the heir of redclyffe-第13章
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anything else?'
'0 no; of course not;' eagerly replied Guy; 'but it is impossible for
me to play; thank you。 I have promised never even to look on at a game
at billiards。'
'Ah; poor man; he had too much reason。' uttered Mr。 Edmonstone to
himself; but catching a warning look from his wife; he became suddenly
silent。 Guy; meanwhile; sat looking lost in sad thoughts; till;
rousing himself; he exclaimed; 'Don't let me prevent you。'
Mr。 Edmonstone needed but little persuasion; and carried Philip off to
the billiard…table in the front hall。
'0; I am so glad!' cried Charlotte; who had; within the last week;
learnt Guy's value as a playfellow。 'Now you will never go to those
stupid billiards; but I shall have you always; every rainy day。 Come
and have a real good game at ball on the stairs。'
She already had hold of his hand; and would have dragged him off at
once; had he not waited to help Charles back to his sofa; and in the
mean time she tried in vain to persuade her more constant playmate;
Amabel; to join the game。 Poor little Amy regretted the being obliged
to refuse; as she listened to the merry sounds and bouncing balls;
sighing more than once at having turned into a grown…up young lady;
while Philip observed to Laura; who was officiating as billiard…marker;
that Guy was still a mere boy。
The fates favoured Amy at last for about half after three; the
billiards were interrupted; and Philip; pronouncing the rain to be
almost over; invited Guy to take a walk; and they set out in a very
gray wet mist; while Charlotte and Amy commenced a vigorous game at
battledore and shuttle…cock。
The gray mist had faded into twilight; and twilight into something like
night; when Charles was crossing the hall; with the aid of Amy's arm;
Charlotte carrying the crutch behind him; and Mrs; Edmonstone helping
Laura with her perspective apparatus; all on their way to dress for
dinner; the door opened and in came the two Morvilles。 Guy; without;
even stopping to take off his great coat; ran at once up…stairs; and
the next moment the door of his room was shut with a bang that shook
the house; and made them all start and look at Philip for explanation。
'Redclyffe temper;' said he; coolly; with a half…smile curling his
short upper lip。
'What have you been doing to him?' said Charles。'
'Nothing。 At least nothing worthy of such ire。 I only entered on the
subject of his Oxford life; and advised him to prepare for it; for his
education has as yet been a mere farce。 He used to go two or three
days in the week to one Potts; a self…educated geniusa sort of
superior writing…master at the Moorworth commercial school。 Of course;
though it is no fault of his; poor fellow; he is hardly up to the fifth
form; and he must make the most of his time; if he is not to be
plucked。 I set all this before him as gently as I could; for I knew
with whom I had to deal; yet you see how it is。'
'What did he say?' asked Charles。
'He said nothing; so far I give him credit; but he strode on furiously
for the last half mile; and this explosion is the finale。 I am very
sorry for him; poor boy; I beg no further notice may be taken of it。
Don't you want an arm; Charlie?'
'No thank you;' answered Charles; with a little surliness。
'You had better。 It really is too much for Amy;' said Philip; making a
move as if to take possession of him; as he arrived at the foot of the
stairs。
'Like the camellia; I suppose;' he replied; and taking his other crutch
from Charlotte; he began determinedly to ascend without assistance;
resolved to keep Philip a prisoner below him as long as he could; and
enjoying the notion of chafing him by the delay。 Certainly teasing
Philip was a dear delight to Charles; though it was all on trust; as;
if he succeeded; his cousin never betrayed his annoyance by look or
sign。
About a quarter of an hour after; there was a knock at the dressing…
room door。 'Come in;' said Mrs。 Edmonstone; looking up from her
letter…writing; and Guy made his appearance; looking very downcast。
'I am come;' he said; 'to ask pardon for the disturbance I made just
now。 I was so foolish as to be irritated at Philip's manner; when he
was giving me some good advice; and I am very sorry。'
'What has happened to your lip?' she exclaimed。
He put his handkerchief to it。 'Is it bleeding still? It is a trick
of mine to bite my lip when I am vexed。 It seems to help to keep down
words。 There! I have given myself a mark of this hateful outbreak。'
He looked very unhappy; more so; Mrs。 Edmonstone thought; than the
actual offence required。 'You have only failed in part;' she said。
'It was a victory to keep down words。'
'The feeling is the _thing_;' said Guy; 'besides; I showed it plainly
enough; without speaking。'
'It is not easy to take advice from one so little your elder;' began
Mrs。 Edmonstone; but he interrupted her。 'It was not the advice。 That
was very good; I' but he spoke with an effort;'I am obliged to him。
It wasno; I won't say what;' he added; his eyes kindling; then
changing in a moment to a sorrowful; resolute tone; 'Yes; but I _will_;
and then I shall make myself thoroughly ashamed。 It was his veiled
assumption of superiority; his contempt for all I have been taught。
Just as if he had not every right to despise me; with his talent and
scholarship; after such egregious mistakes as I had made in the
morning。 I gave him little reason to think highly of my attainments;
but let him slight me as much as he pleases; he must not slight those
who taught me。 It was not Mr。 Potts' fault。'
Even the name could not spoil the spirited sound of the speech; and
Mrs。 Edmonstone was full of sympathy。 'You must remember;' she said;
'that in the eyes of a man brought up at public school; nothing
compensates for the want of the regular classical education。 I have no
doubt it was very provoking。'
'I don't want to be excused; thank you;' said Guy。 'Oh I am grieved;
for I thought the worst of my temper had been subdued。 After all that
has passedall I feltI thought it impossible。 Is there no hope for…
…' He covered his face with his hands; then recovering and turning to
Mrs。 Edmonstone; he said; 'It is encroaching too much on your kindness
to come here and trouble you with my confessions。'
'No; no; indeed;' said she; earnestly。 'Remember how we agreed that
you should come to me like one of my own children。 And; indeed; I do
not see why you need grieve in this despairing way; for you almost
overcame the fit of anger; and perhaps you were off your guard because
the trial came in an unexpected way?'
'It did; it did;' he said; eagerly; 'I don't; mind being told point
blank that I am a dunce; but that Mr。 Pottsnay; by implicationmy
grandfather should be set at nought in that cool But here I am
again!' said he; checking himself in the midst of his vehemence; 'he
did not mean that; of course。 I have no one to blame but myself。'
'I am sure;' said Mrs; Edmonstone; 'that if you always treat your
failings in this way; you must subdue them at last。'
'It is all failing; and resolving; and failing again!' said Guy。
'Yes; but the failures become slighter and less frequent; and the end
is victory。'
'The end victory!' repeated Guy; in a musing tone; as he stood leaning
against the mantelshelf。
'Yes; to all who persevere and seek for help;' said Mrs Edmonstone; and
he raised his eyes and fixed them on her with an earnest look that
surprised her; for it was almost as if the hope came home to him as
something new。 At that moment; however; she was called away; and
directly after a voice in the next room exclaimed; 'Are you there; Guy?
I want an arm!' while he for the first time perceived that Charles's
door was ajar。
Charles thoug