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‘‘Bertram；　I　am　going　home　now；　please；''　she

said。　　‘‘You　needn't　come　with　me；　I　can　go

alone。''



Bertram　said　two　words　under　his　breath　which

it　was　just　as　well；　perhaps；　that　Billyand　the

neighborsdid　not　hear；　then　he　gathered　up

their　wraps　and；　with　Billy；　stalked　out　of　the

theater。



At　home　everything　was　found　to　be　absolutely

as　it　should　be。　　Bertram；　Jr。；　was　peacefully

sleeping；　and　Delia；　who　had　come　up　from

downstairs；　was　sewing　in　the　next　room。



‘‘There；　you　see；''　observed　Bertram；　a　little

sourly。



Billy　drew　a　long；　contented　sigh。



‘‘Yes；　I　see；　everything　is　all　right。　　But　that's

exactly　what　I　wanted　to　do；　Bertram；　you　know

to　_see　for　myself_；''　she　finished　happily。



And　Bertram；　looking　at　her　rapt　face　as　she

hovered　over　the　baby's　crib；　called　himself　a

brute　and　a　beast　to　mind　_anything_　that　could

make　Billy　look　like　that。







CHAPTER　XXV





‘‘SHOULD　AULD　ACQUAINTANCE　BE　FORGOT''





Bertram　did　not　ask　Billy　very　soon　again　to

go　to　the　theater。　　For　some　days；　indeed；　he　did

not　ask　her　to　do　anything。　　Then；　one　evening；

he　did　beg　for　some　music。



‘‘Billy；　you　haven't　played　to　me　or　sung　to

me　since　I　could　remember；''　he　complained。　　‘‘I

want　some　music。''



Billy　gave　a　merry　laugh　and　wriggled　her

fingers　experimentally。



‘‘Mercy；　Bertram！　　I　don't　believe　I　could

play　a　note。　　You　know　I'm　all　out　of　practice。''



‘‘But　why　_don't_　you　practice？''



‘‘Why；　Bertram；　I　can't。　　In　the　first　place　I

don't　seem　to　have　any　time　except　when　Baby's

asleep；　and　I　can't　play　then…I'd　wake　him

up。''



Bertram　sighed　irritably；　rose　to　his　feet；　and

began　to　walk　up　and　down　the　room。　　He　came

to　a　pause　at　last；　his　eyes　bent　a　trifle

disapprovingly　on　his　wife。



‘‘Billy；　dear；　_don't_　you　wear　anything　but

those　wrapper　things　nowadays？''　he　asked　plaintively。



Again　Billy　laughed。　　But　this　time　a　troubled

frown　followed　the　laugh。



‘‘I　know；　Bertram；　I　suppose　they　do　look

dowdy；　sometimes；''　she　confessed；　‘‘but；　you

see；　I　hate　to　wear　a　really　good　dressBaby

rumples　them　up　so；　and　I'm　usually　in　a　hurry

to　get　to　him　mornings；　and　these　are　so　easy　to

slip　into；　and　so　much　more　comfortable　for　me

to　handle　him　in！''



‘‘Yes；　of　course；　of　course；　I　see；''　mumbled

Bertram；　listlessly　taking　up　his　walk　again。



Billy；　after　a　moment's　silence；　began　to　talk

animatedly。　　Baby　had　done　a　wonderfully　cunning

thing　that　morning；　and　Billy　had　not　had

a　chance　yet　to　tell　Bertram。　　Baby　was　growing

more　and　more　cunning　anyway；　these　days；

and　there　were　several　things　she　believed　she

had　not　told　him；　so　she　told　them　now。



Bertram　listened　politely；　interestedly。　　He

told　himself　that　he　_was_　interested；　too。　　Of

course　he　was　interested　in　the　doings　of　his　own

child！　　But　he　still　walked　up　and　down　the　room

a　little　restlessly；　coming　to　a　halt　at　last　by　the

window；　across　which　the　shade　had　not　been

drawn。



‘‘Billy；''　he　cried　suddenly；　with　his　old

boyish　eagerness；　‘‘there's　a　glorious　moon。　　Come

on！　　Let's　take　a　little　walka　real　fellow…and…

his…best…girl　walk！　　Will　you？''



‘‘Mercy！　dear；　I　couldn't；''　cried　Billy

springing　to　her　feet。　　‘‘I'd　love　to；　though；　if　I　could；''

she　added　hastily；　as　she　saw　disappointment

cloud　her　husband's　face。　　‘‘But　I　told　Delia　she

might　go　out。　　It　isn't　her　regular　evening；　of

course；　but　I　told　her　I　didn't　mind　staying　with

Baby　a　bit。　　So　I'll　have　to　go　right　up　now。　

She'll　be　going　soon。　　But；　dear；　you　go　and　take

your　walk。　　It'll　do　you　good。　　Then　you　can

come　back　and　tell　me　all　about　itonly　you

must　come　in　quietly；　so　not　to　wake　the　baby；''

