weir of hermiston-第4章
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instinct in his breast detects the quibble; and a voice condemns it。 He
will instantly submit; privately hold the same opinion。 For even in
this simple and antique relation of the mother and the child;
hypocrisies are multiplied。
When the Court rose that year and the family returned to Hermiston; it
was a common remark in all the country that the lady was sore failed。
She seemed to loose and seize again her touch with life; now sitting
inert in a sort of durable bewilderment; anon waking to feverish and
weak activity。 She dawdled about the lasses at their work; looking
stupidly on; she fell to rummaging in old cabinets and presses; and
desisted when half through; she would begin remarks with an air of
animation and drop them without a struggle。 Her common appearance was
of one who has forgotten something and is trying to remember; and when
she overhauled; one after another; the worthless and touching mementoes
of her youth; she might have been seeking the clue to that lost thought。
During this period; she gave many gifts to the neighbours and house
lasses; giving them with a manner of regret that embarrassed the
recipients。
The last night of all she was busy on some female work; and toiled upon
it with so manifest and painful a devotion that my lord (who was not
often curious) inquired as to its nature。
She blushed to the eyes。 〃O; Edom; it's for you!〃 she said。 〃It's
slippers。 I … I hae never made ye any。〃
〃Ye daft auld wife!〃 returned his lordship。 〃A bonny figure I would
be; palmering about in bauchles!〃
The next day; at the hour of her walk; Kirstie interfered。 Kirstie took
this decay of her mistress very hard; bore her a grudge; quarrelled with
and railed upon her; the anxiety of a genuine love wearing the disguise
of temper。 This day of all days she insisted disrespectfully; with
rustic fury; that Mrs。 Weir should stay at home。 But; 〃No; no;〃 she
said; 〃it's my lord's orders;〃 and set forth as usual。 Archie was
visible in the acre bog; engaged upon some childish enterprise; the
instrument of which was mire; and she stood and looked at him a while
like one about to call; then thought otherwise; sighed; and shook her
head; and proceeded on her rounds alone。 The house lasses were at the
burnside washing; and saw her pass with her loose; weary; dowdy gait。
〃She's a terrible feckless wife; the mistress!〃 said the one。
〃Tut;〃 said the other; 〃the wumman's seeck。〃
〃Weel; I canna see nae differ in her;〃 returned the first。 〃A
fushionless quean; a feckless carline。〃
The poor creature thus discussed rambled a while in the grounds without
a purpose。 Tides in her mind ebbed and flowed; and carried her
to and fro like seaweed。 She tried a path; paused; returned; and tried
another; questing; forgetting her quest; the spirit of choice extinct in
her bosom; or devoid of sequency。 On a sudden; it appeared as though
she had remembered; or had formed a resolution; wheeled about; returned
with hurried steps; and appeared in the dining…room; where Kirstie was
at the cleaning; like one charged with an important errand。
〃Kirstie!〃 she began; and paused; and then with conviction; 〃Mr。 Weir
isna speeritually minded; but he has been a good man to me。〃
It was perhaps the first time since her husband's elevation that she had
forgotten the handle to his name; of which the tender; inconsistent
woman was not a little proud。 And when Kirstie looked up at the
speaker's face; she was aware of a change。
〃Godsake; what's the maitter wi' ye; mem?〃 cried the housekeeper;
starting from the rug。
〃I do not ken;〃 answered her mistress; shaking her head。 〃But he is not
speeritually minded; my dear。〃
〃Here; sit down with ye! Godsake; what ails the wife?〃 cried Kirstie;
and helped and forced her into my lord's own chair by the cheek of the
hearth。
〃Keep me; what's this?〃 she gasped。 〃Kirstie; what's this? I'm
frich'ened。〃
They were her last words。
It was the lowering nightfall when my lord returned。 He had the sunset
in his back; all clouds and glory; and before him; by the wayside; spied
Kirstie Elliott waiting。 She was dissolved in tears; and addressed him
in the high; false note of barbarous mourning; such as still lingers
modified among Scots heather。
〃The Lord peety ye; Hermiston! the Lord prepare ye!〃 she keened out。
〃Weary upon me; that I should have to tell it!〃
He reined in his horse and looked upon her with the hanging face。
〃Has the French landit?〃 cried he。
〃Man; man;〃 she said; 〃is that a' ye can think of? The Lord prepare ye:
the Lord comfort and support ye!〃
〃Is onybody deid?〃 said his lordship。 〃It's no Erchie?〃
〃Bethankit; no!〃 exclaimed the woman; startled into a more natural tone。
〃Na; na; it's no sae bad as that。 It's the mistress; my lord; she just
fair flittit before my e'en。 She just gi'ed a sab and was by wi' it。
Eh; my bonny Miss Jeannie; that I mind sae weel!〃 And forth again upon
that pouring tide of lamentation in which women of her class excel and
over…abound。
Lord Hermiston sat in the saddle beholding her。 Then he seemed to
recover command upon himself。
〃Well; it's something of the suddenest;〃 said he。 〃But she was a
dwaibly body from the first。〃
And he rode home at a precipitate amble with Kirstie at his horse's
heels。
Dressed as she was for her last walk; they had laid the dead lady on her
bed。 She was never interesting in life; in death she was not
impressive; and as her husband stood before her; with his hands crossed
behind his powerful back; that which he looked upon was the very image
of the insignificant。
〃Her and me were never cut out for one another;〃 he remarked at last。
〃It was a daft…like marriage。〃 And then; with a most unusual gentleness
of tone; 〃Puir bitch;〃 said he; 〃puir bitch!〃 Then suddenly: 〃Where's
Erchie?〃
Kirstie had decoyed him to her room and given him 〃a jeely…piece。〃
〃Ye have some kind of gumption; too;〃 observed the judge; and considered
his housekeeper grimly。 〃When all's said;〃 he added; 〃I micht have done
waur … I micht have been marriet upon a skirting Jezebel like you!〃
〃There's naebody thinking of you; Hermiston!〃 cried the offended woman。
〃We think of her that's out of her sorrows。 And could SHE have done
waur? Tell me that; Hermiston … tell me that before her clay…cauld
corp!〃
〃Weel; there's some of them gey an' ill to please;〃 observed his
lordship。
CHAPTER II … FATHER AND SON
MY Lord Justice…Clerk was known to many; the man Adam Weir perhaps to
none。 He had nothing to explain or to conceal; he sufficed wholly and
silently to himself; and that part of our nature which goes out (too
often with false coin) to acquire glory or love; seemed in him to be
omitted。 He did not try to be loved; he did not care to be; it is
probable the very thought of it was a stranger to his mind。 He was an
admired lawyer; a highly unpopular judge; and he looked down upon those
who were his inferiors in either distinction; who were lawyers of less
grasp or judges not so much detested。 In all the rest of his days and
doings; not one trace of vanity appeared; and he went on through life
with a mechanical movement; as of the unconscious; that was almost
august。
He saw little of his son。 In the childish maladies with which the boy
was troubled; he would make daily inquiries and daily pay him a visit;
entering the sick…room with a facetious and appalling countenance;
letting off a few perfunctory jests; and going again swiftly; to the
patient's relief。 Once; a court holiday falling opportunely; my lord
had his carriage; and drove the child himself to Hermiston; the
customary place of convalescence。 It is conceivable he had been more
than usually anxious; for that jour