donal grant-第52章
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〃Go away；〃 said the earl； and Donal went。
He had hardly closed the door behind him； when he heard a bell ring
violently； and ere he reached the bottom of the stair； he met the
butler panting up as fast as his short legs and red nose would
permit。 He would have stopped to question Donal； who hastened past
him； and in the refuge of his own room； sat down to think。 Had his
conventional dignity been with him a matter of importance； he would
have left the castle the moment he got his things together； but he
thought much more of Davie； and much more of Eppy。
He had hardly seated himself when he jumped up again： he must see
Andrew Comin！
CHAPTER XXXVI。
A NIGHT…WATCH。
When he reached the bottom of the hill； there at the gate was
Forgue； walking up and down； apparently waiting for him。 He would
have passed him； but Forgue stepped in front of him。
〃Grant；〃 he said； 〃it is well we should understand each other！〃
〃I think； my lord； if you do not yet understand me； it can scarcely
be my fault。〃
〃What did my father say？〃
〃I would deliver to your lordship a message he gave me for you but
for two reasonsone； that I believe he changed his mind though he
did not precisely say so； and the other； that I will not serve him
or you in the matter。〃
〃Then you intend neither to meddle nor make？〃
〃That is my affair； my lord。 I will not take your lordship into my
confidence。〃
〃Don't be unreasonable； now！ Do get off your high horse。 Can't you
understand a fellow？ Everybody can't keep his temper as you do！ I
mean the girl no harm。〃
〃I will not talk with you about her。 And whatever you insist on
saying to me； I will use against you without scruple； should
occasion offer。〃
As he spoke he caught a look on Forgue's face which revealed somehow
that it was not for him he had been waiting； but for Eppy。 He turned
and went back towards the castle： he might meet her！ Forgue called
after him； but he paid no heed。
As he hastened up the hill； not so much as the rustle of bird or
mouse did he hear。 He lingered about the top of the road for half an
hour； then turned and went to the cobbler's。
He found Doory in great distress； for she was not merely sore
troubled about her son's child； but Andrew was in bed and suffering
great pain。 The moment Donal saw him he went for the doctor。 He said
a rib was broken； bound him up； and gave him some medicine。 All done
that could be done； Donal sat down to watch beside him。
He lay still； with closed eyes and white face。 So patient was he
that his very pain found utterance in a sort of blind smile。 Donal
did not know much about pain： he could read in Andrew's look his
devotion to the will of him whose being was his peace； but he did
not know above what suffering his faith lifted him； and held him
hovering yet safe。 His faith made him one with life； the eternal
Lifeand that is salvation。
In closest contact with the divine； the original relation restored；
the source once more holding its issue； the divine love pouring
itself into the deepest vessel of the man's being； itself but a
vessel for the holding of the diviner and divinest； who can wonder
if keenest pain should not be able to quench the smile of the
prostrate！ Few indeed have reached the point of health to laugh at
disease； but are there none？ Let not a man say because he cannot
that no one can。
The old woman was very calm； only every now and then she would lift
her hands and shake her head； and look as if the universe were going
to pieces； because her husband lay there by the stroke of the
ungodly。 And if he had lain there forgotten； then indeed the
universe would have been going to pieces！ When he coughed； every
pang seemed to go through her body to her heart。 Love is as lovely
in the old as in the younglovelier when in them； as often； it is
more sympathetic and unselfishthat is； more true。
Donal wrote to Mrs。 Brookes that he would not be home that night；
and having found a messenger at the inn； settled himself to watch by
his friend。
The hours glided quietly over。 Andrew slept a good deal； and seemed
to have pleasant visions。 He was finding yet more saving。 Now and
then his lips would move as if he were holding talk with some
friendly soul。 Once Donal heard the murmured words； 〃Lord； I'm a'
yer ain；〃 and noted that his sleep grew deeper thereafter。 He did
not wake till the day began to dawn。 Then he asked for some water。
Seeing Donal； and divining that he had been by his bedside all the
night； he thanked him with a smile and a little nodwhich somehow
brought to his memory certain words Andrew had spoken on another
occasion： 〃There's ane； an' there's a'； an' the a' 's ane； an' the
ane 's a'。〃
When Donal reached the castle； he found his breakfast and Mrs。
Brookes waiting for him。 She told him that Eppy； meeting her in the
passage the night before； had burst into tears； but she could get
nothing out of her； and had sent her to her room； this morning she
had not come down at the proper time； and when she sent after her；
did not come： she went up herself； and found her determined to leave
the castle that very day； she was now packing her things to go； nor
did she see any good in trying to prevent her。
Donal said if she would go home； there was plenty for her to do
there； old people's bones were not easy to mend； and it would be
some time before her grandfather was well again！
Mrs。 Brookes said she would not keep her now if she begged to stay；
she was afraid she would come to grief； and would rather she went
home； she would take her home herself。
〃The lass is no an ill ane；〃 she added： 〃 but she disna ken what she
wud be at。 She wants some o' the Lord's ain discipleen； I'm
thinkin！〃
〃An' that ye may be sure she'll get； mistress Brookes！〃 said Donal。
Eppy was quite ready to go home and help nurse her grandfather。 She
thought her conduct must by this time be the talk of the castle； and
was in mortal terror of lord Morven。 All the domestics feared
himit would be hard to say precisely why； it came in part of
seeing him so seldom that he had almost come to represent the ghost
some said lived in the invisible room and haunted the castle。
It was the easier for Eppy to go home that her grandmother needed
her； and that her grandfather would not be able to say much to her。
She was an affectionate girl； and yet her grandfather's condition
roused in her no indignation； for the love of being loved is such a
blinding thing； that the greatest injustice from the dearest to the
next dearest will by some natures be readily tolerated。 God help us！
we are a mean setand meanest the man who is ablest to justify
himself！
Mrs。 Brookes； having prepared a heavy basket of good things for Eppy
to carry home to her grandmother； and made it the heavier for the
sake of punishing her with the weight of it； set out with her；
saying to herself；
〃The jaud wants a wheen harder wark nor I hae hauden till her han'；
an' doobtless it's preparin' for her！〃
She was kindly received； without a word of reproach； by her
grandmother； the sufferer； forgetful of； or forgiving her words of
rejection in the garden； smiled when she came near his bedside； and
she turned away to conceal the tears she could not repress。 She
loved her grand…parents； and she loved the young lord； and she could
not get the two loves to dwell together peaceably in her minda
common difficulty with our weak； easily divided； hardly united
naturesfrangible； friable； readily distorted！ It needs no less
than God himself； not only to unite us to one another； but to make a
whole of the ill…fitting； roughly disjointed portions of our
individual beings。 Tearfully but diligently she set about her
duties； and not only the heart； but the limbs and joints of her
grandmother were relieved by her presence； while doubtless she
herself found some refuge from anxious thought in the service she
rendered。 What she saw as her probable future； I cannot say； one
hour her confidence in her lover's faithfulness would be complete；
the next it would be dashed with huge blots of uncertainty； but her
grandmother rejoiced over her as out of harm's way。
CHAPTER XXXVII。
LORD FORGUE
