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manliness。 He designated truthfulness as 〃moral transparency;〃
and he valued it more highly than any other quality。 When lying
was detected; he treated it as a great moral offence; but when a
pupil made an assertion; he accepted it with confidence。 〃If you
say so; that is quite enough; OF COURSE I believe your word。〃 By
thus trusting and believing them; he educated the young in
truthfulness; the boys at length coming to say to one another:
〃It's a shame to tell Arnold a liehe always believes one。〃 (10)
One of the most striking instances that could be given of the
character of the dutiful; truthful; laborious man; is presented in
the life of the late George Wilson; Professor of Technology in the
University of Edinburgh。 (11) Though we bring this illustration
under the head of Duty; it might equally have stood under that of
Courage; Cheerfulness; or Industry; for it is alike illustrative
of these several qualities。
Wilson's life was; indeed; a marvel of cheerful laboriousness;
exhibiting the power of the soul to triumph over the body; and
almost to set it at defiance。 It might be taken as an
illustration of the saying of the whaling…captain to Dr。 Kane; as
to the power of moral force over physical: 〃Bless you; sir; the
soul will any day lift the body out of its boots!〃
A fragile but bright and lively boy; he had scarcely entered
manhood ere his constitution began to exhibit signs of disease。
As early; indeed; as his seventeenth year; he began to complain of
melancholy and sleeplessness; supposed to be the effects of bile。
〃I don't think I shall live long;〃 he then said to a friend; 〃my
mind willmust work itself out; and the body will soon follow
it。〃 A strange confession for a boy to make! But he gave his
physical health no fair chance。 His life was all brain…work;
study; and competition。 When he took exercise it was in sudden
bursts; which did him more harm than good。 Long walks in the
Highlands jaded and exhausted him; and he returned to his brain…
work unrested and unrefreshed。
It was during one of his forced walks of some twenty…four miles in
the neighbourhood of Stirling; that he injured one of his feet;
and he returned home seriously ill。 The result was an abscess;
disease of the ankle…joint; and long agony; which ended in the
amputation of the right foot。 But he never relaxed in his
labours。 He was now writing; lecturing; and teaching chemistry。
Rheumatism and acute inflammation of the eye next attacked him;
and were treated by cupping; blisetring; and colchicum。 Unable
himself to write; he went on preparing his lectures; which he
dictated to his sister。 Pain haunted him day and night; and sleep
was only forced by morphia。 While in this state of general
prostration; symptoms of pulmonary disease began to show
themselves。 Yet he continued to give the weekly lectures to which
he stood committed to the Edinburgh School of Arts。 Not one was
shirked; though their delivery; before a large audience; was a
most exhausting duty。 〃Well; there's another nail put into my
coffin;〃 was the remark made on throwing off his top…coat on
returning home; and a sleepless night almost invariably followed。
At twenty…seven; Wilson was lecturing ten; eleven; or more hours
weekly; usually with setons or open blister…wounds upon himhis
〃bosom friends;〃 he used to call them。 He felt the shadow of
death upon him; and he worked as if his days were numbered。
〃Don't be surprised;〃 he wrote to a friend; 〃if any morning at
breakfast you hear that I am gone。〃 But while he said so; he did
not in the least degree indulge in the feeling of sickly
sentimentality。 He worked on as cheerfully and hopefully as if in
the very fulness of his strength。 〃To none;〃 said he; 〃is life so
sweet as to those who have lost all fear to die。〃
Sometimes he was compelled to desist from his labours by sheer
debility; occasioned by loss of blood from the lungs; but after a
few weeks' rest and change of air; he would return to his work;
saying; 〃The water is rising in the well again!〃 Though disease
had fastened on his lungs; and was spreading there; and though
suffering from a distressing cough; he went on lecturing as usual。
To add to his troubles; when one day endeavouring to recover
himself from a stumble occasioned by his lameness; he overstrained
his arm; and broke the bone near the shoulder。 But he recovered
from his successive accidents and illnesses in the most
extraordinary way。 The reed bent; but did not break: the storm
passed; and it stood erect as before。
There was no worry; nor fever; nor fret about him; but instead;
cheerfulness; patience; and unfailing perseverance。 His mind;
amidst all his sufferings; remained perfectly calm and serene。 He
went about his daily work with an apparently charmed life; as if
he had the strength of many men in him。 Yet all the while he knew
he was dying; his chief anxiety being to conceal his state from
those about him at home; to whom the knowledge of his actual
condition would have been inexpressibly distressing。 〃I am
cheerful among strangers;〃 he said; 〃and try to live day by day
as a dying man。〃 (12)
He went on teaching as beforelecturing to the Architectural
Institute and to the School of Arts。 One day; after a lecture
before the latter institute; he lay down to rest; and was shortly
awakened by the rupture of a bloodvessel; which occasioned him the
loss of a considerable quantity of blood。 He did not experience
the despair and agony that Keats did on a like occasion; (13)
though he equally knew that the messenger of death had come; and
was waiting for him。 He appeared at the family meals as usual;
and next day he lectured twice; punctually fulfilling his
engagements; but the exertion of speaking was followed by a second
attack of haemorrhage。 He now became seriously ill; and it was
doubted whether he would survive the night。 But he did survive;
and during his convalescence he was appointed to an important
public officethat of Director of the Scottish Industrial
Museum; which involved a great amount of labour; as well as
lecturing; in his capacity of Professor of Technology; which he
held in connection with the office。
From this time forward; his 〃dear museum;〃 as he called it;
absorbed all his surplus energies。 While busily occupied in
collecting models and specimens for the museum; he filled up his
odds…and…ends of time in lecturing to Ragged Schools; Ragged
Kirks; and Medical Missionary Societies。 He gave himself no rest;
either of mind or body; and 〃to die working〃 was the fate he
envied。 His mind would not give in; but his poor body was forced
to yield; and a severe attack of haemorrhagebleeding from both
lungs and stomach (14)compelled him to relax in his labours。
〃For a month; or some forty days;〃 he wrote〃a dreadful Lent
the mind has blown geographically from 'Araby the blest;' but
thermometrically from Iceland the accursed。 I have been made a
prisoner of war; hit by an icicle in the lungs; and have shivered
and burned alternately for a large portion of the last month; and
spat blood till I grew pale with coughing。 Now I am better; and
to…morrow I give my concluding lecture (on Technology); thankful
that I have contrived; notwithstanding all my troubles; to carry
on without missing a lecture to the last day of the Faculty of
Arts; to which I belong。〃 (15)
How long was it to last? He himself began to wonder; for he had
long felt his life as if ebbing away。 At length he became
languid; weary; and unfit for work; even the writing of a letter
cost him a painful effort; and。 he felt 〃as if to lie down and
sleep were the only things worth doing。〃 Yet shortly after; to
help a Sunday…school; he wrote his 'Five Gateways of Knowledge;'
as a lecture; and afterwards expanded it into a book。 He also
recovered strength sufficient to enable him to proceed with his
lectures to the insti