scaramouche-第61章
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to send。〃
〃You think that？〃
〃Oh； I know it！ You arrive in a bad moment。 He is peevish and
cross…grained； poor man； since he came here。 These soft
surroundings are all so strange to him。 He wearies himself away
from his beloved Gavrillac； his hunting and tillage； and the truth
is that in his mind he very largely blames you for what has happened
… for the necessity； or at least； the wisdom； of this change。
Brittany； you must know； was becoming too unsafe。 The chateau of
La Tour d'Azyr； amongst others； was burnt to the ground some months
ago。 At any moment； given a fresh excitement； it may be the turn
of Gavrillac。 And for this and his present discomfort he blames
you and your friends。 But he will come round presently。 He will
be sorry that he sent you away like this … for I know that he loves
you； Andre； in spite of all。 I shall reason with him when the time
comes。 And then we shall want to know where to find you。〃
〃At number 13； Rue du Hasard。 The number is unlucky； the name of
the street appropriate。 Therefore both are easy to remember。〃
She nodded。 〃I will walk with you to the gates。〃 And side by
side now they proceeded at a leisurely pace down the long avenue
in the June sunshine dappled by the shadows of the bordering trees。
〃You are looking well； Andre； and do you know that you have changed
a deal？ I am glad that you have prospered。〃 And then； abruptly
changing the subject before he had time to answer her； she came to
the matter uppermost in her mind。
〃I have so wanted to see you in all these months； Andre。 You were
the only one who could help me； the only one who could tell me the
truth； and I was angry with you for never having written to say
where you were to be found。〃
〃Of course you encouraged me to do so when last we met in Nantes。〃
〃What？ Still resentful？〃
〃I am never resentful。 You should know that。〃 He expressed one of
his vanities。 He loved to think himself a Stoic。 〃But I still bear
the scar of a wound that would be the better for the balm of your
retraction。〃
〃Why； then； I retract； Andre。 And now tell me。〃
〃Yes； a self…seeking retraction；〃 said he。 〃You give me something
that you may obtain something。〃 He laughed quite pleasantly。
〃Well； well； command me。〃
〃Tell me； Andre。〃 She paused； as if in some difficulty； and then
went on； her eyes upon the ground： 〃Tell me … the truth of that
event at the Feydau。〃
The request fetched a frown to his brow。 He suspected at once the
thought that prompted it。 Quite simply and briefly he gave her
his version of the affair。
She listened very attentively。 When he had done she sighed； her
face was very thoughtful。
〃That is much what I was told；〃 she said。 〃But it was added that
M。 de La Tour d'Azyr had gone to the theatre expressly for the
purpose of breaking finally with La Binet。 Do you know if that
was so？〃
〃I don't； nor of any reason why it should be so。 La Binet
provided him the sort of amusement that he and his kind are forever
craving。。。 〃
〃Oh； there was a reason；〃 she interrupted him。 〃I was the reason。
I spoke to Mme。 de Sautron。 I told her that I would not continue
to receive one who came to me contaminated in that fashion。〃 She
spoke of it with obvious difficulty； her colour rising as he
watched her half…averted face。
〃Had you listened to me。。。 〃 he was beginning； when again she
interrupted him。
〃M。 de Sautron conveyed my decision to him； and afterwards
represented him to me as a man in despair； repentant； ready to
give proofs … any proofs … of his sincerity and devotion to me。 He
told me that M。 de La Tour d'Azyr had sworn to him that he would
cut short that affair； that he would see La Binet no more。 And
then； on the very next day I heard of his having all but lost his
life in that riot at the theatre。 He had gone straight from that
interview with M。 de Sautron； straight from those protestations of
future wisdom； to La Binet。 I was indignant。 I pronounced myself
finally。 I stated definitely that I would not in any circumstances
