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manliness。  He designated truthfulness as 〃moral transparency;〃

and he valued it more highly than any other quality。  When lying

was detected; he treated it as a great moral offence; but when a

pupil made an assertion; he accepted it with confidence。  〃If you

say so; that is quite enough; OF COURSE I believe your word。〃  By

thus trusting and believing them; he educated the young in

truthfulness; the boys at length coming to say to one another:

〃It's a shame to tell Arnold a liehe always believes one。〃 (10)



One of the most striking instances that could be given of the

character of the dutiful; truthful; laborious man; is presented in

the life of the late George Wilson; Professor of Technology in the

University of Edinburgh。 (11)  Though we bring this illustration

under the head of Duty; it might equally have stood under that of

Courage; Cheerfulness; or Industry; for it is alike illustrative

of these several qualities。



Wilson's life was; indeed; a marvel of cheerful laboriousness;

exhibiting the power of the soul to triumph over the body; and

almost to set it at defiance。  It might be taken as an

illustration of the saying of the whaling…captain to Dr。 Kane; as

to the power of moral force over physical: 〃Bless you; sir; the

soul will any day lift the body out of its boots!〃



A fragile but bright and lively boy; he had scarcely entered

manhood ere his constitution began to exhibit signs of disease。

As early; indeed; as his seventeenth year; he began to complain of

melancholy and sleeplessness; supposed to be the effects of bile。

〃I don't think I shall live long;〃 he then said to a friend; 〃my

mind willmust work itself out; and the body will soon follow

it。〃  A strange confession for a boy to make!  But he gave his

physical health no fair chance。  His life was all brain…work;

study; and competition。  When he took exercise it was in sudden

bursts; which did him more harm than good。  Long walks in the

Highlands jaded and exhausted him; and he returned to his brain…

work unrested and unrefreshed。



It was during one of his forced walks of some twenty…four miles in

the neighbourhood of Stirling; that he injured one of his feet;

and he returned home seriously ill。  The result was an abscess;

disease of the ankle…joint; and long agony; which ended in the

amputation of the right foot。  But he never relaxed in his

labours。  He was now writing; lecturing; and teaching chemistry。

Rheumatism and acute inflammation of the eye next attacked him;

and were treated by cupping; blisetring; and colchicum。  Unable

himself to write; he went on preparing his lectures; which he

dictated to his sister。  Pain haunted him day and night; and sleep

was only forced by morphia。  While in this state of general

prostration; symptoms of pulmonary disease began to show

themselves。  Yet he continued to give the weekly lectures to which

he stood committed to the Edinburgh School of Arts。  Not one was

shirked; though their delivery; before a large audience; was a

most exhausting duty。  〃Well; there's another nail put into my

coffin;〃 was the remark made on throwing off his top…coat on

returning home; and a sleepless night almost invariably followed。



At twenty…seven; Wilson was lecturing ten; eleven; or more hours

weekly; usually with setons or open blister…wounds upon himhis

〃bosom friends;〃 he used to call them。  He felt the shadow of

death upon him; and he worked as if his days were numbered。

〃Don't be surprised;〃 he wrote to a friend; 〃if any morning at

breakfast you hear that I am gone。〃  But while he said so; he did

not in the least degree indulge in the feeling of sickly

sentimentality。  He worked on as cheerfully and hopefully as if in

the very fulness of his strength。  〃To none;〃 said he; 〃is life so

sweet as to those who have lost all fear to die。〃



Sometimes he was compelled to desist from his labours by sheer

debility; occasioned by loss of blood from the lungs; but after a

few weeks' rest and change of air; he would return to his work;

saying; 〃The water is rising in the well again!〃  Though disease

had fastened on his lungs; and was spreading there; and though

suffering from a distressing cough; he went on lecturing as usual。

To add to his troubles; when one day endeavouring to recover

himself from a stumble occasioned by his lameness; he overstrained

his arm; and broke the bone near the shoulder。  But he recovered

from his successive accidents and illnesses in the most

extraordinary way。  The reed bent; but did not break: the storm

passed; and it stood erect as before。



There was no worry; nor fever; nor fret about him; but instead;

cheerfulness; patience; and unfailing perseverance。  His mind;

amidst all his sufferings; remained perfectly calm and serene。  He

went about his daily work with an apparently charmed life; as if

he had the strength of many men in him。  Yet all the while he knew

he was dying; his chief anxiety being to conceal his state from

those about him at home; to whom the knowledge of his actual

condition would have been inexpressibly distressing。  〃I am

cheerful among strangers;〃 he said; 〃and try to live day by day

as a dying man。〃 (12)



He went on teaching as beforelecturing to the Architectural

Institute and to the School of Arts。  One day; after a lecture

before the latter institute; he lay down to rest; and was shortly

awakened by the rupture of a bloodvessel; which occasioned him the

loss of a considerable quantity of blood。  He did not experience

the despair and agony that Keats did on a like occasion; (13)

though he equally knew that the messenger of death had come; and

was waiting for him。  He appeared at the family meals as usual;

and next day he lectured twice; punctually fulfilling his

engagements; but the exertion of speaking was followed by a second

attack of haemorrhage。  He now became seriously ill; and it was

doubted whether he would survive the night。  But he did survive;

and during his convalescence he was appointed to an important

public officethat of Director of the Scottish Industrial

Museum; which involved a great amount of labour; as well as

lecturing; in his capacity of Professor of Technology; which he

held in connection with the office。



From this time forward; his 〃dear museum;〃 as he called it;

absorbed all his surplus energies。  While busily occupied in

collecting models and specimens for the museum; he filled up his

odds…and…ends of time in lecturing to Ragged Schools; Ragged

Kirks; and Medical Missionary Societies。  He gave himself no rest;

either of mind or body; and 〃to die working〃 was the fate he

envied。  His mind would not give in; but his poor body was forced

to yield; and a severe attack of haemorrhagebleeding from both

lungs and stomach (14)compelled him to relax in his labours。

〃For a month; or some forty days;〃 he wrote〃a dreadful Lent

the mind has blown geographically from 'Araby the blest;' but

thermometrically from Iceland the accursed。  I have been made a

prisoner of war; hit by an icicle in the lungs; and have shivered

and burned alternately for a large portion of the last month; and

spat blood till I grew pale with coughing。  Now I am better; and

to…morrow I give my concluding lecture (on Technology); thankful

that I have contrived; notwithstanding all my troubles; to carry

on without missing a lecture to the last day of the Faculty of

Arts; to which I belong。〃 (15)



How long was it to last?  He himself began to wonder; for he had

long felt his life as if ebbing away。  At length he became

languid; weary; and unfit for work; even the writing of a letter

cost him a painful effort; and。  he felt 〃as if to lie down and

sleep were the only things worth doing。〃  Yet shortly after; to

help a Sunday…school; he wrote his 'Five Gateways of Knowledge;'

as a lecture; and afterwards expanded it into a book。  He also

recovered strength sufficient to enable him to proceed with his

lectures to the insti

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