cousin betty-第26章
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Caillou; the depot for marble; your Pole will be made the Director; I
should not wonder; with two thousand francs a year and a ring on his
finger。〃
〃How do you know all this when I have heard nothing about it?〃 said
Lisbeth at last; shaking off her amazement。
〃Now; my dear little Cousin Betty;〃 said Madame Marneffe; in an
insinuating voice; 〃are you capable of devoted friendship; put to any
test? Shall we henceforth be sisters? Will you swear to me never to
have a secret from me any more than I from youto act as my spy; as I
will be yours?Above all; will you pledge yourself never to betray me
either to my husband or to Monsieur Hulot; and never reveal that it
was I who told you?〃
Madame Marneffe broke off in this spurring harangue; Lisbeth
frightened her。 The peasant…woman's face was terrible; her piercing
black eyes had the glare of the tiger's; her face was like that we
ascribe to a pythoness; she set her teeth to keep them from
chattering; and her whole frame quivered convulsively。 She had pushed
her clenched fingers under her cap to clutch her hair and support her
head; which felt too heavy; she was on fire。 The smoke of the flame
that scorched her seemed to emanate from her wrinkles as from the
crevasses rent by a volcanic eruption。 It was a startling spectacle。
〃Well; why do you stop?〃 she asked in a hollow voice。 〃I will be all
to you that I have been to him。Oh; I would have given him my life…
blood!〃
〃You loved him then?〃
〃Like a child of my own!〃
〃Well; then;〃 said Madame Marneffe; with a breath of relief; 〃if you
only love him in that way; you will be very happyfor you wish him to
be happy?〃
Lisbeth replied by a nod as hasty as a madwoman's。
〃He is to marry your Cousin Hortense in a month's time。〃
〃Hortense!〃 shrieked the old maid; striking her forehead; and starting
to her feet。
〃Well; but then you were really in love with this young man?〃 asked
Valerie。
〃My dear; we are bound for life and death; you and I;〃 said
Mademoiselle Fischer。 〃Yes; if you have any love affairs; to me they
are sacred。 Your vices will be virtues in my eyes。For I shall need
your vices!〃
〃Then did you live with him?〃 asked Valerie。
〃No; I meant to be a mother to him。〃
〃I give it up。 I cannot understand;〃 said Valerie。 〃In that case you
are neither betrayed nor cheated; and you ought to be very happy to
see him so well married; he is now fairly afloat。 And; at any rate;
your day is over。 Our artist goes to Madame Hulot's every evening as
soon as you go out to dinner。〃
〃Adeline!〃 muttered Lisbeth。 〃Oh; Adeline; you shall pay for this! I
will make you uglier than I am。〃
〃You are as pale as death!〃 exclaimed Valerie。 〃There is something
wrong?Oh; what a fool I am! The mother and daughter must have
suspected that you would raise some obstacles in the way of this
affair since they have kept it from you;〃 said Madame Marneffe。 〃But
if you did not live with the young man; my dear; all this is a greater
puzzle to me than my husband's feelings〃
〃Ah; you don't know;〃 said Lisbeth; 〃you have no idea of all their
tricks。 It is the last blow that kills。 And how many such blows have I
had to bruise my soul! You don't know that from the time when I could
first feel; I have been victimized for Adeline。 I was beaten; and she
was petted; I was dressed like a scullion; and she had clothes like a
lady's; I dug in the garden and cleaned the vegetables; and sheshe
never lifted a finger for anything but to make up some finery!She
married the Baron; she came to shine at the Emperor's Court; while I
stayed in our village till 1809; waiting for four years for a suitable
match; they brought me away; to be sure; but only to make me a work…
woman; and to offer me clerks or captains like coalheavers for a
husband! I have had their leavings for twenty…six years!And now like
the story in the Old Testament; the poor relation has one ewe…lamb
which is all her joy; and the rich man who has flocks covets the ewe…
lamb and steals itwithout warning; without asking。 Adeline has
