camille-第13章
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I was sorry for him; for he seemed; like myself; to be in love; and the bitter frankness of Marguerite must have made him very unhappy; especially in the presence of two strangers。
〃You were playing the piano when we came in;〃 I said; in order to change the conversation。 〃Won't you be so good as to treat me as an old acquaintance and go on?〃
〃Oh;〃 said she; flinging herself on the sofa and motioning to us to sit down; 〃Gaston knows what my music is like。 It is all very well when I am alone with the count; but I won't inflict such a punishment on you。〃
〃You show me that preference?〃 said M。 de N。; with a smile which he tried to render delicately ironical。
〃Don't reproach me for it。 It is the only one。〃 It was fated that the poor man was not to say a single word。 He cast a really supplicating glance at Marguerite。
〃Well; Prudence;〃 she went on; 〃have you done what I asked you to do?〃
〃Yes。
〃All right。 You will tell me about it later。 We must talk over it; don't go before I can speak with you。〃
〃We are doubtless intruders;〃 I said; 〃and now that we; or rather I; have had a second introduction; to blot out the first; it is time for Gaston and me to be going。〃
〃Not in the least。 I didn't mean that for you。 I want you to stay。〃
The count took a very elegant watch out of his pocket and looked at the time。 〃I must be going to my club;〃 he said。 Marguerite did not answer。 The count thereupon left his position by the fireplace and going up to her; said: 〃Adieu; madame。〃
Marguerite rose。 〃Adieu; my dear count。 Are you going already?〃
〃Yes; I fear I am boring you。〃
〃You are not boring me to…day more than any other day。 When shall I be seeing you?〃
〃When you permit me。〃
〃Good…bye; then。〃
It was cruel; you will admit。 Fortunately; the count had excellent manners and was very good…tempered。 He merely kissed Marguerite's hand; which she held out to him carelessly enough; and; bowing to us; went out。
As he crossed the threshold; he cast a glance at Prudence。 She shrugged her shoulders; as much as to say:
〃What do you expect? I have done all I could。〃
〃Nanine!〃 cried Marguerite。 〃Light M。 le Comte to the door。〃
We heard the door open and shut。
〃At last;〃 cried Marguerite; coming back; 〃he has gone! That man gets frightfully on my nerves!〃
〃My dear child;〃 said Prudence; 〃you really treat him too badly; and he is so good and kind to you。 Look at this watch on the mantel…piece; that he gave you: it must have cost him at least three thousand francs; I am sure。〃
And Mme。 Duvernoy began to turn it over; as it lay on the mantel…piece; looking at it with covetous eyes。
〃My dear;〃 said Marguerite; sitting down to the piano; 〃when I put on one side what he gives me and on the other what he says to me; it seems to me that he buys his visits very cheap。〃
〃The poor fellow is in love with you。〃
〃If I had to listen to everybody who was in love with me; I shouldn't have time for my dinner。〃
And she began to run her fingers over the piano; and then; turning to us; she said:
〃What will you take? I think I should like a little punch。〃
〃And I could eat a little chicken;〃 said Prudence。 〃Suppose we have supper?〃
〃That's it; let's go and have supper;〃 said Gaston。
〃No; we will have supper here。〃
She rang; and Nanine appeared。
〃Send for some supper。〃
〃What must I get?〃
〃Whatever you like; but at once; at once。〃
Nanine went out。
〃That's it;〃 said Marguerite; jumping like a child; 〃we'll have supper。 How tiresome that idiot of a count is!〃
The more I saw her; the more she enchanted me。 She was exquisitely beautiful。 Her slenderness was a charm。 I was lost in contemplation。
What was passing in my mind I should have some difficulty in explaining。 I was full of indulgence for her life; full of admiration for her beauty。 The proof of disinterestedness that she gave in not accepting a rich and fashionable young man; ready to waste all his money upon her; excused her in my eyes for all her faults in the past。
There was a kind of candour in this woman。 You could see she was still in the virginity of vice。 Her firm walk; her supple figure; her rosy; open nostrils; her large eyes; slightly tinged with blue; indicated one of those ardent natures which sbed around them a sort of voluptuous perfume; like Eastern vials; which; close them as tightly as you will; still let some of their perfume escape。 Finally; whether it was simple nature or a breath of fever; there passed from time to time in the eyes of this woman a glimmer of desire; giving promise of a very heaven for one whom she should love。 But those who had loved Marguerite were not to be counted; nor those whom she had loved。
In this girl there was at once the virgin whom a mere nothing had turned into a courtesan; and the courtesan whom a mere nothing would have turned into the most loving and the purest of virgins。 Marguerite had still pride and independence; two sentiments which; if they are wounded; can be the equivalent of a sense of shame。 I did not speak a word; my soul seemed to have passed into my heart and my heart into my eyes。
〃So;〃 said she all at once; 〃it was you who came to inquire after me when I was ill?〃
〃Yes。〃
〃Do you know; it was quite splendid of you! How can I thank you for it?〃
〃By allowing me to come and see you from time to time。〃
〃As often as you like; from five to six; and from eleven to twelve。 Now; Gaston; play the Invitation A la Valse。〃
〃Why?〃
〃To please me; first of all; and then because I never can manage to play it myself。〃
〃What part do you find difficult?〃
〃The third part; the part in sharps。〃
Gaston rose and went to the piano; and began to play the wonderful melody of Weber; the music of which stood open before him。
Marguerite; resting one hand on the piano; followed every note on the music; accompanying it in a low voice; and when Gaston had come to the passage which she had mentioned to him; she sang out; running her fingers along the top of the piano:
〃Do; re; mi; do; re; fa; mi; re; that is what I can not do。 Over again。〃
Gaston began over again; after which Marguerite said:
〃Now; let me try。〃
She took her place and began to play; but her rebellious fingers always came to grief over one of the notes。
〃Isn't it incredible;〃 she said; exactly like a child; 〃that I can not succeed in playing that passage? Would you believe that I sometimes spend two hours of the morning over it? And when I think that that idiot of a count plays it without his music; and beautifully; I really believe it is that that makes me so furious with him。〃 And she began again; always with the same result。
〃The devil take Weber; music; and pianos!〃 she cried; throwing the music to the other end of the room。 〃How can I play eight sharps one after another?〃 She folded her arms and looked at us; stamping her foot。 The blood flew to her cheeks; and her lips half opened in a slight cough。
〃Come; come;〃 said Prudence; who had taken off her hat and was smoothing her hair before the glass; 〃you will work yourself into a rage and do yourself harm。 Better come and have supper; for my part; I am dying of hunger。〃
Marguerite rang the bell; sat down to the piano again; and began to hum over a very risky song; which she accompanied without difficulty。 Gaston knew the song; and they gave a sort of duet。
〃Don't sing those beastly things;〃 I said to Marguerite; imploringly。
〃Oh; how proper you are!〃 she said; smiling and giving me her hand。 〃It is not for myself; but for you。〃
Marguerite made a gesture as if to say; 〃Oh; it is long since that I have done with propriety!〃 At that moment Nanine appeared。
〃Is supper ready?〃 asked Marguerite。 〃Yes; madame; in one moment。〃
〃Apropos;〃 said Prudence to me; 〃you have not looked round; come; and I will show you。〃 As you know; the drawing…room was a marvel。
Marguerite went with us for a moment; then she called Gaston and went into the dining…room with him to see if supper was ready。
〃Ah;〃 said Prudence; catching sight of a little Saxe figure on a side…table; 〃I never knew you had this little gentleman。〃
〃Which?〃
〃A little shepherd holding a bird…cage。〃
〃Take it; if you like it。〃
〃I