sartor resartus-第32章
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； in Truths grown obsolete； and Trades grown obsolete；what can the fool think but that it is all a Den of Lies； wherein whoso will not speak Lies and act Lies； must stand idle and despair？ Whereby it happens that； for your nobler minds； the publishing of some such Work of Art； in one or the other dialect； becomes almost a necessity。 For what is it properly but an Altercation with the Devil； before you begin honestly Fighting him？ Your Byron publishes his _Sorrows of Lord George_； in verse and in prose； and copiously otherwise： your Bonaparte represents his _Sorrows of Napoleon_ Opera； in an all…too stupendous style； with music of cannon…volleys； and murder…shrieks of a world； his stage…lights are the fires of Conflagration； his rhyme and recitative are the tramp of embattled Hosts and the sound of falling Cities。Happier is he who； like our Clothes…Philosopher； can write such matter； since it must be written； on the insensible Earth； with his shoe…soles only； and also survive the writing thereof！
CHAPTER VII。 THE EVERLASTING NO。
Under the strange nebulous envelopment； wherein our Professor has now shrouded himself； no doubt but his spiritual nature is nevertheless progressive； and growing： for how can the 〃Son of Time；〃 in any case； stand still？ We behold him； through those dim years； in a state of crisis； of transition： his mad Pilgrimings； and general solution into aimless Discontinuity； what is all this but a mad Fermentation； wherefrom the fiercer it is； the clearer product will one day evolve itself？
Such transitions are ever full of pain： thus the Eagle when he moults is sickly； and； to attain his new beak； must harshly dash off the old one upon rocks。 What Stoicism soever our Wanderer； in his individual acts and motions； may affect； it is clear that there is a hot fever of anarchy and misery raging within； coruscations of which flash out： as； indeed； how could there be other？ Have we not seen him disappointed； bemocked of Destiny； through long years？ All that the young heart might desire and pray for has been denied； nay； as in the last worst instance； offered and then snatched away。 Ever an 〃excellent Passivity；〃 but of useful； reasonable Activity； essential to the former as Food to Hunger； nothing granted： till at length； in this wild Pilgrimage； he must forcibly seize for himself an Activity； though useless； unreasonable。 Alas； his cup of bitterness； which had been filling drop by drop； ever since that first 〃ruddy morning〃 in the Hinterschlag Gymnasium； was at the very lip； and then with that poison…drop； of the Towgood…and…Blumine business； it runs over； and even hisses over in a deluge of foam。
He himself says once； with more justness than originality： 〃Men is； properly speaking； based upon Hope； he has no other possession but Hope； this world of his is emphatically the Place of Hope。〃 What； then； was our Professor's possession？ We see him； for the present； quite shut out from Hope； looking not into the golden orient； but vaguely all round into a dim copper firmament； pregnant with earthquake and tornado。
Alas； shut out from Hope； in a deeper sense than we yet dream of！ For； as he wanders wearisomely through this world； he has now lost all tidings of another and higher。 Full of religion； or at least of religiosity； as our Friend has since exhibited himself； he hides not that； in those days； he was wholly irreligious： 〃Doubt had darkened into Unbelief；〃 says he； 〃shade after shade goes grimly over your soul； till you have the fixed； starless； Tartarean black。〃 To such readers as have reflected； what can be called reflecting； on man's life； and happily discovered； in contradiction to much Profit…and…Loss Philosophy； speculative and practical； that Soul is not synonymous with Stomach； who understand； therefore； in our Friend's words； 〃that； for man's well…being； Faith is properly the one thing needful； how； with it； Martyrs； otherwise weak； can cheerfully endure the shame and the cross； and without it； Worldlings puke up their sick existence； by suicide； in the midst of luxury：〃 to such it will be clear that； for a pure moral nature； the loss of his religious Belief was the loss of everything。 Unhappy young man！ All wounds； the crush of long…continued Destitution； the stab of false Friendship and of false Love； all wounds in thy so genial heart； would have healed again； had not its life…warmth been withdrawn。 Well might he exclaim； in his wild way： 〃Is there no God； then； but at best an absentee God； sitting idle； ever since the first Sabbath； at the outside of his Universe； and _see_ing it go？ Has the word Duty no meaning； is what we call Duty no divine Messenger and Guide； but a false earthly Phantasm； made up of Desire and Fear； of emanations from the Gallows and from Doctor Graham's Celestial…Bed？ Happiness of an approving Conscience！ Did not Paul of Tarsus； whom admiring men have since named Saint； feel that _he_ was 'the chief of sinners；' and Nero of Rome； jocund in spirit （_wohlgemuth_）； spend much of his time in fiddling？ Foolish Wordmonger and Motive…grinder； who in thy Logic…mill hast an earthly mechanism for the Godlike itself； and wouldst fain grind me out Virtue from the husks of Pleasure；I tell thee； Nay！ To the unregenerate Prometheus Vinctus of a man； it is ever the bitterest aggravation of his wretchedness that he is conscious of Virtue； that he feels himself the victim not of suffering only； but of injustice。 What then？ Is the heroic inspiration we name Virtue but some Passion； some bubble of the blood； bubbling in the direction others _profit_ by？ I know not： only this I know； If what thou namest Happiness be our true aim； then are we all astray。 With Stupidity and sound Digestion man may front much。 But what； in these dull unimaginative days； are the terrors of Conscience to the diseases of the Liver！ Not on Morality； but on Cookery； let us build our stronghold： there brandishing our frying…pan； as censer； let us offer sweet incense to the Devil； and live at ease on the fat things he has provided for his Elect！〃
Thus has the bewildered Wanderer to stand； as so many have done； shouting question after question into the Sibyl…cave of Destiny； and receive no Answer but an Echo。 It is all a grim Desert； this once…fair world of his； wherein is heard only the howling of wild beasts； or the shrieks of despairing； hate…filled men； and no Pillar of Cloud by day； and no Pillar of Fire by night； any longer guides the Pilgrim。 To such length has the spirit of Inquiry carried him。 〃But what boots it （_was thut's_）？〃 cries he： 〃it is but the common lot in this era。 Not having come to spiritual majority prior to the _Siecle de Louis Quinze_； and not being born purely a Loghead （_Dummkopf_ ）； thou hadst no other outlook。 The whole world is； like thee； sold to Unbelief； their old Temples of the Godhead； which for long have not been rain…proof； crumble down； and men ask now： Where is the Godhead； our eyes never saw him？〃
Pitiful enough were it； for all these wild utterances； to call our Diogenes wicked。 Unprofitable servants as we all are； perhaps at no era of his life was he more decisively the Servant of Goodness； the Servant of God； than even now when doubting God's existence。 〃One circumstance I note；〃 says he： 〃after all the nameless woe that Inquiry； which for me； what it is not always； was genuine Love of Truth； had wrought me！ I nevertheless still loved Truth； and would bate no jot of my allegiance to her。 'Truth！' I cried； 'though the Heavens crush me for following her： no Falsehood！ though a whole celestial Lubberland were the price of Apostasy。' In conduct it was the same。 Had a divine Messenger from the clouds； or miraculous Handwriting on the wall； convincingly proclaimed to me _This thou shalt do_； with what passionate readiness； as I often thought； would I have done it； had it been leaping into the infernal Fire。 Thus； in spite of all Motive…grinders； and Mechanical Profit…and…Loss Philosophies； with the sick ophthalmia and hallucination they had brought on； was the Infinite nature of Duty still dimly present to me： living without God in the world； of God's light I was not utterly bereft； if my as yet sealed eyes； with their unspeak
