the mysterious stranger-第25章
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day he finally came to me I was overjoyed; but only for a little while。
He had come to say good…by; he told me; and for the last time。 He had
investigations and undertakings in other corners of the universe; he
said; that would keep him busy for a longer period than I could wait for
his return。
〃And you are going away; and will not come back any more?〃
〃Yes;〃 he said。 〃We have comraded long together; and it has been
pleasantpleasant for both; but I must go now; and we shall not see each
other any more。〃
〃In this life; Satan; but in another? We shall meet in another; surely?〃
Then; all tranquilly and soberly; he made the strange answer; 〃There is
no other。〃
A subtle influence blew upon my spirit from his; bringing with it a
vague; dim; but blessed and hopeful feeling that the incredible words
might be trueeven must be true。
〃Have you never suspected this; Theodor?〃
〃No。 How could I? But if it can only be true〃
〃It is true。〃
A gust of thankfulness rose in my breast; but a doubt checked it before
it could issue in words; and I said; 〃Butbutwe have seen that future
lifeseen it in its actuality; and so〃
〃It was a visionit had no existence。〃
I could hardly breathe for the great hope that was struggling in me。
〃A vision? a vi〃
〃Life itself is only a vision; a dream。〃
It was electrical。 By God! I had had that very thought a thousand times
in my musings!
〃Nothing exists; all is a dream。 Godmanthe worldthe sun; the moon;
the wilderness of starsa dream; all a dream; they have no existence。
Nothing exists save empty spaceand you!〃
〃I!〃
〃And you are not youyou have no body; no blood; no bones; you are but a
thought。 I myself have no existence; I am but a dreamyour dream;
creature of your imagination。 In a moment you will have realized this;
then you will banish me from your visions and I shall dissolve into the
nothingness out of which you made me。。。。
〃I am perishing alreadyI am failingI am passing away。 In a little
while you will be alone in shoreless space; to wander its limitless
solitudes without friend or comrade foreverfor you will remain a
thought; the only existent thought; and by your nature inextinguishable;
indestructible。 But I; your poor servant; have revealed you to yourself
and set you free。 Dream other dreams; and better!
〃Strange! that you should not have suspected years agocenturies; ages;
eons; ago! for you have existed; companionless; through all the
eternities。 Strange; indeed; that you should not have suspected that
your universe and its contents were only dreams; visions; fiction!
Strange; because they are so frankly and hysterically insanelike all
dreams: a God who could make good children as easily as bad; yet
preferred to make bad ones; who could have made every one of them happy;
yet never made a single happy one; who made them prize their bitter life;
yet stingily cut it short; who gave his angels eternal happiness
unearned; yet required his other children to earn it; who gave his angels
painless lives; yet cursed his other children with biting miseries and
maladies of mind and body; who mouths justice and invented hellmouths
mercy and invented hellmouths Golden Rules; and forgiveness multiplied
by seventy times seven; and invented hell; who mouths morals to other
people and has none himself; who frowns upon crimes; yet commits them
all; who created man without invitation; then tries to shuffle the
responsibility for man's acts upon man; instead of honorably placing it
where it belongs; upon himself; and finally; with altogether divine
obtuseness; invites this poor; abused slave to worship him!。。。
〃You perceive; now; that these things are all impossible except in a
dream。 You perceive that they are pure and puerile insanities; the silly
creations of an imagination that is not conscious of its freaksin a
word; that they are a dream; and you the maker of it。 The dream…marks
are all present; you should have recognized them earlier。
〃It is true; that which I have revealed to you; there is no God; no
universe; no human race; no earthly life; no heaven; no hell。 It is all
a dreama grotesque and foolish dream。 Nothing exists but you。 And you
are but a thoughta vagrant thought; a useless thought; a homeless
thought; wandering forlorn among the empty eternities!〃
He vanished; and left me appalled; for I knew; and realized; that all he
had said was true。
A FABLE
Once upon a time an artist who had painted a small and very beautiful
picture placed it so that he could see it in the mirror。 He said; 〃This
doubles the distance and softens it; and it is twice as lovely as it was
before。〃
The animals out in the woods heard of this through the housecat; who was
greatly admired by them because he was so learned; and so refined and
civilized; and so polite and high…bred; and could tell them so much which
they didn't know before; and were not certain about afterward。 They were
much excited about this new piece of gossip; and they asked questions; so
as to get at a full understanding of it。 They asked what a picture was;
and the cat explained。
〃It is a flat thing;〃 he said; 〃wonderfully flat; marvelously flat;
enchantingly flat and elegant。 And; oh; so beautiful!〃
That excited them almost to a frenzy; and they said they would give the
world to see it。 Then the bear asked:
〃What is it that makes it so beautiful?〃
〃It is the looks of it;〃 said the cat。
This filled them with admiration and uncertainty; and they were more
excited than ever。 Then the cow asked:
〃What is a mirror?〃
〃It is a hole in the wall;〃 said the cat。 〃You look in it; and there you
see the picture; and it is so dainty and charming and ethereal and
inspiring in its unimaginable beauty that your head turns round and
round; and you almost swoon with ecstasy。〃
The ass had not said anything as yet; he now began to throw doubts。
He said there had never been anything as beautiful as this before; and
probably wasn't now。 He said that when it took a whole basketful of
sesquipedalian adjectives to whoop up a thing of beauty; it was time for
suspicion。
It was easy to see that these doubts were having an effect upon the
animals; so the cat went off offended。 The subject was dropped for a
couple of days; but in the meantime curiosity was taking a fresh start;
aid there was a revival of interest perceptible。 Then the animals
assailed the ass for spoiling what could possibly have been a pleasure to
them; on a mere suspicion that the picture was not beautiful; without any
evidence that such was the case。 The ass was not; troubled; he was calm;
and said there was one way to find out who was in the right; himself or
the cat: he would go and look in that hole; and come back and tell what
he found there。 The animals felt relieved and grateful; and asked him to
go at oncewhich he did。
But he did not know where he ought to stand; and so; through error; he
stood between the picture and the mirror。 The result was that the
picture had no chance; and didn't show up。 He returned home and said:
〃The cat lied。 There was nothing in that hole but an ass。 There wasn't
a sign of a flat thing visible。 It was a handsome ass; and friendly; but
just an ass; and nothing more。〃
The elephant asked:
〃Did you see it good and clear? Were you close to it?〃
〃I saw it good and clear; O Hathi; King of Beasts。 I was so close that I
touched noses with it。〃
〃This is very strange;〃 said the elephant; 〃the cat was always truthful
beforeas far as we could make out。 Let another witness try。 Go;
Baloo; look in the hole; and come and report。〃
So the bear went。 When he came back; he said:
〃Both the cat and the ass have lied; there was nothing in the hole but a
bear。〃
Great was the surprise and puzzlement of the animals。 Each was now
anxious to make the test himself and get at the straight truth。 The
elephant sent them one at a time。
First; the cow。 She found nothing in the hole but a cow。
The tiger found nothing in it but a tiger。
The lion found nothing in it but a lion。
The leopard found nothing in it but a leopard。
The camel found a camel; and nothi