weir of hermiston-第3章
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him。 It would be telling us all; if we behaved ourselves in our several
stations the way your faither does in his high office; and let me hear
no more of any such disrespectful and undutiful questions! No that you
meant to be undutiful; my lamb; your mother kens that … she kens it
well; dearie!〃 And so slid off to safer topics; and left on the mind of
the child an obscure but ineradicable sense of something wrong。
Mrs。 Weir's philosophy of life was summed in one expression …
tenderness。 In her view of the universe; which was all lighted up with
a glow out of the doors of hell; good people must walk there in a kind
of ecstasy of tenderness。 The beasts and plants had no souls; they were
here but for a day; and let their day pass gently! And as for the
immortal men; on what black; downward path were many of them wending;
and to what a horror of an immortality! 〃Are not two sparrows;〃
〃Whosoever shall smite thee;〃 〃God sendeth His rain;〃 〃Judge not; that
ye be not judged〃 … these texts made her body of divinity; she put them
on in the morning with her clothes and lay down to sleep with them at
night; they haunted her like a favourite air; they clung about her like
a favourite perfume。 Their minister was a marrowy expounder of the law;
and my lord sat under him with relish; but Mrs。 Weir respected him from
far off; heard him (like the cannon of a beleaguered city) usefully
booming outside on the dogmatic ramparts; and meanwhile; within and out
of shot; dwelt in her private garden which she watered with grateful
tears。 It seems strange to say of this colourless and ineffectual
woman; but she was a true enthusiast; and might have made the sunshine
and the glory of a cloister。 Perhaps none but Archie knew she could be
eloquent; perhaps none but he had seen her … her colour raised; her
hands clasped or quivering … glow with gentle ardour。 There is a corner
of the policy of Hermiston; where you come suddenly in view of the
summit of Black Fell; sometimes like the mere grass top of a hill;
sometimes (and this is her own expression) like a precious jewel in the
heavens。 On such days; upon the sudden view of it; her hand would
tighten on the child's fingers; her voice rise like a song。 〃I TO THE
HILLS!〃 she would repeat。 〃And O; Erchie; are nae these like the hills
of Naphtali?〃 and her tears would flow。
Upon an impressionable child the effect of this continual and pretty
accompaniment to life was deep。 The woman's quietism and piety passed
on to his different nature undiminished; but whereas in her it was a
native sentiment; in him it was only an implanted dogma。 Nature and the
child's pugnacity at times revolted。 A cad from the Potterrow once
struck him in the mouth; he struck back; the pair fought it out in the
back stable lane towards the Meadows; and Archie returned with a
considerable decline in the number of his front teeth; and
unregenerately boasting of the losses of the foe。 It was a sore day for
Mrs。 Weir; she wept and prayed over the infant backslider until my lord
was due from Court; and she must resume that air of tremulous composure
with which she always greeted him。 The judge was that day in an
observant mood; and remarked upon the absent teeth。
〃I am afraid Erchie will have been fechting with some of they blagyard
lads;〃 said Mrs。 Weir。
My lord's voice rang out as it did seldom in the privacy of his own
house。 〃I'll have norm of that; sir!〃 he cried。 〃Do you hear me? …
nonn of that! No son of mine shall be speldering in the glaur with any
dirty raibble。〃
The anxious mother was grateful for so much support; she had even feared
the contrary。 And that night when she put the child to bed … 〃Now; my
dear; ye see!〃 she said; 〃I told you what your faither would think of
it; if he heard ye had fallen into this dreidful sin; and let you and me
pray to God that ye may be keepit from the like temptation or
strengthened to resist it!〃
The womanly falsity of this was thrown away。 Ice and iron cannot be
welded; and the points of view of the Justice…Clerk and Mrs。 Weir were
not less unassimilable。 The character and position of his father had
long been a stumbling…block to Archie; and with every year of his age
the difficulty grew more instant。 The man was mostly silent; when he
spoke at all; it was to speak of the things of the world; always in a
worldly spirit; often in language that the child had been schooled to
think coarse; and sometimes with words that he knew to be sins in
themselves。 Tenderness was the first duty; and my lord was invariably
harsh。 God was love; the name of my lord (to all who knew him) was
fear。 In the world; as schematised for Archie by his mother; the place
was marked for such a creature。 There were some whom it was good to
pity and well (though very likely useless) to pray for; they were named
reprobates; goats; God's enemies; brands for the burning; and Archie
tallied every mark of identification; and drew the inevitable private
inference that the Lord Justice…Clerk was the chief of sinners。
The mother's honesty was scarce complete。 There was one influence she
feared for the child and still secretly combated; that was my lord's;
and half unconsciously; half in a wilful blindness; she continued to
undermine her husband with his son。 As long as Archie remained silent;
she did so ruthlessly; with a single eye to heaven and the child's
salvation; but the day came when Archie spoke。 It was 1801; and Archie
was seven; and beyond his years for curiosity and logic; when he brought
the case up openly。 If judging were sinful and forbidden; how came papa
to be a judge? to have that sin for a trade? to bear the name of it for
a distinction?
〃I can't see it;〃 said the little Rabbi; and wagged his head。
Mrs。 Weir abounded in commonplace replies。
〃No; I cannae see it;〃 reiterated Archie。 〃And I'll tell you what;
mamma; I don't think you and me's justifeed in staying with him。〃
The woman awoke to remorse; she saw herself disloyal to her man; her
sovereign and bread…winner; in whom (with what she had of worldliness)
she took a certain subdued pride。 She expatiated in reply on my lord's
honour and greatness; his useful services in this world of sorrow and
wrong; and the place in which he stood; far above where babes and
innocents could hope to see or criticise。 But she had builded too well
… Archie had his answers pat: Were not babes and innocents the type of
the kingdom of heaven? Were not honour and greatness the badges of the
world? And at any rate; how about the mob that had once seethed about
the carriage?
〃It's all very fine;〃 he concluded; 〃but in my opinion papa has no right
to be it。 And it seems that's not the worst yet of it。 It seems he's
called 〃The Hanging judge〃 … it seems he's crooool。 I'll tell you what
it is; mamma; there's a tex' borne in upon me: It were better for that
man if a milestone were bound upon his back and him flung into the
deepestmost pairts of the sea。〃
〃O; my lamb; ye must never say the like of that!〃 she cried。 〃Ye're to
honour faither and mother; dear; that your days may be long in the land。
It's Atheists that cry out against him … French Atheists; Erchie! Ye
would never surely even yourself down to be saying the same thing as
French Atheists? It would break my heart to think that of you。 And O;
Erchie; here are'na YOU setting up to JUDGE? And have ye no forgot
God's plain command … the First with Promise; dear? Mind you upon the
beam and the mote!〃
Having thus carried the war into the enemy's camp; the terrified lady
breathed again。 And no doubt it is easy thus to circumvent a child with
catchwords; but it may be questioned how far it is effectual。 An
instinct in his breast detects the quibble; and a voice condemns it。 He
will instantly submit; pr