she　finished；　giving　her　husband　an　affectionate

kiss；　as　she　left　the　room。



After　a　disconsolate　five　minutes　of　solitude；

Bertram　got　his　hat　and　coat　and　went　out　for

his　walkbut　he　told　himself　he　did　not　expect

to　enjoy　it。



Bertram　Henshaw　knew　that　the　old　rebellious

jealousy　of　the　summer　had　him　fast　in　its　grip。　

He　was　heartily　ashamed　of　himself；　but　he　could

not　help　it。　　He　wanted　Billy；　and　he　wanted　her

then。　　He　wanted　to　talk　to　her。　　He　wanted　to

tell　her　about　a　new　portrait　commission　he　had

just　obtained；　and　he　wanted　to　ask　her　what　she

thought　of　the　idea　of　a　brand…new　‘‘Face　of　a

Girl''　for　the　Bohemian　Ten　Exhibition　next

March。　　He　wantedbut　then；　what　would　be

the　use？　　She　would　listen；　of　course；　but　he

would　know　by　the　very　looks　of　her　face　that

she　would　not　be　really　thinking　of　what　he　was

saying；　and　he　would　be　willing　to　wager　his　best

canvas　that　in　the　very　first　pause　she　would　tell

about　the　baby's　newest　tooth　or　latest　toy。　　Not

but　that　he　liked　to　hear　about　the　little　fellow；

of　course；　and　not　but　that　he　was　proud　as　Punch

of　him；　too；　but　that　he　would　like　sometimes　to

hear　Billy　talk　of　something　else。　　The　sweetest

melody　in　the　world；　if　dinned　into　one's　ears　day

and　night；　became　something　to　be　fled　from。



And　Billy　ought　to　talk　of　something　else；　too！　

Bertram；　Jr。；　wonderful　as　he　was；　really　was　not

the　only　thing　in　the　world；　or　even　the　only　baby；

and　other　peopleoutsiders；　their　friends

had　a　right　to　expect　that　sometimes　other

matters　might　be　consideredtheir　own；　for

instance。　　But　Billy　seemed　to　have　forgotten　this。　

No　matter　whether　the　subject　of　conversation

had　to　do　with　the　latest　novel　or　a　trip　to　Europe；

under　Billy's　guidance　it　invariably　led　straight

to　Baby's　Jack…and…Jill　book；　or　to　a　perambulator

journey　in　the　Public　Garden。　　If　it　had　not

been　so　serious；　it　would　have　been　really　funny

the　way　all　roads　led　straight　to　one　goal。　　He

himself；　when　alone　with　Billy；　had　started　the

most　unusual　and　foreign　subjects；　sometimes；

just　to　see　if　there　were　not　somewhere　a　little

bypath　that　did　not　bring　up　in　his　own　nursery。　

He　never；　however；　found　one。



But　it　was　not　funny；　it　was　serious。　　Was　this

glorious　gift　on　parenthood　to　which　he　had　looked

forward　as　the　crowning　joy　of　his　existence；　to

be　nothing　but　a　tragedy　that　would　finally　wreck

his　domestic　happiness？　　It　could　not　be。　　It

must　not　be。　　He　must　he　patient；　and　wait。　

Billy　loved　him。　　He　was　sure　she　did。　　By　and

by　this　obsession　of　motherhood；　which　had　her

so　fast　in　its　grasp；　would　relax。　　She　would

remember　that　her　husband　had　rights　as　well　as

her　child。　　Once　again　she　would　give　him　the

companionship；　love；　and　sympathetic　interest

so　dear　to　him。　　Meanwhile　there　was　his　work。　

He　must　bury　himself　in　that。　　And　fortunate；

indeed；　he　was；　he　told　himself；　that　he　had

something　so　absorbing。



It　was　at　this　point　in　his　meditations　that

Bertram　rounded　a　corner　and　came　face　to　face

with　a　man　who　stopped　him　short　with　a

jovial：



‘‘Isn't　itby　George；　it　is　Bertie　Henshaw！　

Well；　what　do　you　think　of　that　for　luck？and

me　only　two　days　home　from　‘Gay　Paree'！''



‘‘Oh；　Seaver！　　How　are　you？　　You　_are_　a　stranger！''

Bertram's　voice　and　handshake　were　a　bit

more　cordial　than　they　would　have　been　had　he

not　at　the　moment　been　feeling　so　abused　and

forlorn。　　In　the　old　days　he　had　liked　this　Bob　Seaver

well。　　Seaver　was　an　artist　like　himself；　and　was

good　company　always。　　But　Seaver　and　his　crowd

were　a　little　too　Bohemian　for　William's　taste；

and　after　Billy　came；　she；　too；　had　objected　to

what　she　called　‘‘that　horrid　Seaver　man。''　　In

his　heart；　Bertram　knew　that　there　was　good

foundation　for　their　objections；　so　he　had　avoided

Seaver　for　a　time；　and　for　some　years；　now；　the

man　had　been　abroad；　somewhat　to　Bertram's

relief。　　To…night；　however；　Seaver's　genial　smile

and　hearty　friendliness　were　like　a　sudden　burst

of　sunshine　on　a　rainy　dayand　Bertram　detested

rainy　days。　　He　was　feeling　now；　too；　as

if　he　had　just