perils of certain english prisoners-第14章
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a nobler nature than youtook such gifts from ladies; and did all
their good actions for the givers' sakes。 If you will do yours for
mine; I shall think with pride that I continue to have some share in
the life of a gallant and generous man。〃
For the second time in my life she kissed my hand。 I made so bold;
for the first time; as to kiss hers; and I tied the ring at my
breast; and I fell back to my place。
Then; the horse…litter went out at the gate with Sergeant Drooce in
it; and the horse…litter went out at the gate with Mrs。 Belltott in
it; and Lieutenant Linderwood gave the word of command; 〃Quick
march!〃 and; cheered and cried for; we went out of the gate too;
marching along the level plain towards the serene blue sky; as if we
were marching straight to Heaven。
When I have added here that the Pirate scheme was blown to shivers;
by the Pirate…ship which had the Treasure on board being so
vigorously attacked by one of His Majesty's cruisers; among the West
India Keys; and being so swiftly boarded and carried; that nobody
suspected anything about the scheme until three…fourths of the
Pirates were killed; and the other fourth were in irons; and the
Treasure was recovered; I come to the last singular confession I
have got to make。
It is this。 I well knew what an immense and hopeless distance there
was between me and Miss Maryon; I well knew that I was no fitter
company for her than I was for the angels; I well knew; that she was
as high above my reach as the sky over my head; and yet I loved her。
What put it in my low heart to be so daring; or whether such a thing
ever happened before or since; as that a man so uninstructed and
obscure as myself got his unhappy thoughts lifted up to such a
height; while knowing very well how presumptuous and impossible to
be realised they were; I am unable to say; still; the suffering to
me was just as great as if I had been a gentleman。 I suffered
agonyagony。 I suffered hard; and I suffered long。 I thought of
her last words to me; however; and I never disgraced them。 If it
had not been for those dear words; I think I should have lost myself
in despair and recklessness。
The ring will be found lying on my heart; of course; and will be
laid with me wherever I am laid。 I am getting on in years now;
though I am able and hearty。 I was recommended for promotion; and
everything was done to reward me that could be done; but my total
want of all learning stood in my way; and I found myself so
completely out of the road to it that I could not conquer any
learning; though I tried。 I was long in the service; and I
respected it; and was respected in it; and the service is dear to me
at this present hour。
At this present hour; when I give this out to my Lady to be written
down; all my old pain has softened away; and I am as happy as a man
can be; at this present fine old country…house of Admiral Sir George
Carton; Baronet。 It was my Lady Carton who herself sought me out;
over a great many miles of the wide world; and found me in Hospital
wounded; and brought me here。 It is my Lady Carton who writes down
my words。 My Lady was Miss Maryon。 And now; that I conclude what I
had to tell; I see my Lady's honoured gray hair droop over her face;
as she leans a little lower at her desk; and I fervently thank her
for being so tender as I see she is; towards the past pain and
trouble of her poor; old; faithful; humble soldier。
Footnotes:
{1} Dicken's didn't write the second chapter and it is omitted in
this edition。 In it the prisoners are firstly made a ransom of for
the treasure left on the Island and then manage to escape from the
Pirates。
End