father goriot-第25章
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will say nothing about your sisters; because Laure is writing to
you; and I must let her have the pleasure of giving you all the
home news。 Heaven send that you may succeed! Oh! yes; dear
Eugene; you must succeed。 I have come; through you; to a
knowledge of a pain so sharp that I do not think I could endure
it a second time。 I have come to know what it is to be poor; and
to long for money for my children's sake。 There; good…bye! Do not
leave us for long without news of you; and here; at the last;
take a kiss from your mother。〃
By the time Eugene had finished the letter he was in tears。 He
thought of Father Goriot crushing his silver keepsake into a
shapeless mass before he sold it to meet his daughter's bill of
exchange。
〃Your mother has broken up her jewels for you;〃 he said to
himself; 〃your aunt shed tears over those relics of hers before
she sold them for your sake。 What right have you to heap
execrations on Anastasie? You have followed her example; you have
selfishly sacrificed others to your own future; and she
sacrifices her father to her lover; and of you two; which is the
worse?〃
He was ready to renounce his attempts; he could not bear to take
that money。 The fires of remorse burned in his heart; and gave
him intolerable pain; the generous secret remorse which men
seldom take into account when they sit in judgment upon their
fellow…men; but perhaps the angels in heaven; beholding it;
pardon the criminal whom our justice condemns。 Rastignac opened
his sister's letter; its simplicity and kindness revived his
heart。
〃Your letter came just at the right time; dear brother。 Agathe
and I had thought of so many different ways of spending our
money; that we did not know what to buy with it; and now you have
come in; and; like the servant who upset all the watches that
belonged to the King of Spain; you have restored harmony; for;
really and truly; we did not know which of all the things we
wanted we wanted most; and we were always quarreling about it;
never thinking; dear Eugene; of a way of spending our money which
would satisfy us completely。 Agathe jumped for you。 Indeed; we
have been like two mad things all day; 'to such a prodigious
degree' (as aunt would say); that mother said; with her severe
expression; 'Whatever can be the matter with you;
mesdemoiselles?' I think if we had been scolded a little; we
should have been still better pleased。 A woman ought to be very
glad to suffer for one she loves! I; however; in my inmost soul;
was doleful and cross in the midst of all my joy。 I shall make a
bad wife; I am afraid; I am too fond of spending。 I had bought
two sashes and a nice little stiletto for piercing eyelet…holes
in my stays; trifles that I really did not want; so that I have
less than that slow…coach Agathe; who is so economical; and
hoards her money like a magpie。 She had two hundred francs! And I
have only one hundred and fifty! I am nicely punished; I could
throw my sash down the well; it will be painful to me to wear it
now。 Poor dear; I have robbed you。 And Agathe was so nice about
it。 She said; 'Let us send the three hundred and fifty francs in
our two names!' But I could not help telling you everything just
as it happened。
〃Do you know how we managed to keep your commandments? We took
our glittering hoard; we went out for a walk; and when once
fairly on the highway we ran all the way to Ruffec; where we
handed over the coin; without more ado; to M。 Grimbert of the
Messageries Royales。 We came back again like swallows on the
wing。 'Don't you think that happiness has made us lighter?'
Agathe said。 We said all sorts of things; which I shall not tell
you; Monsieur le Parisien; because they were all about you。 Oh;
we love you dearly; dear brother; it was all summed up in those
few words。 As for keeping the secret; little masqueraders like us
are capable of anything (according to our aunt); even of holding
our tongues。 Our mother has been on a mysterious journey to
Angouleme; and the aunt went with her; not without solemn
councils; from which we were shut out; and M。 le Baron likewise。
They are silent as to the weighty political considerations that
prompted their mission; and conjectures are rife in the State of
Rastignac。 The Infantas are embroidering a muslin robe with open…
work sprigs for her Majesty the Queen; the work progresses in the
most profound secrecy。 There be but two more breadths to finish。
A decree has gone forth that no wall shall be built on the side
of Verteuil; but that a hedge shall be planted instead thereof。
Our subjects may sustain some disappointment of fruit and
espaliers; but strangers will enjoy a fair prospect。 Should the
heir…presumptive lack pocket…handkerchiefs; be it known unto him
that the dowager Lady of Marcillac; exploring the recesses of her
drawers and boxes (known respectively as Pompeii and
Herculaneum); having brought to light a fair piece of cambric
whereof she wotted not; the Princesses Agathe and Laure place at
their brother's disposal their thread; their needles; and hands
somewhat of the reddest。 The two young Princes; Don Henri and Don
Gabriel; retain their fatal habits of stuffing themselves with
grape…jelly; of teasing their sisters; of taking their pleasure
by going a…bird…nesting; and of cutting switches for themselves
from the osier…beds; maugre the laws of the realm。 Moreover; they
list not to learn naught; wherefore the Papal Nuncio (called of
the commonalty; M。 le Cure) threateneth them with
excommunication; since that they neglect the sacred canons of
grammatical construction for the construction of other canon;
deadly engines made of the stems of elder。
〃Farewell; dear brother; never did letter carry so many wishes
for your success; so much love fully satisfied。 You will have a
great deal to tell us when you come home! You will tell me
everything; won't you? I am the oldest。 From something the aunt
let fall; we think you must have had some success。
〃Something was said of a lady; but nothing more was said 。 。 。
〃Of course not; in our family! Oh; by…the…by; Eugene; would you
rather that we made that piece of cambric into shirts for you
instead of pocket…handkerchiefs? If you want some really nice
shirts at once; we ought to lose no time in beginning upon them;
and if the fashion is different now in Paris; send us one for a
pattern; we want more particularly to know about the cuffs。 Good…
bye! Good…bye! Take my kiss on the left side of your forehead; on
the temple that belongs to me; and to no one else in the world。 I
am leaving the other side of the sheet for Agathe; who has
solemnly promised not to read a word that I have written; but;
all the same; I mean to sit by her side while she writes; so as
to be quite sure that she keeps her word。Your loving sister;
〃Laure de Rastignac。〃
〃Yes!〃 said Eugene to himself。 〃Yes! Success at all costs now!
Riches could not repay such devotion as this。 I wish I could give
them every sort of happiness! Fifteen hundred and fifty francs;〃
he went on after a pause。 〃Every shot must go to the mark! Laure
is right。 Trust a woman! I have only calico shirts。 Where some
one else's welfare is concerned; a young girl becomes as
ingenious as a thief。 Guileless where she herself is in question;
and full of foresight for me;she is like a heavenly angel
forgiving the strange incomprehensible sins of earth。〃
The world lay before him。 His tailor had been summoned and
sounded; and had finally surrendered。 When Rastignac met M。 de
Trailles; he had seen at once how great a part the tailor plays
in a young man's career; a tailor is either a deadly enemy or a
staunch friend; with an invoice for a bond of friendship; between
these two extremes there is; alack! no middle term。 In this
representative of his craft Eugene discovered a man who
understood that his was a sort of paternal function for young men
at their entrance into life;