the black robe-第78章
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March 6。I have been to Civita Vecchia; to give a little
farewell entertainment to the officers and crew before they take
the yacht back to England。
In a few words I said at parting; I mentioned that it was my
purpose to make an offer for the purchase of the vessel; and that
my guests should hear from me again on the subject。 This
announcement was received with enthusiasm。 I really like my
crewand I don't think it is vain in me to believe that they
return the feeling; from the sailing…master to the cabin…boy。 My
future life; after all that has passed; is likely to be a roving
life; unlessNo! I may think sometimes of that happier prospect;
but I had better not put my thoughts into w ords。 I have a fine
vessel; I have plenty of money; and I like the sea。 There are
three good reasons for buying the yacht。
Returning to Rome in the evening; I found waiting for me a letter
from Stella。
She writes (immediately on the receipt of my telegram) to make a
similar request to the request addressed to me by her mother。 Now
that I am at Rome; she too wants to hear news of a Jesuit priest。
He is absent on a foreign mission; and his name is Penrose。 〃You
shall hear what obligations I owe to his kindness;〃 she writes;
〃when we meet。 In the meantime; I will only say that he is the
exact opposite of Father Benwell; and that I should be the most
ungrateful of women if I did not feel the truest interest in his
welfare。〃
This is strange; and; to my mind; not satisfactory。 Who is
Penrose? and what has he done to deserve such strong expressions
of gratitude? If anybody had told me that Stella could make a
friend of a Jesuit; I am afraid I should have returned a rude
answer。 Well; I must wait for further enlightenment; and apply to
the landlord's nephew once more。
March 7。There is small prospect; I fear; of my being able to
appreciate the merits of Mr。 Penrose by personal experience。 He
is thousands of miles away from Europe; and he is in a situation
of peril; which makes the chance of his safe return doubtful in
the last degree。
The Mission to which he is attached was originally destined to
find its field of work in Central America。 Rumors of more
fighting to come; in that revolutionary part of the world;
reached Rome before the missionaries had sailed from the port of
Leghorn。 Under these discouraging circumstances; the priestly
authorities changed the destination of the Mission to the
territory of Arizona; bordering on New Mexico; and recently
purchased by the United States。 Here; in the valley of Santa
Cruz; the Jesuits had first attempted the conversion of the
Indian tribes two hundred years since; and had failed。 Their
mission…house and chapel are now a heap of ruins; and the
ferocious Apache Indians keep the fertile valley a solitude by
the mere terror of their name。 To this ill…omened place Penrose
and his companions have made their daring pilgrimage; and they
are now risking their lives in the attempt to open the hearts of
these bloodthirsty savages to the influence of Christianity。
Nothing has been yet heard of them。 At the best; no trustworthy
news is expected for months to come。
What will Stella say to this? Anyhow; I begin to understand her
interest in Penrose now。 He is one of a company of heroes。 I am
already anxious to hear more of him。
To…morrow will be a memorable day in my calendar。 To…morrow I
leave Rome for St。 Germain。
If any further information is to be gained for Mrs。 Eyrecourt and
her daughter; I have made the necessary arrangements for
receiving it。 The banker has promised to write to me; if there is
a change in Romayne's life and prospects。 And my landlord will
take care that I hear of it; in the event of news reaching Rome
from the Mission at Arizona。
Sixth Extract。
St。 Germain; March 14。I arrived yesterday。 Between the fatigue
of the journey and the pleasurable agitation caused by seeing
Stella again; I was unfit to make the customary entry in my diary
when I retired for the night。
She is more irresistibly beautiful than ever。 Her figure (a
little too slender as I remember it) has filled out。 Her lovely
face has lost its haggard; careworn look; her complexion has
recovered its delicacy; I see again in her eyes the pure serenity
of expression which first fascinated me; years since。 It may be
due to the consoling influence of the childassisted; perhaps;
by the lapse of time and the peaceful life which she now
leadsbut this at least is certain; such a change for the better
I never could have imagined as the change I find in Stella after
a year's absence。
As for the baby; he is a bright; good…humored little fellow; and
he has one great merit in my estimationhe bears no resemblance
to his father。 I saw his mother's features when I first took him
on my knee; and looked at his face; lifted to mine in grave
surprise。 The baby and I are certain to get on well together。
Even Mrs。 Eyrecourt seems to have improved in the French air; and
under the French diet。 She has a better surface to lay the paint
on; her nimble tongue runs faster than ever; and she has so
completely recovered her good spirits; that Monsieur and Madame
Villeray declare she must have French blood in her veins。 They
were all so unaffectedly glad to see me (Matilda included); that
it was really like returning to one's home。 As for Traveler; I
must interfere (in the interests of his figure and his health) to
prevent everybody in the house from feeding him with every
eatable thing; from plain bread to _pate de foie gras。_
My experience of to…day will; as Stella tells me; be my general
experience of the family life at St。 Germain。
We begin the morning with the customary cup of coffee。 At eleven
o'clock I am summoned from my 〃pavilion〃 of three rooms to one of
those delicious and artfully varied breakfasts which are only to
be found in France and in Scotland。 An interval of about three
hours follows; during which the child takes his airing and his
siesta; and his elders occupy themselves as they please。 At three
o'clock we all go outwith a pony chaise which carries the
weaker members of the householdfor a ramble in the forest。 At
six o'clock we assemble at the dinner…table。 At coffee time; some
of the neighbors drop in for a game at cards。 At ten; we all wish
each other good…night。
Such is the domestic programme; varied by excursions in the
country and by occasional visits to Paris。 I am naturally a man
of quiet stay…at…home habits。 It is only when my mind is
disturbed that I get restless and feel longings for change。
Surely the quiet routine at St。 Germain ought to be welcome to me
now? I have been looking forward to this life through a long year
of travel。 What more can I wish for?
Nothing more; of course。
And yetand yetStella has innocently made it harder than ever
to play the part of her 〃brother。〃 The recovery of her beauty is
a subject for congratulation to her mother and her friends。 How
does it affect Me?
I had better not think of my hard fate。 Can I help thinking of
it? Can I dismiss from memory the unmerited misfortunes which
have taken from me; in the prime of her charms; the woman whom I
love? At least I can try。
The good old moral must be _my_ moral: 〃Be content with such
things as ye have。〃
March 15。It is eight in the