receive M。 de La Tour d'Azyr again！ And then they pressed this
explanation upon me。 For a long time I would not believe it。〃
〃So that you believe it now；〃 said Andre quickly。 〃Why？〃
〃I have not said that I believe it now。 But。。。 but。。。 neither can
I disbelieve。 Since we came to Meudon M。 de La Tour d'Azyr has been
here； and himself he has sworn to me that it was so。〃
〃Oh； if M。 de La Tour d'Azyr has sworn。。。 〃 Andre…Louis was
laughing on a bitter note of sarcasm。
〃Have you ever known him lie？〃 she cut in sharply。 That checked
him。 〃M。 de La Tour d'Azyr is； after all； a man of honour； and men
of honour never deal in falsehood。 Have you ever known him do so；
that you should sneer as you have done？〃
〃No；〃 he confessed。 Common justice demanded that he should admit
that virtue at least in his enemy。 〃I have not known him lie； it
is true。 His kind is too arrogant； too self…confident to have
recourse to untruth。 But I have known him do things as vile。。。 〃
〃Nothing is as vile；〃 she interrupted； speaking from the code by
which she had been reared。 〃It is for liars only … who are first
cousin to thieves … that there is no hope。 It is in falsehood only
that there is real loss of honour。〃
〃You are defending that satyr； I think；〃 he said frostily。
〃I desire to be just。〃
〃Justice may seem to you a different matter when at last you shall
have resolved yourself to become Marquise de La Tour d'Azyr。〃 He
spoke bitterly。
〃I don't think that I shall ever take that resolve。〃
〃But you are still not sure … in spite of everything。〃
〃Can one ever be sure of anything in this world？〃
〃Yes。 One can be sure of being foolish。〃
Either she did not hear or did not heed him。
〃You do not of your own knowledge know that it was not as M。 de La
Tour d'Azyr asserts … that he went to the Feydau that night？〃
〃I don't；〃 he admitted。 〃It is of course possible。 But does it
matter？〃
〃It might matter。 Tell me； what became of La Binet after all？〃
〃I don't know。〃
〃You don't know？〃 She turned to consider him。 〃And you can say
it with that indifference！ I thought。。。 I thought you loved her；
Andre〃
〃So did I； for a little while。 I was mistaken。 It required a La
Tour d'Azyr to disclose the truth to me。 They have their uses；
these gentlemen。 They help stupid fellows like myself to perceive
important truths。 I was fortunate that revelation in my case
preceded marriage。 I can now look back upon the episode with
equanimity and thankfulness for my near escape from the consequences
of what was no more than an aberration of the senses。 It is a
thing commonly confused with love。 The experience； as you see； was
very instructive。〃
She looked at him in frank surprise。
〃Do you know； Andre； I sometimes think that you have no heart。〃
〃Presumably because I sometimes betray intelligence。 And what of
yourself； Aline？ What of your own attitude from the outset where
M。 de La Tour d'Azyr is concerned？ Does that show heart？ If I
were to tell you what it really shows； we should end by
quarrelling again； and God knows I can't afford to quarrel with
you now。 I。。。 I shall take another way。
〃What do you mean？〃
〃Why； nothing at the moment； for you are not in any danger of
marrying that animal。〃
〃And if I were？〃
〃Ah！ In that case affection for you would discover to me some
means of preventing it … unless。。 。〃 He paused。
〃Unless？〃 she demanded； challengingly； drawn to the full of her
sort height； her eyes imperious。
〃Unless you could also tell me that you loved him；〃 said he simply；
whereat she was as suddenly and most oddly softened。 And then he
added； shaking his head： 〃But that of course is impossible。〃
〃Why？〃 she asked him； quite gently now。
〃Because you are what you are； Aline … utterly good and pure and
adorable。 Angels do not mate with devils。 His wife you might
become； but never his mate； Aline … never。〃
They had reached the wrought…iron gates at the end of the avenue。
Through these they beheld the waiting yellow chaise which had
brought Andre…Louis。 From near at hand came the creak of other
wheels；
