the turmoil-第39章
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the fire; the shuffling of a pair of slipers could be heard descending; and
Mrs。 Sheridan made her appearance; her oblique expression and the state of her
toilette being those of a person who; after trying unsuccessfully to sleep on
one side; has got up to look for burglars。
〃Papa!〃 she exclaimed; drowsily。 〃Why'n't you go to bed? It must be goin' on
'leven o'clock!〃
She yawned; and seated herself near him; stretching out her hands to the fire。
〃What's the matter?〃 she asked; sleep and anxiety striving sluggishly with
each other in her voice。 〃I knew you were worried all dinner…time。 You got
something new on your mind besides Jim's bein' taken away like he was。 What's
worryin' you now; papa?〃
〃Nothin'。〃
She jeered feebly。 〃N' tell ME that! You sat up to see Bibbs; didn't you?〃
〃He starts in at the shop again to…morrow morning;〃 said Sheridan。
〃Just the same as he did before?〃
〃Just pre…CISELY!〃
〃Howhow long you goin' to keep him at it; papa?〃 she asked; timidly。
〃Until he KNOWS something!〃 The unhappy man struck his palms together; then
got to his feet and began to pace the room; as was his wont when he talked。
〃He'll go back to the machine he couldn't learn to tend properly in the six
months he was there; and he'll stick to it till he DOES learn it! Do you
suppose that lummix ever asked himself WHY I want him to learn it? No! And I
ain't a…goin' to tell him; either! When he went there I had 'em set him on
the simplest machine we gotand he stuck there! How much prospect would
there be of his learnin' to run the whole business if he can't run the easiest
machine in it? I sent him there to make him THOROUGH。 And what happened? He
didn't LIKE it! That boy's whole life; there's been a settin' up o' something
mulish that's against everything I want him to do。 I don't know what it is;
but it's got to be worked out of him。 Now; labor ain't any more a simple
question than what it was when we were young。 My idea is that; outside o'
union troubles; the man that can manage workin'…in men is the man that's been
one himself。 Well; I set Bibbs to learn the men and to learn the business;
and HE set himself to balk on the first job! That's what he did; and the
balk's lasted close on to three years。 If he balks again I'm just done with
him! Sometimes I feel like I was pretty near done with everything; anyhow!〃
〃I knew there was something else;〃 said Mrs。 Sheridan; blinking over a yawn。
〃You better let it go till to…morrow and get to bed now'less you'll tell
me?〃
〃Suppose something happened to Roscoe;〃 he said。 〃THEN what'd I have to look
forward to? THEN what could I depend on to hold things together? A lummix!
A lummix that hasn't learned how to push a strip o' zinc along a groove!〃
〃Roscoe?〃 she yawned。 〃You needn't worry about Roscoe; papa。 He's the
strongest child we had。 I never did know anybody keep better health than he
does。 I don't believe he's even had a cold in five years。 You better go up
to bed; papa。〃
〃Suppose something DID happen to him; though。 You don't know what it means;
keepin' property together these daysjust keepin' it ALIVE; let alone makin'
it grow the way I do。 I've seen too many estates hacked away in chunks; big
and little。 I tell you when a man dies the wolves come out o' the woods; pack
after pack; to see what they can tear off for themselves; and if that dead
man's chuldern ain't on the job; night and day; everything he built 'll get
carried off。 Carried off? I've seen a big fortune behave like an ash…barrel
in a cyclonethere wasn't even a dust…heap left to tell where it stood! I've
seen it; time and again。 My Lord! when I think o' such things comin' to ME!
It don't seem like I deserved itno man ever tried harder to raise his boys
right than I have。 I planned and planned and planned how to bring 'em up to
be guards to drive the wolves off; and how to be builders to build; and build
bigger。 I tell you this business life is no fool's job nowadaysa man's got
to have eyes in the back of his head。 You hear talk; sometimes; 'd make you
think the millennium had comebut right the next breath you'll hear somebody
hollerin' about 'the great unrest。' You BET there's a 'great unrest'! There
ain't any man alive smart enough to see what it's goin' to do to us in the
end; nor what day it's got set to bust loose; but it's frothin' and bubblin'
in the boiler。 This country's been fillin' up with it from all over the world
for a good many years; and the old camp…meetin' days are dead and done with。
Church ain't what it used to be。 Nothin's what it used to beeverything's
turned up from the bottom; and the growth is so big the roots stick out in the
air。 There's an awful ruction goin' on; and you got to keep hoppin' if you're
goin' to keep your balance on the top of it。 And the schemers! They run like
bugs on the bottom of a boardafter any piece o' money they hear is loose。
Fool schemes and crooked schemes; the fool ones are the most and the worst!
You got to FIGHT to keep your money after you've made it。 And the woods are
full o' mighty industrious men that's got only one motto: 'Get the other
fellow's money before he gets yours!' And when a man's built as I have; when
he's built good and strong; and made good things grow and prosperTHOSE are
the fellows that lay for the chance to slide in and sneak the benefit of it
and put their names to it! And what's the use of my havin' ever been born; if
such a thing as that is goin' to happen? What's the use of my havin' worked
my life and soul into my business; if it's all goin' to be dispersed and
scattered soon as I'm in the ground?〃
He strode up and down the long room; gesticulatinglittle regarding the
troubled and drowsy figure by the fireside。 His throat rumbled thunderously;
the words came with stormy bitterness。 〃You think this is a time for young
men to be lyin' on beds of ease? I tell you there never was such a time
before; there never was such opportunity。 The sluggard is despoiled while he
sleepsyes; by George! if a may lays down they'll eat him before he
wakes!but the live man can build straight up till he touches the sky! This
is the business man's day; it used to be the soldier's day and the statesman's
day; but this is OURS! And it ain't a Sunday to go fishin'it's turmoil!
turmoil!and you got to go out and live it and breathe it and MAKE it
yourself; or you'll only be a dead man walkin' around dreamin' you're alive。
And that's what my son Bibbs has been doin' all his life; and what he'd rather
do now than go out and do his part by me。 And if anything happens to
Roscoe〃
〃Oh; do stop worryin' over such nonsense;〃 Mrs。 Sheridan interrupted;
irritated into sharp wakefulness for the moment。 〃There isn't anything goin'
to happen to Roscoe; and you're just tormentin' yourself about nothin'。
Aren't you EVER goin' to bed?〃
Sheridan halted。 〃All right; mamma;〃 he said; with a vast sigh。 〃Let's go
up。〃 And he snapped off the electric light; leaving only the rosy glow of the
fire。
〃Did you speak to Roscoe?〃 she yawned; rising lopsidedly in her drowsiness。
〃Did you mention about what I told you the other evening?〃
〃No。 I will to…morrow。〃
But Roscoe did not come down…town the next day; nor the next; nor did Sheridan
see fit to enter his son's house。 He waited。 Then; on the fourth day of the
month; Roscoe walked into his father's office at nine in the morning; when
Sheridan happened to be alone。
〃They told me down…stairs you'd left word you wanted to see me。〃
〃Sit down;〃 said Sheridan; rising。
Roscoe sat。 His father walked close to him; sniffed suspiciously; and then
walked away; smiling bitterly。 〃Boh!〃 he exclaimed。 〃Still at it!〃
〃Yes;〃 said Roscoe。 〃I've had a couple of drinks this morning。 What about
it?〃
〃I reckon I better adopt some decent young man;〃 his father returned。 〃I'd
bring Bibb