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 she did not admire him much; as far as I remember。  But it was four years ago; and she is married to a man she loves; or is going to love。〃

〃Well; but; mamma; a trifling excess of delicacy is surely excusable。〃  This from Rose。

〃No; no; it is not delicacy; it is prudery。  And when people are sick and suffering; an honest woman should take up her charity and lay down her prudery; or her coquetry: two things that I suspect are the same thing in different shapes。〃

Here Jacintha came in。  〃Mademoiselle; here is the colonel's broth; Madame Raynal has flavored it for him; and you are to take it up to him; and keep him company while he eats it。〃

〃Come;〃 cried the baroness; 〃my lecture has not been lost。〃

Rose followed Jacintha up…stairs。

Rose was heart and head on Raynal's side。

She had deceived him about Josephine's attachment; and felt all the more desirous to guard him against any ill consequences of it。  Then he had been so generous to her: he had left her her sister; who would have gone to Egypt; and escaped this misery; but for her。

But on the other hand;


                                         Gentle pity      Tugged at her heartstrings with complaining cries。


This watching of Camille saddened even her。  When she was with him his pride bore him up: but when he was alone as he thought; his anguish and despair were terrible; and broke out in so many ways that often Rose shrank in terror from her peep hole。

She dared not tell Josephine the half of what she saw: what she did tell her agitated her so terribly: and often Rose had it on the tip of her tongue to say; 〃Do pray go and see if you can say nothing that will do him good;〃 but she fought the impulse down。  This battle of feeling; though less severe than her sister's; was constant; it destroyed her gayety。  She; whose merry laugh used to ring like chimes through the house; never laughed now; seldom smiled; and often sighed。

Dr。 Aubertin was the last to succumb to the deep depression; but his time came: and he had been for a day or two as grave and as sad as the rest; when one day that Rose was absent; spying on Camille; he took the baroness and Josephine into his confidence; and condescended finally to ask their advice。

〃It is humiliating;〃 said he; 〃after all my experience; to be obliged to consult unprofessional persons。  Forty years ago I should have been TOO WISE to do so。  But since then I have often seen science baffled and untrained intelligences throw light upon hard questions: and your sex in particular has luminous instincts and reads things by flashes that we men miss with a microscope。  Our dear Madame Raynal suspected that plausible notary; and to this day I believe she could not tell us why。〃

Josephine admitted as much very frankly。

〃There you see;〃 said the doctor。  〃Well; then; you must help me in this case。  And this time I promise to treat your art with more respect。〃

〃And pray who is it she is to read now?〃 asked the baroness。

〃Who should it be but my poor patient?  He puzzles me。  I never knew a patient so faint…hearted。〃

〃A soldier faint…hearted!〃 exclaimed the baroness。  〃To be sure these men that storm cities; and fire cannon; and cut and hack one another with so much spirit; are poor creatures compared with us when they have to lie quiet and suffer。〃

The doctor walked the room in great excitement。  〃It is not his wound that is killing him; there's something on his mind。  You; Josephine; with your instincts do help me: do pray; for pity's sake; throw off that sublime indifference you have manifested all along to this man's fate。〃

〃She has not;〃 cried the baroness; firing up。  〃Did I not see her lining his dressing…gown for him? and she inspects everything that he eats: do you not?〃

〃Yes; mother。〃  She then suggested in a faltering voice that time would cure the patient; and time alone。

〃Time! you speak as if time was a quality: time is only a measure of events; favorable or unfavorable; it kills as many as it cures。〃

〃Why; you surely would not imply his life is in any danger?〃  This was the baroness。

〃Madame; if the case was not grave; should I take this unusual step? I tell you if some change does not take place soon; he will be a dead man in another fortnight。  That is all TIME will do for him。〃

The baroness uttered an exclamation of pity and distress。  Josephine put her hand to her bosom; and a creeping horror came over her; and then a faintness。  She sat working mechanically; and turning like ice within。  After a few minutes of this; she rose with every appearance of external composure and left the room。  In the passage she met Rose coming hastily towards the salon laughing: the first time she had laughed this many a day。  Oh; what a contrast between the two faces that met therethe one pale and horror stricken; the other rosy and laughing!

〃Well; dear; at last I am paid for all my trouble; and yours; by a discovery; he never drinks a drop of his medicine; he pours it into the ashes under the grate; I caught him in the fact。〃

〃Then this is too much: I can resist no longer。  Come with me;〃 said Josephine doggedly。

〃Where?〃

〃To him。〃


CHAPTER XII。


Josephine paused on the landing; and laid her hand on Rose's shoulder。  It was so cold it made Rose shudder; and exacted a promise from her not to contradict a word she should say to Camille。 〃I do not go to him for my pleasure; but for his life;〃 she said; 〃I must deceive him and save him; and then let me lie down and die。〃

〃Oh; that the wretch had never been born!〃 cried Rose; in despair。 But she gave the required promise; and offered to go and tell Camille Josephine was coming to visit him。

But Josephine declined this。  〃No;〃 said she; 〃give me every advantage; I must think beforehand every word I shall say; but take him by surprise; coward and doubleface that I am。〃

Rose knocked at the door。  A faint voice said; 〃Come in。〃  The sisters entered the room very softly。  Camille sat on the sofa; his head bowed over his hands。  A glance showed Josephine that he was doggedly and resolutely thrusting himself into the grave。  Thinking it was only Rosefor he had now lost all hope of seeing Josephine come in at the doorhe never moved。  Some one glided gently but rapidly up to him。  He looked up。  Josephine was kneeling to him。

He lifted his head with a start; and trembled all over。

She whispered; 〃I am come to you to beg your pity; to appeal to your generosity; to ask a favor; I who deserve so little of you。〃

〃You have waited a long time;〃 said Camille; agitated greatly; 〃and so have I。〃

〃Camille; you are torturing one who loved you once; and who has been very weak and faithless; but not so wicked as she appears。〃

〃How am I torturing you?〃

〃With remorse; do I not suffer enough?  Would you make me a murderess?〃

〃Why have you never been near me?〃 retorted Camille。  〃I could forgive your weakness; but not your heartlessness。〃

〃It is my duty。  I have no right to seek your society。  If you really want mine; you have only to get well; and so join us down… stairs a week or two before you leave us。〃

〃How am I to get well?  My heart is broken。〃

〃Camille; be a man。  Do not fling away a soldier's life because a fickle; worthless woman could not wait for you。  Forgive me like a man; or else revenge yourself like a man。  If you cannot forgive me; kill me。  See; I kneel at your feet。  I will not resist you。  Kill me。〃

〃I wish I could。  Oh! if I could kill you with a look and myself with a wish!  No man should ever take you from me; then。  We would be together in the grave at this hour。  Do not tempt me; I say;〃 and he cast a terrible look of love; and hatred; and despair upon her。 Her purple eye never winced; it poured back tenderness and affection in return。  He saw and turned away with a groan; and held out his hand to her。  She seized it and kissed it。  〃You are great; you are generous; you will not strike me as a woman strikes; you will not die to drive me to despair。〃

〃I see;〃 said he; more gently; 〃love is gone; but pity remains。  I thought that was gone; too。〃

〃Yes; Camille;〃 said Josephine; in a whisper; 〃pity remains; and remorse and terror at what I have done to a man of whom I wa

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