weir of hermiston-第10章
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haangit。 If I set ye down at Hermiston I'll have to see you work that
place the way it has never been workit yet; ye must ken about the sheep
like a herd; ye must be my grieve there; and I'll see that I gain by ye。
Is that understood?〃
〃I will do my best;〃 said Archie。
〃Well; then; I'll send Kirstie word the morn; and ye can go yourself the
day after;〃 said Hermiston。 〃And just try to be less of an eediot!〃 he
concluded with a freezing smile; and turned immediately to the papers on
his desk。
CHAPTER IV … OPINIONS OF THE BENCH
LATE the same night; after a disordered walk; Archie was admitted into
Lord Glenalmond's dining…room; where he sat with a book upon his knee;
beside three frugal coals of fire。 In his robes upon the bench;
Glenalmond had a certain air of burliness: plucked of these; it was a
may…pole of a man that rose unsteadily from his chair to give his
visitor welcome。 Archie had suffered much in the last days; he had
suffered again that evening; his face was white and drawn; his eyes wild
and dark。 But Lord Glenalmond greeted him without the least mark of
surprise or curiosity。
〃Come in; come in;〃 said he。 〃Come in and take a seat。 Carstairs〃 (to
his servant); 〃make up the fire; and then you can bring a bit of
supper;〃 and again to Archie; with a very trivial accent: 〃I was half
expecting you;〃 he added。
〃No supper;〃 said Archie。 〃It is impossible that I should eat。〃
〃Not impossible;〃 said the tall old man; laying his hand upon his
shoulder; 〃and; if you will believe me; necessary。〃
〃You know what brings me?〃 said Archie; as soon as the servant had left
the room。
〃I have a guess; I have a guess;〃 replied Glenalmond。 〃We will talk of
it presently … when Carstairs has come and gone; and you have had a
piece of my good Cheddar cheese and a pull at the porter tankard: not
before。〃
〃It is impossible I should eat〃 repeated Archie。
〃Tut; tut!〃 said Lord Glenalmond。 〃You have eaten nothing to…day; and I
venture to add; nothing yesterday。 There is no case that may not be
made worse; this may be a very disagreeable business; but if you were to
fall sick and die; it would be still more so; and for all concerned …
for all concerned。〃
〃I see you must know all;〃 said Archie。 〃Where did you hear it?〃
〃In the mart of scandal; in the Parliament House;〃 said Glenalmond。 〃It
runs riot below among the bar and the public; but it sifts up to us upon
the bench; and rumour has some of her voices even in the divisions。〃
Carstairs returned at this moment; and rapidly laid out a little supper;
during which Lord Glenalmond spoke at large and a little vaguely on
indifferent subjects; so that it might be rather said of him that he
made a cheerful noise; than that he contributed to human conversation;
and Archie sat upon the other side; not heeding him; brooding over his
wrongs and errors。
But so soon as the servant was gone; he broke forth again at once。 〃Who
told my father? Who dared to tell him? Could it have been you?〃
〃No; it was not me;〃 said the Judge; 〃although … to be quite frank with
you; and after I had seen and warned you … it might have been me … I
believe it was Glenkindie。〃
〃That shrimp!〃 cried Archie。
〃As you say; that shrimp;〃 returned my lord; 〃although really it is
scarce a fitting mode of expression for one of the senators of the
College of Justice。 We were hearing the parties in a long; crucial
case; before the fifteen; Creech was moving at some length for an
infeftment; when I saw Glenkindie lean forward to Hermiston with his
hand over his mouth and make him a secret communication。 No one could
have guessed its nature from your father: from Glenkindie; yes; his
malice sparked out of him a little grossly。 But your father; no。 A man
of granite。 The next moment he pounced upon Creech。 ‘Mr。 Creech;' says
he; ‘I'll take a look of that sasine;' and for thirty minutes after;〃
said Glenalmond; with a smile; 〃Messrs。 Creech and Co。 were fighting a
pretty up…hill battle; which resulted; I need hardly add; in their total
rout。 The case was dismissed。 No; I doubt if ever I heard Hermiston
better inspired。 He was literally rejoicing IN APICIBUS JURIS。〃
Archie was able to endure no longer。 He thrust his plate away and
interrupted the deliberate and insignificant stream of talk。 〃Here;〃 he
said; 〃I have made a fool of myself; if I have not made something worse。
Do you judge between us … judge between a father and a son。 I can speak
to you; it is not like 。。。 I will tell you what I feel and what I mean
to do; and you shall be the judge;〃 he repeated。
〃I decline jurisdiction;〃 said Glenalmond; with extreme seriousness。
〃But; my dear boy; if it will do you any good to talk; and if it will
interest you at all to hear what I may choose to say when I have heard
you; I am quite at your command。 Let an old man say it; for once; and
not need to blush: I love you like a son。〃
There came a sudden sharp sound in Archie's throat。 〃Ay;〃 he cried;
〃and there it is! Love! Like a son! And how do you think I love my
father?〃
〃Quietly; quietly;〃 says my lord。
〃I will be very quiet;〃 replied Archie。 〃And I will be baldly frank。 I
do not love my father; I wonder sometimes if I do not hate him。 There's
my shame; perhaps my sin; at least; and in the sight of God; not my
fault。 How was I to love him? He has never spoken to me; never smiled
upon me; I do not think he ever touched me。 You know the way he talks?
You do not talk so; yet you can sit and hear him without shuddering; and
I cannot。 My soul is sick when he begins with it; I could smite him in
the mouth。 And all that's nothing。 I was at the trial of this Jopp。
You were not there; but you must have heard him often; the man's
notorious for it; for being … look at my position! he's my father and
this is how I have to speak of him … notorious for being a brute and
cruel and a coward。 Lord Glenalmond; I give you my word; when I came
out of that Court; I longed to die … the shame of it was beyond my
strength: but I … I …〃 he rose from his seat and began to pace the room
in a disorder。 〃Well; who am I? A boy; who have never been tried; have
never done anything except this twopenny impotent folly with my father。
But I tell you; my lord; and I know myself; I am at least that kind of a
man … or that kind of a boy; if you prefer it … that I could die in
torments rather than that any one should suffer as that scoundrel
suffered。 Well; and what have I done? I see it now。 I have made a
fool of myself; as I said in the beginning; and I have gone back; and
asked my father's pardon; and placed myself wholly in his hands … and he
has sent me to Hermiston;〃 with a wretched smile; 〃for life; I suppose …
and what can I say? he strikes me as having done quite right; and let me
off better than I had deserved。〃
〃My poor; dear boy!〃 observed Glenalmond。 〃My poor dear and; if you
will allow me to say so; very foolish boy! You are only discovering
where you are; to one of your temperament; or of mine; a painful
discovery。 The world was not made for us; it was made for ten hundred
millions of men; all different from each other and from us; there's no
royal road there; we just have to sclamber and tumble。 Don't think that
I am at all disposed to be surprised; don't suppose that I ever think of
blaming you; indeed I rather admire! But there fall to be offered one
or two observations on the case which occur to me and which (if you will
listen to them dispassionately) may be the means of inducing you to view
the matter more calmly。 First of all; I cannot acquit you of a good
deal of what is called intolerance。 You seem to have been very much
offended because your father talks a little sculduddery after dinner;
which it is p