicule　stopped　Modeste's　effervescence　for　a　moment　and　least；

and　again　there　was　silence。



〃My　child；〃　said　the　colonel；　presently；　〃men　in　society；　as　in　nature

everywhere；　are　made　to　win　the　hearts　of　women；　and　women　must　defend

themselves。　You　have　chosen　to　invert　the　parts。　Was　that　wise？

Everything　is　false　in　a　false　position。　The　first　wrong…doing　was

yours。　No；　a　man　is　not　a　monster　because　he　seeks　to　please　a　woman；

it　is　our　right　to　win　her　by　aggression　with　all　its　consequences；

short　of　crime　and　cowardice。　A　man　may　have　many　virtues　even　if　he

does　deceive　a　woman；　if　he　deceives　her；　it　is　because　he　finds　her

wanting　in　some　of　the　treasures　that　he　sought　in　her。　None　but　a

queen；　an　actress；　or　a　woman　placed　so　far　above　a　man　that　she　seems

to　him　a　queen；　can　go　to　him　of　herself　without　incurring　blameand

for　a　young　girl　to　do　it！　Why；　she　is　false　to　all　that　God　has　given

her　that　is　sacred　and　lovely　and　noble；no　matter　with　what　grace　or

what　poetry　or　what　precautions　she　surrounds　her　fault。〃



〃To　seek　the　master　and　find　the　servant！〃　she　said　bitterly；　〃oh！　I

can　never　recover　from　it！〃



〃Nonsense！　Monsieur　Ernest　de　La　Briere　is；　to　my　thinking；　fully　the

equal　of　the　Baron　de　Canalis。　He　was　private　secretary　of　a　cabinet

minister；　and　he　is　now　counsel　for　the　Court　of　Claims；　he　has　a

heart；　and　he　adores　you；　buthe　DOES　NOT　WRITE　VERSES。　No；　I　admit；

he　is　not　a　poet；　but　for　all　that　he　may　have　a　heart　full　of　poetry。

At　any　rate；　my　dear　girl；〃　added　her　father；　as　Modeste　made　a

gesture　of　disgust；　〃you　are　to　see　both　of　them；　the　sham　and　the

true　Canalis〃



〃Oh；　papa！〃



〃Did　you　not　swear　just　now　to　obey　me　in　everything；　even　in　the

AFFAIR　of　your　marriage？　Well；　I　allow　you　to　choose　which　of　the　two

you　like　best　for　a　husband。　You　have　begun　by　a　poem；　you　shall

finish　with　a　bucolic；　and　try　if　you　can　discover　the　real　character

of　these　gentlemen　here；　in　the　country；　on　a　few　hunting　or　fishing

excursions。〃



Modeste　bowed　her　head　and　walked　home　with　her　father；　listening　to

what　he　said　but　replying　only　in　monosyllables。







CHAPTER　XVI



DISENCHANTED



The　poor　girl　had　fallen　humiliated　from　the　alp　she　had　scaled　in

search　of　her　eagle's　nest；　into　the　mud　of　the　swamp　below；　where　（to

use　the　poetic　language　of　an　author　of　our　day）　〃after　feeling　the

soles　of　her　feet　too　tender　to　tread　the　broken　glass　of　reality；

Imaginationwhich　in　that　delicate　bosom　united　the　whole　of

womanhood；　from　the　violet…hidden　reveries　of　a　chaste　young　girl　to

the　passionate　desires　of　the　sexhad　led　her　into　enchanted　gardens

where；　oh；　bitter　sight！　she　now　saw；　springing　from　the　ground；　not

the　sublime　flower　of　her　fancy；　but　the　hairy；　twisted　limbs　of　the

black　mandragora。〃　Modeste　suddenly　found　herself　brought　down　from

the　mystic　heights　of　her　love　to　a　straight；　flat　road　bordered　with

ditches；in　short　the　work…day　path　of　common　life。　What　ardent；

aspiring　soul　would　not　have　been　bruised　and　broken　by　such　a　fall？

Whose　feet　were　these　at　which　she　had　shed　her　thoughts？　The　Modeste

who　re…entered　the　Chalet　was　no　more　the　Modeste　who　had　left　it　two

hours　earlier　than　an　actress　in　the　street　is　like　an　actress　on　the