meanly robbed me of my happiness!Adeline! Adeline! I will see you in
the mire; and sunk lower than myself!And HortenseI loved her; and
she has cheated me。 The Baron。No; it is impossible。 Tell me again
what is really true of all this。〃
〃Be calm; my dear child。〃
〃Valerie; my darling; I will be calm;〃 said the strange creature;
sitting down again。 〃One thing only can restore me to reason; give me
proofs。〃
〃Your Cousin Hortense has the /Samson/ grouphere is a lithograph
from it published in a review。 She paid for it out of her pocket…
money; and it is the Baron who; to benefit his future son…in…law; is
pushing him; getting everything for him。〃
〃Water!water!〃 said Lisbeth; after glancing at the print; below
which she read; 〃A group belonging to Mademoiselle Hulot d'Ervy。〃
〃Water! my head is burning; I am going mad!〃
Madame Marneffe fetched some water。 Lisbeth took off her cap;
unfastened her black hair; and plunged her head into the basin her new
friend held for her。 She dipped her forehead into it several times;
and checked the incipient inflammation。 After this douche she
completely recovered her self…command。
〃Not a word;〃 said she to Madame Marneffe as she wiped her face〃not
a word of all this。You see; I am quite calm; everything is
forgotten。 I am thinking of something very different。〃
〃She will be in Charenton to…morrow; that is very certain;〃 thought
Madame Marneffe; looking at the old maid。
〃What is to be done?〃 Lisbeth went on。 〃You see; my angel; there is
nothing for it but to hold my tongue; bow my head; and drift to the
grave; as all water runs to the river。 What could I try to do? I
should like to grind them allAdeline; her daughter; and the Baron
all to dust! But what can a poor relation do against a rich family? It
would be the story of the earthen pot and the iron pot。〃
〃Yes; you are right;〃 said Valerie。 〃You can only pull as much hay as
you can to your side of the manger。 That is all the upshot of life in
Paris。〃
〃Besides;〃 said Lisbeth; 〃I shall soon die; I can tell you; if I lose
that boy to whom I fancied I could always be a mother; and with whom I
counted on living all my days〃
There were tears in her eyes; and she paused。 Such emotion in this
woman made of sulphur and flame; made Valerie shudder。
〃Well; at any rate; I have found you;〃 said Lisbeth; taking Valerie's
hand; 〃that is some consolation in this dreadful trouble。We shall be
true friends; and why should we ever part? I shall never cross your
track。 No one will ever be in love with me!Those who would have
married me; would only have done it to secure my Cousin Hulot's
interest。 With energy enough to scale Paradise; to have to devote it
to procuring bread and water; a few rags; and a garret!That is
martyrdom; my dear; and I have withered under it。〃
She broke off suddenly; and shot a black flash into Madame Marneffe's
blue eyes; a glance that pierced the pretty woman's soul; as the point
of a dagger might have pierced her heart。
〃And what is the use of talking?〃 she exclaimed in reproof to herself。
〃I never said so much before; believe me! The tables will be turned
yet!〃 she added after a pause。 〃As you so wisely say; let us sharpen
our teeth; and pull down all the hay we can get。〃
〃You are very wise;〃 said Madame Marneffe; who had been frightened by
this scene; and had no remembrance of having uttered this maxim。 〃I am
sure you are right; my dear child。 Life is not so long after all; and
we must make the best of it; and make use of others to contribute to
our enjoyment。 Even I have learned that; young as I am。 I was brought
up a spoilt child; my father married ambitiously; and almost forgot
me; after making me his idol and bringing me up like a queen's
daughter! My poor mother; who filled my head with splendid visions;
died of grief at seeing me married to an office clerk with twelve
hundred francs a year; at nine…and…thirty an aged and hardened
libertine; as corrupt as the hulks; looking on me; as others looked on
you; as a means of fortune!Well; in that wretched man; I have found
the best of husbands。 He prefers the squalid sluts he picks up at