introductory-第5章
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was so… to conceive how he should exist hereafter; so earthly and
sensuous did he seem; but surely his existence here; admitting that it
was to terminate with his last breath; had been not unkindly given;
with no higher moral responsibilities than the beasts of the field;
but with a larger scope of enjoyment than theirs; and with all their
blessed immunity from the dreariness and duskiness of age。
One point; in which he had vastly the advantage over his four…footed
brethren; was his ability to recollect the good dinners which it had
made no small portion of the happiness of his life to eat。 His
gourmandism was a highly agreeable trait; and to hear him talk of
roast…meat was as appetising as a pickle or an oyster。 As he possessed
no higher attribute; and neither sacrificed nor vitiated any spiritual
endowment by devoting all his energies and ingenuities to subserve the
delight and profit of his maw; it always pleased and satisfied me to
hear him expatiate on fish; poultry; and butcher's meat; and the
most eligible methods of preparing them for the table。 His
reminiscences of good cheer; however ancient the date of the actual
banquet; seemed to bring the savour of pig or turkey under one's
very nostrils。 There were flavours on his palate; that had lingered
there not less than sixty or seventy years; and were still
apparently as fresh as that of the mutton…chop which he had just
devoured for his breakfast。 I have heard him smack his lips over
dinners; every guest at which; except himself; had long been food
for worms。 It was marvellous to observe how the ghosts of bygone meals
were continually rising up before him; not in anger or retribution;
but as if grateful for his former appreciation; and seeking to
repudiate an endless series of enjoyment; at once shadowy and sensual。
A tenderloin of beef; a hind…quarter of veal; a spare…rib of pork; a
particular chicken; or a remarkably praiseworthy turkey; which had
perhaps adorned his board in the days of the elder Adams; would be
remembered; while all the subsequent experience of our race; and all
the events that brightened or darkened his individual career; had gone
over him with as little permanent effect as the passing breeze。 The
chief tragic event of the old man's life; so far as I could judge; was
his mishap with a certain goose; which lived and died some twenty or
forty years ago; a goose of most promising figure; but which; at
table; proved so inveterately tough that the carving…knife would
make no impression on its carcass; and it could only be divided with
an axe and handsaw。
But it is time to quit this sketch; on which; however; I should be
glad to dwell at considerably more length; because; of all men whom
I have ever known; this individual was fittest to be a Custom…House
officer。 Most persons; owing to causes which I may not have space to
hint at; suffer moral detriment from this peculiar mode of life。 The
old Inspector was incapable of it; and; were he to continue in
office to the end of time; would be just as good as he was then; and
sit down to dinner with just as good an appetite。
There is one likeness; without which my gallery of Custom…House
portraits would be strangely incomplete; but which my comparatively
few opportunities for observation enable me to sketch only in the
merest outline。 It is that of the Collector; our gallant old
General; who; after his brilliant military service; subsequently to
which he had ruled over a wild Western territory; had come hither;
twenty years before; to spend the decline of his varied and honourable
life。 The brave soldier had already numbered; nearly or quite; his
threescore years and ten; and was pursuing the remainder of his
earthly march; burdened with infirmities which even the martial
music of his own spirit…stirring recollections could do little towards
lightening。 The step was palsied now; that had been foremost in the
charge。 It was only with the assistance of a servant; and by leaning
his hand heavily on the iron balustrade; that he could slowly and
painfully ascend the Custom…House steps; and; with a toilsome progress
across the floor; attain his customary chair beside the fireplace。
There he used to sit; gazing with a somewhat dim serenity of aspect at
the figures that came and went; amid the rustle of papers; the
administering of oaths; the discussion of business; and the casual
talk of the office; all which sounds and circumstances seemed but
indistinctly to impress his senses; and hardly to make their way
into his inner sphere of contemplation。 His countenance; in this
repose; was mild and kindly。 If his notice was sought; an expression
of courtesy and interest gleamed out upon his features; proving that
there was light within him; and that it was only the outward medium of
the intellectual lamp that obstructed the rays in their passage。 The
closer you penetrated to the substance of his mind; the sounder it
appeared。 When no longer called upon to speak; or listen; either of
which operations cost him an evident effort; his face would briefly
subside into its former not uncheerful quietude。 It was not painful to
behold this look; for though dim; it had not the imbecility of
decaying age。 The framework of his nature; originally strong and
massive; was not yet crumbled into ruin。
To observe and define his character; however; under such
disadvantages; was as difficult a task as to trace out and build up
anew; in imagination; an old fortress; like Ticonderoga; from a view
of its grey and broken ruins。 Here and there; perchance; the walls may
remain almost complete; but elsewhere may be only a shapeless mound;
cumbrous with its very strength; and overgrown; through long years
of peace and neglect; with grass and alien weeds。
Nevertheless; looking at the old warrior with affection… for; slight
as was the communication between us; my feeling towards him; like that
of all bipeds and quadrupeds who knew him; might not improperly be
termed so… I could discern the main points of his portrait。 It was
marked with the noble and heroic qualities which showed it to be not
by a mere accident; but of good right; that he had won a distinguished
name。 His spirit could never; I conceive; have been characterised by
an uneasy activity; it must; at any period of his life; have
required an impulse to set him in motion; but; once stirred up; with
obstacles to overcome; and an adequate object to be attained; it was
not in the man to give out or fail。 The beat that had formerly
pervaded his nature; and which was not yet extinct; was never of the
kind that flashes and flickers in a blaze; but; rather; a deep; red
glow; as of iron in a furnace。 Weight; solidity; firmness; this was
the expression of his repose; even in such decay as had crept untimely
over him; at the period of which I speak。 But I could imagine; even
then; that; under some excitement which should go deeply into his
consciousness… roused by a trumpet…peal; loud enough to awaken all
of his energies that were not dead; but only slumbering… he was yet
capable of flinging off his infirmities like a sick man's gown;
dropping the staff of age to seize a battle…sword; and starting up
once more a warrior。 And; in so intense a moment; his demeanour
would have still been calm。 Such an exhibition; however; was but to be
pictured in fancy; not to be anticipated; nor desired。 What I saw in
him… as evidently as the indestructible ramparts of; Old
Ticonderoga; already cited as the most appropriate simile… were the
features of stubborn and ponderous endurance; which might well have
amounted to obstinacy in his earlier days; of integrity; that; like
most of his other endowments; lay in a somewhat heavy mass; and was
just as unmalleable and unmanageable as a ton of iron ore; and of
benevolence; which; fiercely as he led the bayonets on at Chippewa
or Fort Erie; I take to be of quite as genuine a stamp as what
actuates any or all the polemical ph