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day he finally came to me I was overjoyed; but only for a little while。
He had come to say good…by; he told me; and for the last time。  He had
investigations and undertakings in other corners of the universe; he
said; that would keep him busy for a longer period than I could wait for
his return。

〃And you are going away; and will not come back any more?〃

〃Yes;〃 he said。  〃We have comraded long together; and it has been
pleasantpleasant for both; but I must go now; and we shall not see each
other any more。〃

〃In this life; Satan; but in another?  We shall meet in another; surely?〃

Then; all tranquilly and soberly; he made the strange answer; 〃There is
no other。〃

A subtle influence blew upon my spirit from his; bringing with it a
vague; dim; but blessed and hopeful feeling that the incredible words
might be trueeven must be true。

〃Have you never suspected this; Theodor?〃

〃No。  How could I?  But if it can only be true〃

〃It is true。〃

A gust of thankfulness rose in my breast; but a doubt checked it before
it could issue in words; and I said; 〃Butbutwe have seen that future
lifeseen it in its actuality; and so〃

〃It was a visionit had no existence。〃

I could hardly breathe for the great hope that was struggling in me。
〃A vision? a vi〃

〃Life itself is only a vision; a dream。〃

It was electrical。  By God!  I had had that very thought a thousand times
in my musings!

〃Nothing exists; all is a dream。  Godmanthe worldthe sun; the moon;
the wilderness of starsa dream; all a dream; they have no existence。
Nothing exists save empty spaceand you!〃

〃I!〃

〃And you are not youyou have no body; no blood; no bones; you are but a
thought。  I myself have no existence; I am but a dreamyour dream;
creature of your imagination。  In a moment you will have realized this;
then you will banish me from your visions and I shall dissolve into the
nothingness out of which you made me。。。。

〃I am perishing alreadyI am failingI am passing away。  In a little
while you will be alone in shoreless space; to wander its limitless
solitudes without friend or comrade foreverfor you will remain a
thought; the only existent thought; and by your nature inextinguishable;
indestructible。  But I; your poor servant; have revealed you to yourself
and set you free。  Dream other dreams; and better!

〃Strange!  that you should not have suspected years agocenturies; ages;
eons; ago! for you have existed; companionless; through all the
eternities。  Strange; indeed; that you should not have suspected that
your universe and its contents were only dreams; visions; fiction!
Strange; because they are so frankly and hysterically insanelike all
dreams: a God who could make good children as easily as bad; yet
preferred to make bad ones; who could have made every one of them happy;
yet never made a single happy one; who made them prize their bitter life;
yet stingily cut it short; who gave his angels eternal happiness
unearned; yet required his other children to earn it; who gave his angels
painless lives; yet cursed his other children with biting miseries and
maladies of mind and body; who mouths justice and invented hellmouths
mercy and invented hellmouths Golden Rules; and forgiveness multiplied
by seventy times seven; and invented hell; who mouths morals to other
people and has none himself; who frowns upon crimes; yet commits them
all; who created man without invitation; then tries to shuffle the
responsibility for man's acts upon man; instead of honorably placing it
where it belongs; upon himself; and finally; with altogether divine
obtuseness; invites this poor; abused slave to worship him!。。。

〃You perceive; now; that these things are all impossible except in a
dream。  You perceive that they are pure and puerile insanities; the silly
creations of an imagination that is not conscious of its freaksin a
word; that they are a dream; and you the maker of it。  The dream…marks
are all present; you should have recognized them earlier。

〃It is true; that which I have revealed to you; there is no God; no
universe; no human race; no earthly life; no heaven; no hell。  It is all
a dreama grotesque and foolish dream。  Nothing exists but you。  And you
are but a thoughta vagrant thought; a useless thought; a homeless
thought; wandering forlorn among the empty eternities!〃

He vanished; and left me appalled; for I knew; and realized; that all he
had said was true。






A FABLE

Once upon a time an artist who had painted a small and very beautiful
picture placed it so that he could see it in the mirror。  He said; 〃This
doubles the distance and softens it; and it is twice as lovely as it was
before。〃

The animals out in the woods heard of this through the housecat; who was
greatly admired by them because he was so learned; and so refined and
civilized; and so polite and high…bred; and could tell them so much which
they didn't know before; and were not certain about afterward。  They were
much excited about this new piece of gossip; and they asked questions; so
as to get at a full understanding of it。  They asked what a picture was;
and the cat explained。

〃It is a flat thing;〃 he said; 〃wonderfully flat; marvelously flat;
enchantingly flat and elegant。  And; oh; so beautiful!〃

That excited them almost to a frenzy; and they said they would give the
world to see it。  Then the bear asked:

〃What is it that makes it so beautiful?〃

〃It is the looks of it;〃 said the cat。

This filled them with admiration and uncertainty; and they were more
excited than ever。  Then the cow asked:

〃What is a mirror?〃

〃It is a hole in the wall;〃 said the cat。  〃You look in it; and there you
see the picture; and it is so dainty and charming and ethereal and
inspiring in its unimaginable beauty that your head turns round and
round; and you almost swoon with ecstasy。〃

The ass had not said anything as yet; he now began to throw doubts。
He said there had never been anything as beautiful as this before; and
probably wasn't now。  He said that when it took a whole basketful of
sesquipedalian adjectives to whoop up a thing of beauty; it was time for
suspicion。

It was easy to see that these doubts were having an effect upon the
animals; so the cat went off offended。  The subject was dropped for a
couple of days; but in the meantime curiosity was taking a fresh start;
aid there was a revival of interest perceptible。  Then the animals
assailed the ass for spoiling what could possibly have been a pleasure to
them; on a mere suspicion that the picture was not beautiful; without any
evidence that such was the case。  The ass was not; troubled; he was calm;
and said there was one way to find out who was in the right; himself or
the cat: he would go and look in that hole; and come back and tell what
he found there。  The animals felt relieved and grateful; and asked him to
go at oncewhich he did。

But he did not know where he ought to stand; and so; through error; he
stood between the picture and the mirror。  The result was that the
picture had no chance; and didn't show up。  He returned home and said:

〃The cat lied。  There was nothing in that hole but an ass。  There wasn't
a sign of a flat thing visible。  It was a handsome ass; and friendly; but
just an ass; and nothing more。〃

The elephant asked:

〃Did you see it good and clear?  Were you close to it?〃

〃I saw it good and clear; O Hathi; King of Beasts。  I was so close that I
touched noses with it。〃

〃This is very strange;〃 said the elephant; 〃the cat was always truthful
beforeas far as we could make out。  Let another witness try。  Go;
Baloo; look in the hole; and come and report。〃

So the bear went。  When he came back; he said:

〃Both the cat and the ass have lied; there was nothing in the hole but a
bear。〃

Great was the surprise and puzzlement of the animals。  Each was now
anxious to make the test himself and get at the straight truth。  The
elephant sent them one at a time。

First; the cow。  She found nothing in the hole but a cow。

The tiger found nothing in it but a tiger。

The lion found nothing in it but a lion。

The leopard found nothing in it but a leopard。

The camel found a camel; and nothi

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