boards。　She　fell　into　a　state　of　numb　depression　that　was　pitiful　to

see。　The　sun　was　darkened；　nature　veiled　itself；　even　the　flowers　no

longer　spoke　to　her。　Like　all　young　girls　with　a　tendency　to　extremes；

she　drank　too　deeply　of　the　cup　of　disillusion。　She　fought　against

reality；　and　would　not　bend　her　neck　to　the　yoke　of　family　and

conventions；　it　was；　she　felt；　too　heavy；　too　hard；　too　crushing。　She

would　not　listen　to　the　consolations　of　her　father　and　mother；　and

tasted　a　sort　of　savage　pleasure　in　letting　her　soul　suffer　to　the

utmost。



〃Poor　Butscha　was　right；〃　she　said　one　evening。



The　words　indicate　the　distance　she　travelled　in　a　short　space　of　time

and　in　gloomy　sadness　across　the　barren　plain　of　reality。　Sadness；

when　caused　by　the　overgrowth　of　hope；　is　a　disease；sometimes　a

fatal　one。　It　would　be　no　mean　object　for　physiology　to　search　out　in

what　ways　and　by　what　means　Thought　produces　the　same　internal

disorganization　as　poison；　and　how　it　is　that　despair　affects　the

appetite；　destroys　the　pylorus；　and　changes　all　the　physical

conditions　of　the　strongest　life。　Such　was　the　case　with　Modeste。　In

three　short　days　she　became　the　image　of　morbid　melancholy；　she　did

not　sing；　she　could　not　be　made　to　smile。　Charles　Mignon；　becoming

uneasy　at　the　non…arrival　of　the　two　friends；　thought　of　going　to

fetch　them；　when；　on　the　evening　of　the　fifth　day；　he　received　news　of

their　movements　through　Latournelle。



Canalis；　excessively　delighted　at　the　idea　of　a　rich　marriage；　was

determined　to　neglect　nothing　that　might　help　him　to　cut　out　La

Briere；　without；　however；　giving　La　Briere　a　chance　to　reproach　him

for　having　violated　the　laws　of　friendship。　The　poet　felt　that　nothing

would　lower　a　lover　so　much　in　the　eyes　of　a　young　girl　as　to　exhibit

him　in　a　subordinate　position；　and　he　therefore　proposed　to　La　Briere；

in　the　most　natural　manner；　to　take　a　little　country…house　at

Ingouville　for　a　month；　and　live　there　together　on　pretence　of

requiring　sea…air。　As　soon　as　La　Briere；　who　at　first　saw　nothing

amiss　in　the　proposal；　had　consented；　Canalis　declared　that　he　should

pay　all　expenses；　and　he　sent　his　valet　to　Havre；　telling　him　to　see

Monsieur　Latournelle　and　get　his　assistance　in　choosing　the　house；

well　aware　that　the　notary　would　repeat　all　particulars　to　the

Mignons。　Ernest　and　Canalis　had；　as　may　well　be　supposed；　talked　over

all　the　aspects　of　the　affair；　and　the　rather　prolix　Ernest　had　given

a　good　many　useful　hints　to　his　rival。　The　valet；　understanding　his

master's　wishes；　fulfilled　them　to　the　letter；　he　trumpeted　the

arrival　of　the　great　poet；　for　whom　the　doctors　advised　sea…air　to

restore　his　health；　injured　as　it　was　by　the　double　toils　of

literature　and　politics。　This　important　personage　wanted　a　house；

which　must　have　at　least　such　and　such　a　number　of　rooms；　as　he　would

bring　with　him　a　secretary；　cook；　two　servants；　and　a　coachman；　not

counting　himself；　Germain　Bonnet；　the　valet。　The　carriage；　selected

and　hired　for　a　month　by　Canalis；　was　a　pretty　one；　and　Germain　set

about　finding　a　pair　of　fine　horses　which　would　also　answer　as　saddle…

horses；for；　as　he　said；　monsieur　le　baron　and　his　secretary　took

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