the land of footprints-第8章
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of pride。 We began to develop between us a means of communication。 I set myself deliberately to learn his language； and after he had cautiously determined that I really meant it； he took the greatest pains…always gravely…to teach me。 A more human feeling sprang up between us。
But we had still the final test to undergo…that of danger and the tight corner。
In close quarters the gunbearer has the hardest job in the world。 I have the most profound respect for his absolute courage。 Even to a man armed and privileged to shoot and defend himself； a charging lion is an awesome thing； requiring a certain amount of coolness and resolution to face effectively。 Think of the gunbearer at his elbow； depending not on himself but on the courage and coolness of another。 He cannot do one solitary thing to defend himself。 To bolt for the safety of a tree is to beg the question completely； to brand himself as a shenzi forever； to fire a gun in any circumstances is to beg the question also； for the white man must be able to depend absolutely on his second gun in an emergency。 Those things are outside consideration； even； of any respectable gunbearer。 In addition； he must keep cool。 He must see clearly in the thickest excitement； must be ready unobtrusively to pass up the second gun in the position most convenient for immediate use； to seize the other and to perform the finicky task of reloading correctly while some rampageous beast is raising particular thunder a few yards away。 All this in absolute dependence on the ability of his bwana to deal with the situation。 I can confess very truly that once or twice that little unobtrusive touch of Memba Sasa crouched close to my elbow steadied me with the thought of how little right I…with a rifle in my hand…had to be scared。 And the best compliment I ever received I overheard by chance。 I had wounded a lion when out by myself； and had returned to camp for a heavier rifle and for Memba Sasa to do the trailing。 From my tent I overheard the following conversation between Memba Sasa and the cook：
〃The grass is high；〃 said the cook。 〃Are you not afraid to go after a wounded lion with only one white man？〃
〃My one white man is enough；〃 replied Memba Sasa。
It is a quality of courage that I must confess would be quite beyond me…to depend entirely on the other fellow； and not at all on myself。 This courage is always remarkable to me； even in the case of the gunbearer who knows all about the man whose heels he follows。 But consider that of the gunbearer's first experience with a stranger。 The former has no idea of how the white man will act； whether he will get nervous； get actually panicky； lose his shooting ability； and generally mess things up。 Nevertheless； he follows his master in； and he stands by。 If the hunter fails； the gunbearer will probably die。 To me it is rather fine： for he does it； not from the personal affection and loyalty which will carry men far； but from a sheer sense of duty and pride of caste。 The quiet pride of the really good men； like Memba Sasa； is easy to understand。
And the records are full of stories of the white man who has not made good： of the coward who bolts； leaving his black man to take the brunt of it； or who sticks but loses his head。 Each new employer must be very closely and interestedly scrutinized。 In the light of subsequent experience； I can no longer wonder at Memba Sasa's first detached and impersonal attitude。
As time went on； however； and we grew to know each other better； this attitude entirely changed。 At first the change consisted merely in dropping the disinterested pose as respects game。 For it was a pose。 Memba Sasa was most keenly interested in game whenever it was an object of pursuit。 It did not matter how common the particular species might be： if we wanted it； Memba Sasa would look upon it with eager ferocity； and if we did not want it； he paid no attention to it at all。 When we started in the morning； or in the relaxation of our return at night； I would mention casually a few of the things that might prove acceptable。
〃To…morrow we want kongoni for boys' meat； or zebra； and some meat for masters…Tommy； impala； oribi；〃 and Memba Sasa knew as well as I did what we needed to fill out our trophy collection。 When he caught sight of one of these animals his whole countenance changed。 The lines of his face set； his lips drew back from his teeth； his eyes fairly darted fire in the fixity of their gaze。 He was like a fine pointer dog on birds； or like the splendid savage he was at heart。
〃M'palla！〃 he hissed； and then after a second； in a restrained fierce voice； 〃Na…ona？ Do you see？〃
If I did not see he pointed cautiously。 His own eyes never left the beast。 Rarely he stayed put while I made the stalk。 More often he glided like a snake at my heels。 If the bullet hit； Memba Sasa always exhaled a grunt of satisfaction…〃hah！〃…in which triumph and satisfaction mingled with a faint derision at the unfortunate beast。 In case of a trophy he squatted anxiously at the animal's head while I took my measurements； assisting very intelligently with the tape line。 When I had finished； he always looked up at me with wrinkled brow。
〃Footie n'gapi？〃 he inquired。 This means literally； 〃How many feet？〃； footie being his euphemistic invention of a word for the tape。 I would tell him how many 〃footie〃 and how many 〃inchie〃 the measurement proved to be。 From the depths of his wonderful memory he would dig up the measurements of another beast of the same sort I had killed months back； but which he had remembered accurately from a single hearing。
The shooting of a beast he always detailed to his few cronies in camp： the other gunbearers； and one or two from his own tribe。 He always used the first person plural； 〃we〃 did so and so； and took an inordinate pride in making out his bwana as being an altogether superior person to any of the other gunbearer's bwanas。 Over a miss he always looked sad； but with a dignified sadness as though we had met with undeserved misfortune sent by malignant gods。 If there were any possible alleviating explanation； Memba Sasa made the most of it； provided our fiasco was witnessed。 If we were alone in our disgrace； he buried the incident fathoms deep。 He took an inordinate pride in our using the minimum number of cartridges； and would explain to me in a loud tone of voice that we had cartridges enough in the belt。 When we had not cartridges enough； he would sneak around after dark to get some more。 At times he would even surreptitiously 〃lift〃 a few from B。's gunbearer！
When in camp； with his 〃cazi〃 finished； Memba Sasa did fancy work！ The picture of this powerful half…savage； his fierce brows bent over a tiny piece of linen； his strong fingers fussing with little stitches； will always appeal to my sense of the incongruous。 Through a piece of linen he punched holes with a porcupine quill。 Then he 〃buttonhole〃 stitched the holes； and embroidered patterns between them with fine white thread。 The result was an openwork pattern heavily encrusted with beautiful fine embroidery。 It was most astounding stuff； such as you would expect from a French convent； perhaps； but never from an African savage。 He did a circular piece and a long narrow piece。 They took him three months to finish； and then he sewed them together to form a skull cap。 Billy； entranced with the lacelike delicacy of the work； promptly captured it； whereupon Memba Sasa philosophically started another。
By this time he had identified himself with my fortunes。 We had become a firm whose business it was to carry out the affairs of a single personality…me。 Memba Sasa； among other things； undertook the dignity。 When I walked through a crowd； Memba Sasa zealously kicked everybody out of my royal path。 When I started to issue a command； Memba Sasa finished it and amplified it and put a snapper on it。 When I came into camp； Memba Sasa saw to it personally that my tent went up promptly and properly； although that was really not part of his 〃cazi〃 at all。 And when somewhere beyond my ken some miserable boy had committed a crime； I never remained long in ignorance of that fact。
Perhaps I happened to be sitting in my folding chair idly smoking a pipe and reading a book。 Across t
