the black robe-第42章
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you think your friend will trust me with it。〃
〃I am certain he will trust you with it。 My friend is Mr。
Winterfield; of Beaupark House; North Devon。 Perhaps you may have
heard of him?〃
〃No; the name is quite new to me。〃
〃Then come and see the man himself。 He is now in Londonand I am
entirely at your service。〃
In half an hour more; Romayne was presented to a well…bred;
amiable gentleman in the prime of life; smoking; and reading the
newspaper。 The bowl of his long pipe rested on the floor; on one
side of him; and a handsome red and white spaniel reposed on the
other。 Before his visitors had been two minutes in the room; he
understood the motive which had brought them to consult him; and
sent for a telegraphic form。
〃My steward will find the book and forward it to your address by
passenger train this afternoon;〃 he said。 〃I will tell him to put
my printed catalogue of the library into the parcel; in case I
have any other books which may be of use to you。〃
With those words; he dispatched the telegram to the office。
Romayne attempted to make his acknowledgments。 Mr。 Winterfield
would hear no acknowledgments。
〃My dear sir;〃 he said; with a smile that brightened his whole
face; 〃you are engaged in writing a great historical work; and I
am an obscure country gentleman; who is lucky enough to associate
himself with the production of a new book。 How do you know that I
am not looking forward to a complimentary line in the preface? I
am the obliged person; not you。 Pray consider me as a handy
little boy who runs on errands for the Muse of History。 Do you
smoke?〃
Not even tobacco would soothe Romayne's wasted and irritable
nerves。 Father Benwell〃all things to all men〃cheerfully
accepted a cigar from the box on the table。
〃Father Benwell possesses all the social virtues;〃 Mr。
Winterfield ran on。 〃He shall have his coffee; and the largest
sugar…basin that the hotel can produce。 I can quite understand
that your literary labors have tried your nerves;〃 he said to
Romayne; when he had ordered the coffee。 〃The mere title of your
work overwhelms an idle man like me。 'The Origin of
Religions'what an immense subject! How far must we look back to
find out the first worshipers of the human family?Where are the
hieroglyphics; Mr。 Romayne; that will give you the earliest
information? In the unknown center of Africa; or among the ruined
cities of Yucatan? My own idea; as an ignorant man; is that the
first of all forms of worship must have been the worship of the
sun。 Don't be shocked; Father BenwellI confess I have a certain
sympathy with sun…worship。 In the East especially; the rising of
the sun is surely the grandest of all objectsthe visible symbol
of a beneficent Deity; who gives life; warmth and light to the
world of his creation。〃
〃Very grand; no doubt;〃 remarked Father Benwell; sweetening his
coffee。 〃But not to be compared with the noble sight at Rome;
when the Pope blesses the Christian world from the balcony of St。
Peter's。〃
〃So much for professional feeling!〃 said Mr。 Winterfield。 〃But;
surely; something depends on what sort of man the Pope is。 If we
had lived in the time of Alexander the Sixth; would you have
called _him_ a part of that noble sight?〃
〃Certainlyat a proper distance;〃 Father Benwell briskly
replied。 〃Ah; you heretics only know the worst side of that most
unhappy pontiff! Mr。 Winterfield; we have every reason to believe
that he felt (privately) the truest remorse。〃
〃I should require very good evidence to persuade me of it。〃
This touched Romayne on a sad side of his own personal
experience。 〃Perhaps;〃 he said; 〃you don't believe in remorse?〃
〃Pardon me;〃 Mr。 Winterfield rejoined; 〃I only distinguish
between false remorse and true remorse。 We will say no more of
Alexander the Sixth; Father Benwell。 If we want an illustration;
I will supply it; and give no offense。 True remorse depends; to
my mind; on a man's accurate knowledge of his own motivesfar
from a common knowledge; in my experience。 Say; for instance;
that I have committed some serious offense〃
Romayne could not resist interrupting him。 〃Say you have killed
one of your fellow…creatures;〃 he suggested。
〃Very well。 If I know that I really meant to kill him; for some
vile purpose of my own; and if (which by no means always follows)
I am really capable of feeling the enormity of my own crimethat
is; as I think; true remorse。 Murderer as I am; I have; in that
case; some moral worth still left in me。 But if I did _not_ mean
to kill the manif his death was my misfortune as well as
hisand if (as frequently happens) I am nevertheless troubled by
remorse; the true cause lies in my own inability fairly to
realize my own motivesbefore I look to results。 I am the
ignorant victim of false remorse; and if I will only ask myself
boldly what has blinded me to the true state of the case; I shall
find the mischief due to that misdirected appreciation of my own
importance which is nothing but egotism in disguise。〃
〃I entirely agree with you;〃 said Father Benwell; 〃I have had
occasion to say the same thing in the confessional。〃
Mr。 Winterfield looked at his dog; and changed the subject。 〃Do
you like dogs; Mr。 Romayne?〃 he asked。 〃I see my spaniel's eyes
saying that he likes you; and his tail begging you to take some
notice of him。〃
Romayne caressed the dog rather absently。
His new friend had unconsciously presented to him a new view of
the darker aspect of his own life。 Winterfield's refined;
pleasant manners; his generous readiness in placing the treasures
of his library at a stranger's disposal; had already appealed
irresistibly to Romayne's sensitive nature。 The favorable
impression was now greatly strengthened by the briefly bold
treatment which he had just heard of a subject in which he was
seriously interested。 〃I must see more of this man;〃 was his
thought; as he patted the companionable spaniel。
Father Benwell's trained observation followed the vivid changes
of expression on Romayne's face; and marked the eager look in his
eyes as he lifted his head from the dog to the dog's master。 The
priest saw his opportunity and took it。
〃Do you remain long at Ten Acres Lodge?〃 he said to Romayne。
〃I hardly know as yet。 We have no other plans at present。〃
〃You inherit the place; I think; from your late aunt; Lady
Berrick?〃
〃Yes。〃
The tone of the reply was not encouraging; Romayne felt no
interest in talking of Ten Acres Lodge。 Father Benwell persisted。
〃I was told by Mrs。 Eyrecourt;〃 he went on 〃that Lady Berrick had
some fine pictures。 Are they still at the Lodge?〃
〃Certainly。 I couldn't live in a house without pictures。〃
Father Benwell looked at Winterfield。 〃Another taste in common
between you and Mr。 Romayne;〃 he said; 〃besides your liking for
dogs。〃
This at once produced the desired result。 Romayne eagerly invited
Winterfield to see his pictures。 〃There are not many of them;〃 he
said。 〃But they are really worth looking at。 When will you come?〃
〃The sooner the better;〃 Winterfield answered; cordially。 〃Will
to…morrow doby the noonday light?〃
〃Whenever you please。 Your time is mine。〃
Among his other accomplishments; Father Benwell was a
chess…player。 If his thoughts at