weir of hermiston-第30章
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e'en; and little I dreamed I'd ever be tellin' ye this; an auld; lanely;
rudas wife! Weel; Mr。 Erchie; there was a lad cam' courtin' me; as was
but naetural。 Mony had come before; and I would nane o' them。 But this
yin had a tongue to wile the birds frae the lift and the bees frae the
foxglove bells。 Deary me; but it's lang syne! Folk have dee'd sinsyne
and been buried; and are forgotten; and bairns been born and got merrit
and got bairns o' their ain。 Sinsyne woods have been plantit; and have
grawn up and are bonny trees; and the joes sit in their shadow; and
sinsyne auld estates have changed hands; and there have been wars and
rumours of wars on the face of the earth。 And here I'm still … like an
auld droopit craw … lookin' on and craikin'! But; Mr。 Erchie; do ye no
think that I have mind o' it a' still? I was dwalling then in my
faither's house; and it's a curious thing that we were whiles trysted in
the Deil's Hags。 And do ye no think that I have mind of the bonny
simmer days; the lang miles o' the bluid…red heather; the cryin' of the
whaups; and the lad and the lassie that was trysted? Do ye no think
that I mind how the hilly sweetness ran about my hairt? Ay; Mr。 Erchie;
I ken the way o' it … fine do I ken the way … how the grace o' God takes
them; like Paul of Tarsus; when they think it least; and drives the pair
o' them into a land which is like a dream; and the world and the folks
in't' are nae mair than clouds to the puir lassie; and heeven nae mair
than windle…straes; if she can but pleesure him! Until Tam dee'd … that
was my story;〃 she broke off to say; 〃he dee'd; and I wasna at the
buryin'。 But while he was here; I could take care o' mysel'。 And can
yon puir lassie?〃
Kirstie; her eyes shining with unshed tears; stretched out her hand
towards him appealingly; the bright and the dull gold of her hair
flashed and smouldered in the coils behind her comely head; like the
rays of an eternal youth; the pure colour had risen in her face; and
Archie was abashed alike by her beauty and her story。 He came towards
her slowly from the window; took up her hand in his and kissed it。
〃Kirstie;〃 he said hoarsely; 〃you have misjudged me sorely。 I have
always thought of her; I wouldna harm her for the universe; my woman!〃
〃Eh; lad; and that's easy sayin';〃 cried Kirstie; 〃but it's nane sae
easy doin'! Man; do ye no comprehend that it's God's wull we should be
blendit and glamoured; and have nae command over our ain members at a
time like that? My bairn;〃 she cried; still holding his hand; 〃think o'
the puir lass! have pity upon her; Erchie! and O; be wise for twa!
Think o' the risk she rins! I have seen ye; and what's to prevent
ithers! I saw ye once in the Hags; in my ain howl; and I was wae to see
ye there … in pairt for the omen; for I think there's a weird on the
place … and in pairt for pure nakit envy and bitterness o' hairt。 It's
strange ye should forgather there tae! God! but yon puir; thrawn; auld
Covenanter's seen a heap o' human natur since he lookit his last on the
musket barrels; if he never saw nane afore;〃 she added; with a kind of
wonder in her eyes。
〃I swear by my honour I have done her no wrong;〃 said Archie。 〃I swear
by my honour and the redemption of my soul that there shall none be done
her。 I have heard of this before。 I have been foolish; Kirstie; not
unkind; and; above all; not base。〃
〃There's my bairn!〃 said Kirstie; rising。 〃I'll can trust ye noo; I'll
can gang to my bed wi' an easy hairt。〃 And then she saw in a flash how
barren had been her triumph。 Archie had promised to spare the girl; and
he would keep it; but who had promised to spare Archie? What was to be
the end of it? Over a maze of difficulties she glanced; and saw; at the
end of every passage; the flinty countenance of Hermiston。 And a kind
of horror fell upon her at what she had done。 She wore a tragic mask。
〃Erchie; the Lord peety you; dear; and peety me! I have buildit on this
foundation〃 … laying her hand heavily on his shoulder … 〃and buildit
hie; and pit my hairt in the buildin' of it。 If the hale hypothec were
to fa'; I think; laddie; I would dee! Excuse a daft wife that loves ye;
and that kenned your mither。 And for His name's sake keep yersel' frae
inordinate desires; haud your heart in baith your hands; carry it canny
and laigh; dinna send it up like a hairn's kite into the collieshangic
o' the wunds! Mind; Maister Erchie dear; that this life's a'
disappointment; and a mouthfu' o' mools is the appointed end。〃
〃Ay; but Kirstie; my woman; you're asking me ower much at last;〃 said
Archie; profoundly moved; and lapsing into the broad Scots。 〃Ye're
asking what nae man can grant ye; what only the Lord of heaven can grant
ye if He see fit。 Ay! And can even He! I can promise ye what I shall
do; and you can depend on that。 But how I shall feel … my woman; that
is long past thinking of!〃
They were both standing by now opposite each other。 The face of Archie
wore the wretched semblance of a smile; hers was convulsed for a moment。
〃Promise me ae thing;〃 she cried in a sharp voice。 〃Promise me ye'll
never do naething without telling me。〃
〃No; Kirstie; I canna promise ye that;〃 he replied。 〃I have promised
enough; God kens!〃
〃May the blessing of God lift and rest upon ye dear!〃 she said。
〃God bless ye; my old friend;〃 said he。
CHAPTER IX … AT THE WEAVER'S STONE
IT was late in the afternoon when Archie drew near by the hill path to
the Praying Weaver's stone。 The Hags were in shadow。 But still;
through the gate of the Slap; the sun shot a last arrow; which sped far
and straight across the surface of the moss; here and there touching and
shining on a tussock; and lighted at length on the gravestone and the
small figure awaiting him there。 The emptiness and solitude of the
great moors seemed to be concentrated there; and Kirstie pointed out by
that figure of sunshine for the only inhabitant。 His first sight of her
was thus excruciatingly sad; like a glimpse of a world from which all
light; comfort; and society were on the point of vanishing。 And the
next moment; when she had turned her face to him and the quick smile had
enlightened it; the whole face of nature smiled upon him in her smile of
welcome。 Archie's slow pace was quickened; his legs hasted to her
though his heart was hanging back。 The girl; upon her side; drew
herself together slowly and stood up; expectant; she was all languor;
her face was gone white; her arms ached for him; her soul was on tip…
toes。 But he deceived her; pausing a few steps away; not less white
than herself; and holding up his hand with a gesture of denial。
〃No; Christina; not to…day;〃 he said。 〃To…day I have to talk to you
seriously。 Sit ye down; please; there where you were。 Please!〃 he
repeated。
The revulsion of feeling in Christina's heart was violent。 To have
longed and waited these weary hours for him; rehearsing her endearments
… to have seen him at last come … to have been ready there; breathless;
wholly passive; his to do what he would with … and suddenly to have
found herself confronted with a grey…faced; harsh schoolmaster … it was
too rude a shock。 She could have wept; but pride withheld her。 She sat
down on the stone; from which she had arisen; part with the instinct of
obedience; part as though she had been thrust there。 What was this?
Why was she rejected? Had she ceased to please? She stood here
offering her wares; and he would none of them! And yet they were all
his! His to take and keep; not his to refuse though! In her quick
petulant nature; a moment ago on fire with hope; thwarted love and
wounded vanity wrought。 The schoolmaster that there is in all men; to
the despair of all girls and most women; was now completely in
posses