the holly-tree-第10章
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was quite enough to do; and I had not an hour too much time to do it
in。
I had taken leave of all my Holly…Tree friendsalmost; for the time
being; of my bashfulness tooand was standing for half a minute at
the Inn door watching the ostler as he took another turn at the cord
which tied my portmanteau on the chaise; when I saw lamps coming
down towards the Holly…Tree。 The road was so padded with snow that
no wheels were audible; but all of us who were standing at the Inn
door saw lamps coming on; and at a lively rate too; between the
walls of snow that had been heaped up on either side of the track。
The chambermaid instantly divined how the case stood; and called to
the ostler; 〃Tom; this is a Gretna job!〃 The ostler; knowing that
her sex instinctively scented a marriage; or anything in that
direction; rushed up the yard bawling; 〃Next four out!〃 and in a
moment the whole establishment was thrown into commotion。
I had a melancholy interest in seeing the happy man who loved and
was beloved; and therefore; instead of driving off at once; I
remained at the Inn door when the fugitives drove up。 A bright…eyed
fellow; muffled in a mantle; jumped out so briskly that he almost
overthrew me。 He turned to apologise; and; by heaven; it was Edwin!
〃Charley!〃 said he; recoiling。 〃Gracious powers; what do you do
here?〃
〃Edwin;〃 said I; recoiling; 〃gracious powers; what do you do here?〃
I struck my forehead as I said it; and an insupportable blaze of
light seemed to shoot before my eyes。
He hurried me into the little parlour (always kept with a slow fire
in it and no poker); where posting company waited while their horses
were putting to; and; shutting the door; said:
〃Charley; forgive me!〃
〃Edwin!〃 I returned。 〃Was this well? When I loved her so dearly!
When I had garnered up my heart so long!〃 I could say no more。
He was shocked when he saw how moved I was; and made the cruel
observation; that he had not thought I should have taken it so much
to heart。
I looked at him。 I reproached him no more。 But I looked at him。
〃My dear; dear Charley;〃 said he; 〃don't think ill of me; I beseech
you! I know you have a right to my utmost confidence; and; believe
me; you have ever had it until now。 I abhor secrecy。 Its meanness
is intolerable to me。 But I and my dear girl have observed it for
your sake。〃
He and his dear girl! It steeled me。
〃You have observed it for my sake; sir?〃 said I; wondering how his
frank face could face it out so。
〃Yes!and Angela's;〃 said he。
I found the room reeling round in an uncertain way; like a
labouring; humming…top。 〃Explain yourself;〃 said I; holding on by
one hand to an arm…chair。
〃Dear old darling Charley!〃 returned Edwin; in his cordial manner;
〃consider! When you were going on so happily with Angela; why
should I compromise you with the old gentleman by making you a party
to our engagement; and (after he had declined my proposals) to our
secret intention? Surely it was better that you should be able
honourably to say; 'He never took counsel with me; never told me;
never breathed a word of it。' If Angela suspected it; and showed me
all the favour and support she couldGod bless her for a precious
creature and a priceless wife!I couldn't help that。 Neither I nor
Emmeline ever told her; any more than we told you。 And for the same
good reason; Charley; trust me; for the same good reason; and no
other upon earth!〃
Emmeline was Angela's cousin。 Lived with her。 Had been brought up
with her。 Was her father's ward。 Had property。
〃Emmeline is in the chaise; my dear Edwin!〃 said I; embracing him
with the greatest affection。
〃My good fellow!〃 said he; 〃do you suppose I should be going to
Gretna Green without her?〃
I ran out with Edwin; I opened the chaise door; I took Emmeline in
my arms; I folded her to my heart。 She was wrapped in soft white
fur; like the snowy landscape: but was warm; and young; and lovely。
I put their leaders to with my own hands; I gave the boys a five…
pound note apiece; I cheered them as they drove away; I drove the
other way myself as hard as I could pelt。
I never went to Liverpool; I never went to America; I went straight
back to London; and I married Angela。 I have never until this time;
even to her; disclosed the secret of my character; and the mistrust
and the mistaken journey into which it led me。 When she; and they;
and our eight children and their sevenI mean Edwin and Emmeline's;
whose oldest girl is old enough now to wear white for herself; and
to look very like her mother in itcome to read these pages; as of
course they will; I shall hardly fail to be found out at last。
Never mind! I can bear it。 I began at the Holly…Tree; by idle
accident; to associate the Christmas time of year with human
interest; and with some inquiry into; and some care for; the lives
of those by whom I find myself surrounded。 I hope that I am none
the worse for it; and that no one near me or afar off is the worse
for it。 And I say; May the green Holly…Tree flourish; striking its
roots deep into our English ground; and having its germinating
qualities carried by the birds of Heaven all over the world!
End